Bella's Script
Uncomplicability

Conditions in PH were very chaotic these few days. The film production team split into three blocks and continued to argue about the continuity of the film they will produce.

Seeing the current conditions, some people oppose, making the couple of the month become a player in this film while some people allow it as long as they change the story they will play. And Jihan, steadfast with her stance to continue production of the film with Rangga and Amara remaining as cast.

“The reason I want to make a movie with this PH is because of the synopsis that Mr. Eko showed me. What does this cooperation mean if Mr. Eko changes the story we will lift? Remember, we have signed the contract Eko.” That sentence is like the default template that Jihan conveyed to press Eko.

“Akh shit!”

“BRAKK!”

Just this time the Inca saw Eko who was always patient finally breaking the table. The man who used to only show his anger through his unfriendly eyes, now began to be rude. His mind was dead-end, confused to decide which step he would take.

The continuation or termination of this project seems to bring difficulties for many people.

“What is the condition of Bella?” eko asked while massaging his dizzy pulsating temple.

The man rested his body on the back of the chair while closing his eyes. If measured, his blood pressure is definitely high.

“Start can be talked to a psychologist.” Sahut Inca quoted a little message from Ozi.

Only a rough breath was heard from Eko's mouth. His forehead was wrinkled, like he was thinking of the best way he could do it.

“You can help om?” tanyanya. Maybe the idea was not accepted by the Inca but tried still he had to do.

“What?” Inka looked at Eko full of attention.

He knows very well the difficulty of Eko's current condition even though he cannot promise he can help a lot.

“After Bella's condition improves, talk to her in person and offer her,” first she looks at Inka to see the expression of this girl.

“Is it willing to sell its script on our PH?” tanya Eko hesitated. This was the only solution he thought of in his mind at this moment.

“What do you mean?!” gertak Inka was annoyed. It can be guessed that the Inca would be inflamed.

“Bella employees here. He helped this PH to keep moving forward. His dedication is great and now he wants to insult him in this way?” This girl looked at Eko in disbelief.

“Om forgot, what about when he wrote the script?"

"Not only his imagination, not only his time but his soul was also in the script he wrote. And om want to insult it nominally in the middle of the condition of the company kayak gini?!” cerocos Inca streak without stopping.

“LUE OM SHOULD HOW?!!” the desperate Gertak Eko.

“Om does offer a nominal that may never be on par with Bella's dedication. But om is also trying to make Bella not more cornered by the conditions in this chaotic company.”  Eko tried to explain as he could.

"Do you think there's any other way than this?" He looked at the Inca in despair. The contents of his head were like turbulent, filled with fatigue.

The Inca just grunted rudely. This is a dilemma, not only for the company but also for the people involved. Including him and Eko.

“I need time om. Can't be rash.” That's the only Inca thing. Talking to Bella alone has not been an opportunity let alone offer something like this.

“Yes, I understand. Remember, our time is not much. Jihan keeps pressuring us to go ahead with the project. Om do not know what to do if suddenly Jihan stopped pouring funds for PH” Tegas Eko who was not approved again by the Inca.

The girl chose silence and left, she needed time to think. Honestly, at the moment he could not guess how Bella felt.

"Akh Shit!" on the corner of the table that became the pedestal of his hand. Looking at Jakarta from the wide glass of the room did not make his mind open. Everything is narrow and difficult.

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“Ade do not want to take this medicine again mah, adek want to go home.” pinta Bella while putting anti-depressant drugs in front of her. Letting the medicine stay in its shell and pushing it away. This medicine has not been taken since the afternoon.

Saras, who had just completed his Muslim duty, looked at Bella with anxiety.

This was the first time she heard Bella's voice after a few days of silence. Her world was quiet without the whining sound and laughter of Bella.

In her face, Bella's pale face was fixed while holding a stifling cry in her chest. His eyes looked teary but he was really grateful because Bella had looked better.

“Patients don't fully intend to end their lives ma'am. He was just depressed and mentally tired. Although it has not fully recovered but it seems there is no danger that threatens his life.” It was the psychologist who finally managed to talk to Bella for hours.

Saras gave thanks in his heart while sighing in relief.

“Sini son,” in grab Bella's body for her hug.

She was so grateful that Bella wanted to talk to her again.

No Bella denied that the existence of Saras nearby gives her its own calm although her ego is still trying to accept the shame when she tried so hard to fight for Rangga in front of the mother. He had also wasted the opportunity Saras had given him and ended up like this.

He was helpless and there was no way he could hide it from Saras. The gentle touch of Saras on his back was like a painkiller that made his back able to get back upright after these few days of weak staggers.

“We'll be home, baby. But adek pray first yaa..” whispered Saras who was taken slowly by Bella.

I don't know why her tears suddenly just dripped. Noticing Bella who was fulfilling her Muslim obligations, Saras could only cry bitterly. Bella's body, which was originally filled, is now much shrunk. Just look at his bent back and try to stand up straight.

Wherever he was, until he could not protect his daughter from many life-threatening and mental things.

“The patient's desire to rise, quite large. My message, always pay attention to her so she doesn't feel alone. Give her the confidence to choose to have her confidence restored. Listen to his opinion and give appreciation to his achievements."

"Basically, even if the patient is an adult woman, he is still a child who needs the protection of his parents.” The psychologist's words again ring in Saras' ears, making him feel again slapped by what happened behind him.

And after Bella finished her prayer, Saraspun approached and hugged her. He cried bitterly beside Bella while rubbing Bella's shoulders full of affection.

“Maafin mamah ya son, sorryin mamah...” seriously.

Bella was only speechless with her face water that looked calmer. A tear could no longer be seen wetting his face.

At Bella's hand withered for her kiss. This hand has tried very hard for the sake of pride and happiness.

In the face of Bella's face with sadness, then she rubbed Bella's cheek gently.

“Mamah always said equally adek if adek is a great woman who can do anything. But mama never taught that even a great woman can complain that she is tired. Can rest for a moment when he needs time.” His voice sounded raucous with a stifled sobbing.

“Mamah always says that adek is very beautiful if smiling but mamah does not teach that adek can cry when sad and mamah will not say adek is not beautiful anymore.” This time Saras sniffled. In her hands Bella's hands tightly.

“Mamah always says that mamah is proud when adek can stand on his own feet until mamah forgot to remind that adek needs to lean, mamah will not go anywhere nak.”

“Mamah is too pushy for many things until trying too hard. Mamah put too much weight on my shoulders, a burden to look okay so that my mother does not worry."

"Sorry mommy son..” Saras' red, wet eyes were still staring at Bella. His lips trembled with shoulders moving up and down spilling his grief.

This is his biggest regret.

He realized he had been wrong all along. Labeled a single parent, when his children can achieve many things, with the spirit he tells it to anyone. Like not giving Bella a chance to occasionally say she's in trouble. And without him realizing there may be a lot of hope that makes this daughter feel burdened.

He only saw that Bella was progressing. Her daughter grew into a mature woman without ever asking, how does she feel right now? Whatever the difficulty.

Hah, he's really sorry. That was all he could do right now, regretting everything.

Bella could only look at Saras who was crying in front of her. His energy was empty just to encourage his mother. One thing was certain, he wanted to escape from this dark passageway.

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