
“AAWWHH SH**TTTT!!!” Grunts Ozi as he feels a severe back pain in his head.
He buried his head under the pillow while firmly grasping the pillow. His face was flushed with blood vessels on his forehead that protruded clearly on the surface of his skin.
His face was red, he was grimacing in pain and felt extreme pain.
“AARRGGHH!!!!” It felt like he wanted to shout his true self while rolling around in the Mattress venting his pain.
Is he going to die now?
So thought Ozi.
One hand clutched his head while the other tried to reach for the medicine he had placed on his bedside table. Trouble he shifted his body to the edge of the bed, against the growing stiffness of the legs.
When the attack on his head came, both of his legs were always stiff. Like a paralytic who sometimes feels heavy feet to numb without feeling.
Ozi was still trying to shift his body up to,
“BRUK!!!” He fell off the bed.
“AWWHH!!” He could only complain when his back hit the floor hard. Very painful.
His body is curved with both knees reaching the chest. It was hard to endure the pain in his head.
His red eyes are now watering. With the rest of his energy he tried to reach for the medicine bottle that had fallen and made the medicine for pain fall scattered.
One by one he picked up the drug and swallowed 3 drugs at a time but like there was still the rest of the drug stuck in his throat.
Even if it has been swallowed, the effect is not immediately felt. It took a while until the drug reacted.
Ozi was still trying to get up with his limp body. He leaned against a small closet trying to regulate the rhythm of breath and saliva that was so difficult for him to swallow.
His breathing was still breathless with pain that had not yet subsided.
For almost an hour Ozi sat on the floor leaning weakly. He looked at the white tablet scattered and tried to collect it. After the pain in his head slightly lessened, he tried to get up. Move on to the bed and lay his body there.
He thought his death might be approaching. Soon he will leave Bella and Saras.
Slowly tears dripped from Ozi's red eyes. It's this weak now. His hands were trembling and his feet were stiff to step on. If he leaves, who will take care of Bella and Saras? What if Bella gets back down. Will it calm down up there?
Ozi could only cry a mouthful while looking down. It's a little scary if he leaves when he's not ready. Long enough the pensive Ozi bemoaned himself.
After he calmed down, Ozi turned on his phone. Open the mobile phone gallery and see many photos there.
One of the most interesting photos for him is a photo that was sent Inca first. A photo of Bella resting in one of her favorite corners of PH. The girl turned her face up, looking at the morning glory flowers that were growing. The sunlight illuminated her cheerful face. Her lips smiled with beautiful eyes.
His feet he dipped into the pool and did not forget there was a headset coiled above his head, covering his hearing.
Bella looked calm. The calm he had not seen these few days. And he knows very well, what has been making Bella unsettled lately.
“What exactly do you want to lo?” Ozi asked when he met Amara this afternoon.
After seeing the film's press conference, his feelings were not calm. He really did not think that Amarah was the one who tried to destroy Bella in a cunning and evil way. It was like he did not recognize the woman sitting gracefully beside Rangga who was always clasping her hands and leaning back spoiled.
“Emang you think what do I want? I'm just saying that you want to bang. Misahin Bella with Rangga. That's aja.” Amara quietly.
He even nodded confidently at the end of his sentence when he saw Ozi's annoyed expression on him.
“Lo is already barren Ra. I never asked for Bella's pain. I just asked you to help me realize Bella that Rangga is not suitable for her.” Ozi said, slowly but with great emphasis.
“Loh, that's what I do. I try to make him aware. But I have my own way of bang. Just like the way you do when I realize that I only disgrace for me!” firmly Amara with round eyes in anger.
Apparently this girl still remembers how Ozi used to take her out of the house because Amara always get rough treatment from her mother and the man who became her mother's overnight friend.
Did Amara not accept Ozi's efforts to protect her? Would he prefer to be abused or abused by a man who comes to his mother's house?
“Gue tau lo sad. I also know you are sick Ra. But stay with them, will not be able to make your life calm! You will continue to be tortured. In love a negative understanding of yourself. You're not like Ra."
"Gue will protect you. You have to get as far away from them as possible. Hem?” Ozi said as she convinced Amara to get out of the house.
