Sincerity of Heart 2
Chapters 17. It turns out that He loves me (Ara)

I opened the door slowly. I smiled when I saw Alan was still busy with that flat object. There's a little jealousy in that thing. Alan moved it more often and lingered there than I did. Ah, why should I be jealous of inanimate objects. O God, you are very strange.

I walked slowly closer to him. It seems he has not noticed my arrival.

"Go to sleep, I still have to do this."

Ck, I was wrong. He has realized my arrival. I smiled and hugged him.

"It's night, let's pray. After that sleep." I whine while looking at the laptop screen.

"I'm still busy Ara" he said flatly. Hah, he must still be angry because of the matter earlier. I let go of my embrace.

"Hiks, having two wives is not fair. What if I have four. Maybe I'll be forgotten forever." I pretended to be disgusted. I wonder what his reaction is.

"What did you say? Don't talk weird, since when do I have a wife of two?" he said turn his body. I also directly bowed. He pulled me until I fell on his lap.

"Bk, peeling. Just go with your second wife." I said pretending to sulk.

"Second wife?" he said he looked at me confused. Then I pointed at his laptop.

"Yes, that's your second wife. You're more concerned with him than me. I know, I want just a dust grain that can hmmm at any time... "

I was very surprised when the chewy thing was now attached to my lips. My heart raced great. Her softness really made me feel overwhelmed. For a long time we were lost in pleasure. I opened my eyes and immediately met her beautiful Netra.

"Listen, whenever you're my only wife. There will never be anyone else. You're only Ara, you're the only one I love" she said, which surprised me. Did I not hear wrong? Alan said that he loved me. Ah, I'm so happy. Thousands of flowers bloomed in my heart.

"Ara loves Alan too" I said, hugging him tightly. I'm really very happy.

"I know." he said, which surprised me again. I pushed her body and looked at her. How did he know I loved him? I've never said this before.

"How did you know? I never said." I was confused.

"Hmmm... Since the Jihan application incident. I can already see your change. Then she told me the truth so I was more sure you really loved me" she said, which caught me off guard. How could you tell Alan everything? Huaaaaa... Did you say everything, too, that I used to cry a lot because of Alan.

"What's up, baby? You're surprised I already know the contents of your heart" he said with a devil smile. I immediately looked at him. I pushed her up and got up from my sitting position. I walked to the bathroom.

"Where are you going?" his yell.

"Solat, if you wait, you don't know when you want to get out of there" I said directly into the bathroom. My eyes are also heavy.

After finishing the congregational prayer, I immediately dropped my body on the mattress. Ah, delicious. My back that was stiff this time was a little good.

I felt the bed sway a little. I looked to the right and it turned out that Alan was lying down too. I smiled and confirmed my sleeping position. I'm facing Alan. Until our positions are facing each other. Alan touched my cheek, his warmth made my drowsiness even more so. I closed my eyes slowly.

"I'm so grateful to have you Ara" he said. I smiled and opened my eyes again. I close my body with him. As usual, I'll make her burly hands my pillow.

"Sleep, Ara is sleepy" I said, sinking my face in her chest. I also felt Alan's hands perfectly coiled around my waist. I really like it.

"Good night dear" he said, peeping at me. I just kept quiet because I was so sleepy.

***

"Morning ma, morning pa. "my words greeted my mother and father who had been faithful waiting at the dinner table.

"For Arin, the morning little sister." I added as I pinched Dika's cheek with anxiety.

"Again." they said at the same time. I smiled and sat down next to Alan.

"Well, village fried rice?" I say with spirit. I haven't eaten village fried rice in a long time. Ah, it must taste really delicious.

"You likey?" asked mama to look at me. I also nodded enthusiastically.

"Yes, let's eat." said Mama.

"Eat a lot" I said pouring Alan's rice dishes.

"Thank you dear." he said. I smiled and poured rice on my side. Then my eyes accidentally met Arin's eyes. I raise my eyebrows. Arin blinked his eyes. I'm getting confused.

"Sister, Arin wants to talk." I looked at Arin confused. What exactly is he planning?

"I'm sorry, I was busy this morning" Alan said without looking at Arin. I looked back at Arin.

"Yes." said Arin flat. Then there was no more conversation between us. Just the clang of spoons and plates. I looked at Arin and Alan in turn. What the hell does Arin want to talk about?

After I finished my meal, I helped my mother clean the dinner table and dirty dishes. After that I went straight back to the room to help Alan get ready.

