Bella's Script
The foreign morning

A strange morning in Bella's current feeling. He sat on the closet looking at his swollen face after a night of crying. On the sink in front of him, there is his phone that gives a notification of weak battery even though he turns off overnight. 11% like the power in his body, like the power in his body, yes very limp maybe the power in his body is the same as the rest of the battery in his phone.

Last night seemed to be the culmination point in his life. He had to forcibly release the man who was with him for more than 8 years. After the incident last night, he even still checked his message and hoped Rangga contacted him while saying, I will,

“Sorry I Bell, last night was just a misunderstanding.”

Yeah, Bella's still hoping that last night was a misunderstanding. His ego still refused to admit that Rangga had turned away from him for 2 years.

What is less than him?

Bella looked at her face in the mirror.

Is it because her cheeks are not Amara's? Her body isn't as slim as Amara? Her makeup isn't as pretty as Amara's? Which was? Which part should he fix should Rangga not go?

Bella moved out of her place. His steps were limped because of the sore soles of his feet the rest of the night. He looked at his whole body in the mirror. One by one, the clothes wrapped around his body. He realized, he was not as attractive as Amara.

Is it because of that? Or is Rangga saturated with him?

Bella could only bow languidly before the mirror, with her clenched hands holding the pain in her heart.

If you imagine what Amara and Rangga are doing behind her, it feels so disgusting. Maybe their relationship is more than just a relationship. What they do is more than just holding each other and holding hands.

“ARGH DAMN!” Bella snorted to herself given her two years of stupidity. He was not even aware of the eye signals of the two people before him.

“ASSFUCK!!!” bella exclaimed as she slammed her fist into the sink. Pain, but no more pain than his current feelings.

Finally, he decided to flush his body. Letting the cold water run out every curve of his body. He wanted to cleanse his body from the handprints of Rangga which he thought was very disgusting.

He soaked his body violently, repeatedly. He washed his face, rubbing his lips violently while looking at his face in the mirror with anger.

“STUPID YOU BELLA!!” grunt in the heart. He really needs to clean his body. All he continues and repeats, while hoping that traces of Rangga disappear from every inch of his body.

Things are different for Devan. After buying breakfast, he found Bella sitting on the sofa with a cell phone on her ear. He was well dressed, wearing the clothes that Ozi had delivered this morning.

“Iya sir, if according to the schedule reading script can be done immediately in a few days. Mr. Devan also delivered the results of the script surgery to the casting director a few days ago and reportedly they have found the right talent. This afternoon we can meet some prospective players.” Bright Bella. Apparently he was talking to Eko over there.

Devan, who was glued to the door for a moment, did not expect that Bella could recover so quickly. It is very different between Bella who he worried about all night with Bella who is currently sitting in front of him. Like not going through the grieving phase at all after last night's incident.

“Good sir. I will tell Mr. Devan. Equally sir.” Tukas Bella ended his conversation with Eko.

Devan put his foot into the room.

“Lo from where? Mr. Eko called from earlier, so I asked to answer the call lo.” in the sodorkan Devan phone that Bella was using.

“Lo to the office?” ask Devan carefully. While walking into the kitchen, picking up the bowl and spoon he kept watching Bella.

“Sore we met with the players. You have already contacted mba Febby about the list of players they dapet?” Bella asked seriously.

Devan did not answer. He chose to approach Bella and put two empty bowls on the table with the black crackle he was carrying.

“Lo does not have to go to the office today.” He did not look at Bella.

Bella smiled wryly. “Lo no need to chat me about professionalism at work.” The truth without doubt.

Devan turned to Bella, looking at her.

“The pulp is good.” That's all Bella said while licking the remaining porridge in the plastic. The habits are the same, it looks fine.

“You okay?” I don't know why Devan was worried about him.

“Why not ok?” Bella asked back. He relaxed his shoulders.

“Lo does not always have to look good in front of me Bell. If you need to talk, I can listen.” Devan.

“Thanks, but right now I just want to have a quiet breakfast. Can?” Bella asked back. He turned his face away from Devan, trying to avoid him.

Devan just nodded. She knew Bella was trying to deny her own feelings of sadness. Or maybe vent his anger over last night.

“Bell, what exactly is rasain now?” batin Devan while watching Bella who began to eat her porridge.

*****

“Hay Bell, how are you?” greet Roni when she meets Bella in front of her room. The man was carrying his full backpack.

“Eh elo bang. Good news, lo how are you?” Bella welcomes Roni to the tos.

“Yaaa gini-gini. Are you busy again? I'm tired of it.” Roni so pay attention to Bella's face that is not radiant as usual.

“Masa anyway? My face feeling gini-gini aja.” Bella touched her face which was still haggard.

“Lack of eating times lo. Lunch with yuk! I miss eating together lo.” invite Roni enthusiastically.

“Emm, but I have a meeting day tar.” Bella looked at the watch in her hand. This afternoon he had a meeting with the team and prospective players.

“Doang Banging. This time I'm the one who's buying. Oh wait, I'll take Inka.” Roni's one hand pulls Bella and the other tries to contact the Inca.

Finally Bella can only follow Roni's steps. If you remember it was a long time ago they did not have lunch together. In the past, while in the artistic department, almost every week they ate together. Whether it's just eating rice padang together, sometimes also liwetan or eating rujak a full tray together.

“Nihhh food lo twainaa..” with the spirit of Roni put Bella and Inka's Shabu-shabu in front of both.

