
That night Ozi was already in the usual treatment room. The family has been given the freedom to accompany the patient.
Although his condition is still weak, overall Ozi condition showed improvement. He can sit up, even if not too high. He can move both his legs as usual. The fear that had been worried about Ozi was not proven. He can recover as he has. Just have to wait for time.
“Abang to eat?” bargain Saras while bringing food closer on the table.
“Ngak mah, brother is still full.” Reject Ozi, after more than 36 hours in satisfied, now Ozi's stomach still not feel comfortable.
“Mas Bima should eat a lot, let cepet healthy and strong again.” The inca chimed in.
“Inka right, brother need to eat a lot. Currently my brother is taking drugs with high doses, his stomach must be filled so as not to rise stomach acid.” Persuak Saras's.
“You want me to bribe no?” It was with pleasure that the Inca offered themselves.
“Neventless. Later if laper brother also ask to eat mah.” Ozi said calmly. He glanced at the disappointed Inca who refused his offer.
“Yes already, brother try to rest, so that the power of brother cepet back recovered. The doctor said, tomorrow you can learn to wake up. So kumpulin first power for tomorrow.” Saras pulled the blanket to the stomach of Ozi and Ozi could only obey.
“Adek where mah?” he did not see Bella near him.
“For the call outside, it was like Devan called. Understand the newlyweds, would really like to keep exchanging news.”
“Emang Devan has not returned?”
“Not yet.. He said he was still on the same road. Most recently also nyampe.”
Ozi understood, trying to close his eyes. But he took the time to glance at the Inca who was sitting clumsily on the sofa while looking at Ozi. When their views met, Inka pretended to be busy with her phone, even though from the touch of the phone was not. Apparently the girl was wrong.
Ozi had to admit, he was getting used to the existence of the Inca around him. Seeing his improved body condition, his fear gradually lessened. Yet he still wondered, would the Inca really be waiting for him?
“Abang how to daydream?” Apparently Saras was watching the son. He also glanced at the Inca who sat stiffly in its place.
“Iya mah, brother wants to sleep. Mama same Inca eat first. Don't follow sick.” This time it was not only Saras that he was worried about, but also the Inca.
“Yes, stay ahead for a while.. Brother in Temenin Inka first.”
“Tante where are you going? If anyone wants to buy let Inka just buy.”The Inca offered themselves up. He is not used to having to be alone with Ozi in this room. It's gonna be so awkward.
“No need. Aunty has a short business to the administration, not long. Inka please temenin Ozi first yes.”.
“Sit here, let Ozi be easy if you need help Inca.” Saras shifted the Inca's body to the side of Ozi's bed.
“Oh yes aunt.” The Inca can only agree to it. Although clumsy, he ended up sitting in a chair beside Ozi.
“Okey, aunty stay yes..” Saras carried his wallet and cell phone before leaving.
There was a smile growing as Saras closed the door and saw the Inca sitting next to his son. They looked awkward but adorable according to Saras.
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"Mas Bima needs something?" Tawar Inca after they lingered silent to each other.
Only the sound of television showing Mr Bean's film filled the silence.
"Can you please take my pillow?" Pinta Ozi's. Since then Ozi seemed uncomfortable with his position.
"Oh yes." The inca stood up immediately. Closer to Ozi .
Circular left hand on Ozi's body as if to embrace him then slowly gradually lift his body.
"Awh." Ozi slightly complained when suddenly feeling dizzy made him have to hold on to the Inca arm.
"It's okay, it's just dizziness." Ozi held onto her head that was pulsing dizzy.
"Oh yeah, for a minute, I actually used to pillow, so that the Bima mas more comfortable." He quickly moved the pillow over the top, so that Ozi could comfortably lean back.
Luckily he was used to taking care of his father, so he took care of Ozi.
Ozi pulled her body slightly up and leaned back comfortably.
"Where is it better?" Ask Inka while looking at Ozi. He did not realize that his hands were still wrapped around holding Ozi's back.
The sight of the two meeting for a while made their cheeks blush by themselves.
"Thank you, thank you." Ozi Sahut. He immediately turned his face away from the Inca. His heart was pounding and his head was suddenly light for a while.
"Em, yes, yes." Suddenly the Inca came back clumsy. He sat down next to Ozi and watched Mr Bean's movie again.
Occasionally Ozi glanced at the Inca and the girl seemed to focus on the show in front of him even though she was not sure if the Inca were really listening.
"Lo's not coming home?" Ask Ozi suddenly.
Inka's smile when seeing the hilarious behavior of Mr. Bean was then lost. He looked at Ozi who was looking at him coldly.
"Did Bima feel disturbed that I was here?" The ink asked back.
Ozi shook his head, he looked at the display on the television screen.
"Lo daughter, bokap lo is also no longer healthy. Maybe he needs you more on my appeal." Ozi did not dare to look at the face of the Inca who looked disappointed by his question.
A second later the Inca smiled. "Thank you for worrying about my father." Speak with full intent.
He saw the watch in his hand, it was already 8 p.m.
While leaning his body against the chair, his breathing sounded heavy.
"The father had 4 children, three of whom were men. All of them, would rather I wasn't in that house. If I were at home, I would only be the subject of a quarrel between papah and my brothers."
"Again, papah is well taken care of by the nurse at home. So, Mas Bima need not worry, no one will look for me and care about my existence." Inka smiled wryly at the end of her sentence.
Yes, he tried to smile at the man who was looking at him from the side. Her cheerful facial water suddenly looks sad even though she tries to smile. It's painful to admit something like this in front of others.
"Sometimes, I'm so jealous of Bella. He had a mother like Aunt Saras, who loved him so much. There are mas Bima who always try to keep and make sure Bella is okay. There is also Ibra who is so protective of Bella. And now, there's a growing Devan, a man who loves her so much."
Inka sighed deeply then exhaled slowly. There was a sense of obstruction in his chest that made his breathing feel heavy and tight.
"Unfortunately, not all girls are as lucky as Bella, mas. And I'm one of them." The Inca sentence sounded poignant. His eyes looked teary but as much as possible he could bear so as not to cry.
"I'm sorry, if all this time Bima felt uncomfortable with my presence. It's natural that Bima mas is disturbed because I keep trying to get the attention of Bima mas."
"But even if Bima doesn't have any feelings for me, please don't tell me to go."
"I want to feel a little bit like having a house like Bella. Advising mothers are like aunt Saras and people I can call brothers."
"I hope my request is not excessive." The Inca voice sounded trembling. He tried to swallow his saliva which blocked his breath.
Hearing the Inca's words, Ozi simply fell silent. For a moment he stared at the pair of narrow eyes that looked teary. Her lips tried to smile even though Ozi knew it was hard. Right now, they were just silent to each other. The Inca remained with his slightly selfish efforts wanting to remain near the Bella family and Ozi remained with his attempts to understand the Inca's feelings.
Wait, is he really trying to understand?
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