"Go to the office?" ask me when I go into the room. I saw Alan was busy putting on a tie.

"Yes, there was a meeting this morning" he said. I smiled and stood in front of him. I helped him put a tie.

"Don't forget lunch, if you don't have time to eat contact Ara. Ara will bring food." I said tidying up his shirt.

"You're not going to college?" tanyanya while wearing shoes.

"Maybe a bit unfortunate, today is just a consultation with the lecturer." said I sat next to him.

"Have you started your research?" I'm nodding.

"It looks like this time you will win" he said.

"really? I hope, but I'm not sure." I said. He looked at me and smiled.

"We'll see if my wife can match her husband" she rubbed my head.

"Ok, we'll see. Please prepare the best gift possible." I said getting up from my seat.

"Just calm down, it looks like the one who has to prepare the gift is you. I'll wait for a gift from you" he said, pulling my waist so there's no distance between us. I wrap both my hands around her neck.

"Don't be too confident sir. What if I win? Can I ask for something special?" I said looking at him.

"Of course, only for you" he said. He kissed my lips and my forehead alternately. I'm used to the sweet treatment. I don't know what would happen if he went away from me. Maybe I'll be very tormented.

"I have to go, take good care of myself" he said, peeping back at my forehead. I smiled and nodded.

"Be careful on the road, don't speed" I said.

"He's a pincher." He pinched both my cheeks. That's very painful. Looks like my cheeks are going to be very red.

"It hurts." I said, rubbing both of my cheeks. Alan laughing. I'm so upset, just once can't fuck me can't what?

I'm on the porch to drive Alan.

"I'm leaving, Assalamualaikum" he said wiping my head.

"Wa'alaikumusalam dear." I said with a shy smile. This is the first time I've called 'honey'. Alan smiled as he waved his hand. I could only return the wave of his hand and stare at Alan's departure.

Protect always Ara's husband, God. Keep Ara's husband away from all evil and harm. Aamiin yes rabbal alamin.

"Ekhem..."

I was very surprised and immediately turned my head as someone cleared his throat. Ah, it turns out Arin. She's been tidy with her school clothes.

"Cie who is not willing to stay away" he said approached me. I smiled shyly.

"Ck, little boy don't be so pretentious. There's a real school." I said shuffling her hair. I smiled when I saw her face turn crumpled.

"ih brother Ara. Arin's hair is so damaged tofu." he said as he pursed his lips.

"It's still pretty. It's gone, it's too late." I said back to tidying up her hair that was a little messy because of my actions. I remember my old school days. It's just that I don't have to worry that my hair will fall apart because my beloved veil always protects it.

"Yes yes, Assalamualaikum" he said, kissing my hand. I peeked at his head.

"Wa'alaikumusalam, be careful. Learn right, don't play games." I said. Arin nodded and immediately left.

Huh, now it's my turn to be prepared. In an hour, it looks like I have to go straight to college. More can be better.

***

The boisterous sounds of students are used to me hearing. Not strange anymore if the campus is one place to calm the mood that is saturated.

"Fra... Ara wait... "

I looked back when someone called my name. The jihan? There he called me.

"Yes, what's going on, Jihan?" ask me while smiling.

"I want to ask for help, leave this for Alan" he said, giving an envelope. I looked at him confused.

"I'm sorry I fucked you up, I'm going to give it to Alan this afternoon. But suddenly I got a call for a photo shot." he said.

"Em, it's okay. God willing I told Alan." I said. Jihan looks very happy too.

"Ah yes, congratulations on your marriage. Sorry I can't attend, you know I have to go out of town. The prize is, yes, I haven't had time to buy." he said.

"It's okay, I get it. No need to bother loving Jihan's gift, I'm just asking for your prayers. That's enough." I said holding his hand.

"But I will still give you a gift. Ok, I have to go. Thank you Ara. May you always be happy." said Jihan who immediately left. I can only smile and shake. Is it as busy as being a model? Huh, even I never imagined being a model at all. Even the photos on my phone are just some of my wedding photos with Alan. I don't like taking pictures. Can't imagine being a model, right? I'm just gonna break the camera.

Never mind, why would I think of being a model anyway. You're Ara. I saw the envelope Jihan gave me. What the hell is this? Ck, this is none of your business Ara. I put the envelope in the bag. Then I immediately went to the lecturer room because I had made an appointment with my supervising lecturer for half an hour. I need to quickly finish my research proposal that has been neglected for a few days.