While crying Amara complied with Ozi but who would have thought, a few days after Amara came out of the house, her mother was found lifeless in a hotel room.
Is that a reality that Amara has not been able to accept?
“Lo should know, one part of being forced away from our loved ones is trauma. And wrong you did not expect it would happen the same Bella.” Amara's expression clearly sneered. Just look at his cynical smile.
“BRAK!!” Ozi hitting the table in front of them made many pairs of eyes in the cafe stare at the two.
“What am I not doing for you?" While playing the nails he asked casually to Ozi.
Blowing her long, beautiful nails and looking at her plump fingers. Satisfied looking at the beauty of one of his limbs, he looked back at Ozi.
"Gue lakin' everything you want. I report everything that Rangga and Bella did. I have tried to tell him slowly that you are equally nyokap you will not be able to find Rangga. I also tried to ruin all the possible sweet moments of Bella as Rangga. But Bella's too stupid. He's stubborn. He won't believe anything you and I talk about before he squirms with his own eyes.”
“And lo tau,” Amara leaned her body on Ozi.
“After seeing Rangga sleeping with me he still said that he could forgive Rangga and could forget everything. Adek lo cheap also turned out. Uh, ups!” Amara whispered with a chuckling smile at the end of her sentence.
Ozi could only growl annoyed at Amara's words. Staring at the girl sharply and Amara just relaxed her shoulders indifferently while leaning back on the back of the chair.
“Because I've been able to make him cry, suppose we break even. You don't have to thank me for helping them. Hem?” Imbuh Amara with indifference.
“Lo hurts Ra!” Dengus Ozi with great emphasis.
Her red eyes stared at Amara sharply as if to tear apart her beautiful face which showed an innocent expression.
The woman only smiled faintly, sipped her drink casually and left Ozi in her annoyance.
“Gue a treat.” The sentence was said by Amara before waltzing away and wearing his sunglasses.
“SH*TTT!!” Dengus.
If only Amara was not a woman, maybe he had beaten Amara to death.
Ozi realized, some of the things Amara said were true. He asked Amara to report what Rangga and Bella were doing. Especially what Rangga did behind Bella. Just look at the line of report messages that Amara sent her.
“Ranges nyamperin Bella to PH.”
“They again ngedate.”
“Adek lo di kissed Rangga, watch out at the meal, hahaha..”.
“Rangga keceplosan said her relationship with Bella is too heavy.”
“Gue has been chatting with Rangga, like he has no thoughts for marriage Bella deh. Sorry.... But this is good news, right?”
“They again marahan.”
“Rangga makes Bella cry.”
“Bella hits Rangga.”
“Lo should see Rangga goandeng other girls.”
This message is accompanied by a photo. Photo Rangga holding the hand of the woman who was just Ozi realized it was Amara's hand. Anger blinded his eyes.
“SHIT!!” grunt Ozi while throwing her phone.
The flat object fell and fell apart on the floor. I don't know how many thousand lines of messages Amara sent to him that made him hate the relationship with Rangga Bella. There was too much anxiety he felt each time he read the message Amara sent.
Apparently he was wrong to have believed Amara all along.
“Rangga will not be coming to your dinner. I think she's busy with girls.”
It was the last message Amara had sent her. Completed a photo that shows Rangga sleeping on the bed with a body almost naked.
Finally Ozi could only growl in annoyance. He wanted to destroy everything in front of him. The photo with Amara and Bella is still neatly arranged on the table. With one throw of a pillow,
“Praaankk!!!”
The pictures fell and shattered on the floor. If only Ozi's room wasn't upstairs alone, Saras might have run up to him when he heard the noise.
With the rest of his strength, Ozi tried to get out of bed. His shaky footsteps led him down to the 1st floor.
Bella's room she's headed to right now. He stood at the door with one hand resting on the wall of Bella's room. She was crying alone there. Her red eyes were wet and she did not continue to step into Bella's room.
Her head was too small to meet Bella in person.
Honestly, the calm expression that Bella tried to show at the press conference even made her claustrophobic. Ozi fell down in front of Bella's room. He leaned against the wall of the room while cupping his face. He only dared to come here. And now he's alone there. I regret what he has done so far.
"Sir, am I sorry I made enough of all my mistakes?"
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