Bella's Script
The prescription drug Devan

The journey of approximately one, has brought them up to the beach. Devan was busy preparing everything. It starts from making a fireplace, cooking water on the stove and cooking the meat and seafood he has prepared for their dinner.

“You rest here, don't follow. Let me do everything.” Devan's message before he does his job alone.

Bella just sat on the small sofa and watched Devan from the inside. Her fielded shoulders became a beautiful sight and made Bella smile to herself as she recalled Devan's warm embrace. That shoulder was always the most comfortable place to lean.

His hands were so good at gathering food, far more clever than Bella who could only cook boiled noodles or charred porridge.

Akh, considering that it feels so embarrassing.

No need to wait long until the food is finished. Devan brought two large plates of food that he had processed. There is a roast that is beautifully arranged complete with boiled vegetables and its thick sauce and inviting taste, as well as seafood that is Bella's favorite.

“Waaahh…. Worry very mas..” Welcome Bella with round eyes. He immediately straightened his body, enthusiastic.

“Iya dong, special for dear wife. How, her stomach still hurts?” Devan is still worried about his wife.

“Udah better. After the koyo installation earlier, now much more convenient.”

“Thank God. We eat here aja yaa, outside fear you cold.” Devan sits next to Bella and prepares her meal.

“Okey,.” Bella is interested in what Devan does later.

Devan prepared Bella's food well. Starting from cutting small roasts to make it easier for Bella to eat, sowing it with barbeque sauce that smells very delicious to feed Bella.

“Aaa..” door.

Voraciously Bella welcomes Devan's feed.

“Eemm... Delicious mas..” Reveal Bella with eyes bulging. Devan's efforts were apparently not in vain.

“Thank God you like.” She looked at Bella's beautiful face with a fixed look.

Devan's anxiety was slightly reduced when he saw Bella's face that was not too pale. He tied up Bella's unraveled hair, though just the origin, which was important not to hinder his wife while eating.

“Mas also eat dong. Aaaa..” Replaced Bella who feeds Devan and the eating atmosphere feels so pleasant.

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After enjoying dinner, Devan and Bella decide to stay in the car. The cold air from the beach, makes them close all the doors and just enjoy the beautiful beach from the car window.

Bella was still leaning against Devan's field chest that was hugging her from behind and occasionally rubbing her stomach carefully.

He enjoyed the sound of Devan's heart pounding beside his ear and then he kissed. Devan's body fragrance is also still attached there. Devan replies with a kiss on Bella's head.

Staring at the waves that were chasing and then broke on the beach, making Bella think a lot of things. He thinks a lot about his future that sometimes still scares him.

“Mas,,,.” Call Bella to her husband.

“Hem,, Anything uncomfortable?” Devan was always too anxious for his wife.

Bella shakes.

“Thank you yes, I am very happy at the moment." Reveal Bella with great sincerity. He turned his head to look at the husband's face.

"Thank God you feel happy. That was my hope all along. But, why are you still so agitated?" Devan held Bella's hand under the blanket.

"No pa-pa. I just feel like this is all still a dream.” He continued his sentence while looking at the sheen of the sea water before him.

“Waking up in the morning is you, when I'm sad you are there and at a time like this, you're the one who ended this tired day so beautifully."

"You always know how to please me until I forget my pain.” She turned back to her husband, who she looked at.

“I get scared, if this is really just a dream and when I wake up, even face a reality that is not this sweet.” She nodded with a sad look.

“Why be afraid? What are you worried about?” Devan stared back at the wife who was very serious with his words.

“Only two things, your feelings change and you leave me.” Devan's chest swiped out the field and the middle of the constant thumping.

Devan smiled slightly at Bella's words. “His cup, you love me so much..” timpal Devan with a smile full of happiness.

He tightened his embrace on Bella, making her chest cavity feel so warm.

“Originally you know, actually, I also feel fear.”

“Oh yes?” Bella looked at Devan in disbelief.

