Bella's Script
Bad is not an option

The room that was originally accompanied by the sound of instrumental music was now suddenly quiet, silent and silent. Only the sound of the clock ticking accompanied Rangga who was sitting on the floor while leaning on the foot of the sofa.

He is still looking at the results of the USG he once got from Amara.

Whether to be disappointed or happy, when he remembered what happened in the Amara apartment unit earlier.

"Ara, what do you mean? Who's the father of the boy?" Tanya Rangga from the door of the Amara apartment unit.

"Ga, uh,..." Amara immediately moved from her place. He did not expect that Rangga heard his conversation with Keith.

Covering her innocent body with a scarf and two crossed hands, Amara tried to get closer to Rangga who looked at her question mark.

"Em, Ga, me,..." Amara realized she was trapped. Between admitting this is Keith's son according to his conscience or saying this is Rangga's son according to his ego.

"ANSWER ME!! WHOSE CHILD IS THIS?!!" Rangga snapped, pointing at Amara's distended stomach.

His eyes were red with anger. His hands clasped tightly against the food he had brought for Amara.

Until a while ago he still felt guilty for his lover, thinking about Amara who all day seemed moody and sad and thought about the baby in her womb who might feel the sadness of her mother.

But at this time he was enraged by the woman. Still not finished with what Amara did behind him.

Amara was stunned, only a tear that then dripped without her being able to bear.

"You're really related to that guy, Ra?" Rangga's voice weakened, full of pain and disappointment realizing that maybe the baby Amara was not the seed. She clearly heard Amara saying that Keith was the father of the baby. A European man who made him jealous.

“I have nothing to do with Keith, Ga. We're just friends. You'll know for yourself that she's my boyfriend. When you don't believe?” Said Amara at that time. Just when Rangga saw Amara's happy face because it got a lot of flower bucket sent from Keith.

"I'm sorry Ga. I have no intention of hurting you. Not at all intended," Amara's tears were completely spilled. He couldn't even continue his sentence

He grabbed Rangga's hand for him to hold, but Rangga shook it and turned his face away from Amara.

That one sentence had clearly answered Rangga's curiosity. The fact that the child Amara was born with was not her seed, opened Rangga's eyes wide. Who is the woman in front of him?

“Sial!” Rangga snorted when he woke up from his daydream. Squeezing the black and white slippery paper in his hand. He brushed his hair rough, slightly pulling it to relieve dizziness in his head. Unfortunately, he did not feel any change.

Never minded, all this time, he was really fooled by Amara. He was deceived and made to feel guilty because Amara was pregnant at the wrong time.

Yes, it is very inappropriate because he and Amara should be trying to reach the highest peak of popularity.

But what was happening right now, he felt disbelief in himself. He made a mistake twice for not believing his choice.

One, as she decides to leave Bella and the second as she is fooled by Amara's pregnancy.

Again he stepped wrong. His trust was lost to Amara. And again he lost his faith in himself.

What's wrong with him. He has done a lot of things. Rela leaves Bella for Amara, leaving the girl injured to the point of almost ending her life. He did not even blink when he saw Bella standing on the edge of the bridge while he was just staring in the distance with Amara.

“I'm the right choice for you. Not a weak woman like Bella who deserves to accompany you.” Amara said without any guilt.

And the silence of Rangga, like saying Amara. Though he should have run, approached Bella so as not to do the stupid thing. Bella fell down right in front of her eyes and Rangga was just dumbstruck.

Without feeling, tears dripped on Rangga's cheeks. To this day, he regrets what he did to Bella. Is this the karma?

“Bell,.” The shriveled ones are listless.

He shouldn't be that stupid. Leaving Bella for an Amara who doesn't even think about her feelings. Maybe he slept with other men when Rangga planned a lot for their lives in the future.

He had planned a lavish wedding, lived together in a magnificent house, had many children so as not to be lonely when he was old and of course, he said, imagine that they will love each other until death do us part.

But, what's happening now, is,...

Akh, Rangga feels like he wants to scream as loud as possible. Yet somehow he didn't even have any energy at all. The man who impregnated Amara was let go, passing by the sentence of refusal to accept the baby in his life.

His body was hollow, even just to hit hard on the man's face.

And when Amara saw sitting naked, her heart was broken. Not because he saw Amara's condition, but because his belief in Amara had been destroyed.

Shouldn't he have left Bella?

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In a different place, Amara did not lose. He picked up the clothes that Keith had torn. Some of the cloth was torn apart, with the stitches coming off, just like his heart at the moment.

She clasped the dress tightly in her chest, hugging it while looking at her reflection in a tall mirror about the size of her body.

“Are you kidding me?”

“I’m not the only one you sleep with. Do you think I’ believe it?” keith's sanctioned questions again buzzed in Amara's head.

Amara's heart trembled to hear that sentence. The sky seemed to collapse on him especially when he saw the face of Rangga who was so disappointed that he did not say anything. The man crammed the scraping rope of the food he bought in his hand, then left Amara just like that.

The food was even still Amara looked at without daring to approach her.

“Hu hu hu Amara's cries broke again as she recalled Rangga and Keith at the same time.

Perhaps in the eyes of the two men, he was just a cheap pel*cur who slept with any man until Keith did not want to accept the child who is now in his womb.

And Rangga, of course he was very disappointed in Amara. Seeing him who was almost naked in front of other men, can still Rangga accept the reason? Moreover, he knows that the child in his womb is not his child. Still what are the dreams of Rangga that he said while in the car?

Amara gripped the shirt firmly. He realized, this incident would erase his hope. But can he get Rangga back? The man she hoped would be the back of her life in the future.

Of course, he couldn't fall down like this. Amara immediately put on her clothes despite some torn parts. He tied his hair high, showing his neck full of Keith's rough kiss. He wiped his tears violently. This is not the time to cry. As before, he could take Rangga from Bella, so this time he was sure he could.

“Rangga, sorry. But I'll never let you go. I'll try to get your heart back, even if I have to end this baby's life.” Amara spoke to her own shadow.

He smiled sinisterly as he looked at his swollen stomach. The decision was very unanimous. Yes, he is ready to seize Rangga's day again.

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