“Waaaahhhh thanks bang Oniiiii.” exclaim Inca with spoiled.

“Sama-sama neng Inka cantiikkk..” Roni to pinch Inka because of anxiety.

While Bella just looked at the bowl of shabu-shabu in front of her with an uncertain feeling.

“Lo why Bell, less? I added yes..” asked Roni who saw Bella just speechless without intention to enjoy her food.

“Gak nothing.” Bella tries to smile at Roni.

He tasted the reddish-colored sauce at the end of his spoon. Seeing the unusual Bella, Roni glanced at the Inca who was just sniffing her shoulders.

“Lo not eat?” Bella asked back when she saw Roni who was just looking at her.

“Oh yes.” Luckily, he soon woke up from his daydream. Bella is indeed a person who does not like to show her slump but this time, she failed to trick the eyes of Roni who has known her for more than 3 years.

“Waahh this fish ball lo Bell favorite, big bang.” Roni raised the fish ball in her bowl and was about to move it to Bella's bowl.

“No need to bang, this is enough kok.” Bella immediately spared her bowl, making Roni look at her confusedly.

“Udah, make me aja.” grab Inka, who pulled Roni's hand and immediately devoured the fish ball from Roni's spoon.

“Lo's habits. Beware if you dare like other guys!” roni protest.

“That's why, it's delicious kok.” Kill the Inca with a mouth full of food.

“Can't be the same other guy. Especially if you are a guy who does not know. What if the food is given powder macem-macem?” Roni straight menganti.

Teammates who always behave like an older brother, is very attentive to Bella and Inca.

“Ya will not. I,” Inca sentence immediately stopped when Roni covered her mouth with a spoon.

He gave the Inca the code to pay attention to Bella who only played the shabu-shabu sauce in her bowl.

“Why?” roni's mouth spoke without a sound. Bella's not usually like this.

The Inca just sniffed his shoulders a sign of not knowing.

“Lo sick Bell?” ask Roni who is curious.

“Hem?” it seemed like Bella was daydreaming as Roni asked.

“Which direction department, you feel at home?” he recalled the incident when Bella and Rini had a fight in front of their room. Maybe he's uncomfortable in his new department.

“Lo what the hell, again eat instead discuss the work.” Inka claps Roni's hand.

“Open job, but reportedly Bella. Are you all right Bell?” Roni looked at Bella anxiously.

The one in question only sighed deeply while trying to smile. Of course he's not okay. And asked like this, she wanted to cry. Just look at her slightly teary eyes.

“EHM!” Bella cleared her throat to relieve the sensation in her throat.

“Good is.” Rogue.

“How are you in the field? Bang Romi still likes to sleep on location?” Bella tries to divert the conversation by asking him about her twin.

“Yaaa, regular kayak. Wherever it is *****, yes wherever it is sure to be ****.” Roni tried to investigate Bella's face.

Several times this girl before him tried to turn her face away, avoiding to look at him. Though Bella who he knew always stared at the focus of his interlocutor.

“Gue Denger, the filming project of lo film will begin. Congratulations, I am so proud. I'm finally going to see your name on credit tittle again. Hah, you are the best Bell.” Roni patted Bella's shoulder with vigor.

“Thanks bang.” That's Bella's only word. No more and no less.

“By the way, tar who will join the film project, lo what bang Romi nih? Do you two times, let us reunite.” Inca chimed in. He always knew how to turn on the mood.

“Yes I am Ka. Can ya?” Roni asked back. At the moment, however, the Inca are the bosses of Bella's replacement.

“Bby lah. Is it Bell?” Inka looked at Bella who was just silent listening.

No, not their chatter, but the television show that was being aired behind Roni.

Roni to come looking back, apparently gossip event. Why is it so interesting for Bella.

The sound of the event host began to be heard along with the images and videos that were played.

“Surprising news, coming from newcomer actress Amara Prameswari. A few hours ago, this beautiful actress uploaded a story about the anniversary celebration with her lover, named Rangga. Hemh, who is the figure of Rangga who makes an Amara to this bucin?”

“Treng...” Inca spoon until fall heard the news in front of him. Friendly photos of Amara and Rangga were turned in order to make him even more surprised.

Not only the Inca, Roni also turned to look at Bella.

She could not speak when she saw Bella's red, teary eyes. See, the girl was still trying to smile while she was about to retreat.

“Gue first.” Speak weakly.

Bella moves out of place while Inka and Roni are still dumbfounded without responding to Bella's speech.

Just turning around and walking two steps, the canteen guard's voice sounded.

“Loh, how does the guy look like Bella's neng boyfriend huh?” asked the middle-aged woman who was instantly silent when her son nudged her.

Bella's steps stopped. He must answer yes or ignore it.

“Who would have thought, it turns out that the romance of two lovebirds has been running for two years. And they look very friendly. We take a peek at the photos of their togetherness celebrating each of their happy days.” The voice of the host is heard again.

It seems that Bella does not need to answer the curiosity of the canteen guards who joined the gawking. Bella continued her steps and her ears still heard the voice of the host, “This time they revealed that they will be together in a film project. Waahh so impatient yaa.. Netizen also can not wait for the next surprise,..”.

The voices dimmed as Bella moved away from the canteen. Change the sounds in his head that are very noisy and uncomfortable.

ARRGHH, it feels like he wants to rebel.

*****