“I'm afraid that I can't get into your heart and stay there for good. I'm afraid that maybe I hurt you and make you doubt. Like this time, the fear was clearly felt when you said, maybe I'll leave you.”

“What makes you think so Bell, is my effort not enough?” This time Devan who asked made Bella stunned for a while.

“That fear is not because of you, but because of myself. I feel like I'm not perfect. I'm afraid that one day you find something inside me that makes you unable to accept it.” Bella straightens up and turns to face Devan.

“Heeyy. Unless you're hiding something from me.” Devan quickly grabbed Bella's hand and clasped her tightly.

The eagle's eyes stared intently at Bella.

“NO! I'm not hiding anything from you. It's just, When something is too beautiful and I start to feel like I have it, I'm always afraid that it will break in my own hands. That's it..” I'm Bella for real.

Devan does not necessarily chimed, he prefers to kiss Bella's hand, long enough while sipping the fragrance of her body.

“No one can be sure his feelings will always be the same. But, a commitment is about choice. Like my commitment to choose you without ever hesitating for any reason. So please, do not always worry about things that will only scare you.”

“Enjoy our time, enjoy our togetherness and let us think of the future together without the need to feel doubt, fear let alone feel burdened. You have me Bell, completely.” Firmly Devan with full earnestness.

Bella was pensive for a while, she realized that all her fear was due to the trauma she had experienced. But she also knew that she should not demean her husband thinking that maybe Devan would make mistakes like his past relationship.

“I'm sorry mas... I shouldn't think so.” Say Bella then. He wrapped his hands around Devan's waist and immersed his body in Devan's ever warm embrace and gave him tranquility.

“It’s okay. I see it as proof that you love me so much.” Devan said.

Bella broke her arms from Devan, she looked at him lovingly.

“You're not too pale, is it better?”

“Hem, much better. Now it's not even wrapped around his stomach anymore.”

“Thank God you feel better. But baby, do you feel this pain every month?” Devan was curious.

“Nevery month, but often like this. Especially if I'm stressed or tired.” Bella tries to remember the feeling of each of her monthly guests coming.

“You want me to help you not hurt her stomach anymore?” tawar Devan with a serious face.

“Hah, can you?” Bella looks enthusiastic.

“Can. For a few months you will not get sick. I can confirm it.”

“Oh yes? How?” Bella really believed in her husband's words.

Devan leaned on Bella and whispered.

“Let’s make a baby.” whispers confidently.

“Iiihhh you maahhh... Kirain really you can tell me dismenorrhoe!” Bella beats Devan's arm in annoyance.

“Hahahha. If you're pregnant, you won't have your period. It will not hurt menstruation. Really no?” Devan asked back.

“Yes too anyway. But I'm in it again, even talking about it.” Bella's lips pursed upset with her husband's jokes even though the word Devan was actually true.

“Yes not now dear.” Devan turns Bella's body to her hug from behind.

“I can still be patient and mourn first until you are completely clean. Yes..” whispered Devan while peeling the neck of Bella's level.

“Ish basic! Mesum!” Bella elbowed her husband's stomach while holding back a laugh.

“Hahahha.. Kesel.. I'm just trying to find a solution. Hopefully in approval. But, if you're not ready, yes I won't make it now. You who have this sexy body, you also have full rights to your physical and psychic.” Devan placed his chin on Bella's shoulder while looking at her face from the side.

Bella remained silent until she smiled.

“I agree to not procrastinate.” Nodding.

“Waahhh alright. I'll try harder.” Devan clenched his hands excitedly.

“That's basic, it wants you mas.” Bella chooses to cover her own face which is blushing because of the shame of imagining Devan's words.

“Hahahaha..” Laughter Devan was heard last night. He finds his new hobby now, which is teasing and insulting Bella. It feels so good.

And that night, they passed by talking lightly until then they fell asleep, hugging without the desire to let go of each other.

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