Bella's Script
When a decision is made

Some days Bella is busy with the work of her film project. Discussion of the script with the team, meetings with other departments and of course the making of POA film work in the near future.

“Lusa I started casting players. Hopefully we can directly get a suitable player to join our project.” Intan as casting director.

“Arise new people whose acting quality is good so that the audience is not bored and we can make our own image.” Sahut Jihan as producer.

“We also have management, maybe there is no harm in us squirming people who are still in the shade of our PH.” Eko makes a sound.

“Okey, ready boss.” Intan quickly.

“Gue same team has made scheduling for the filming process. Hopefully this can be accommodated by the casting department.” Devan handed the filming schedule to Intan.

Intan read it for a while before he finally agreed. “Okey, we try next week already reading with players. What about location?”

"There are several places I want to survey again, I hope your team can come along. Make it the same story." Alan's Pinta on Devan.

"Of course, let me know when we can both go to survey the place." said Devan.

“Okey is all well-tapped.. It remains that each department will perform the task according to our plan. Now, let us gather first.” invite Eko.

They surround the meeting table, extend their hands each and then simultaneously cheer, “SUKSES!!!” shout them at the same time.

The sound of clapping became the end of the meeting this afternoon.

Out of the meeting room Bella walks side by side with Devan. Both of them seemed to talk while occasionally laughing.

From a distance, Melisa and Rini look at the two.

“Gue is more sure if they have a relationship.” Rini said, whispering to Melisa a little.

“Ya justin if you have a relationship too, what's the same business with us?” timpal Melissa.

He picked up a glass filled with drinking water and took it to the desk.

“Ya so laaahh problem. If one day they fight, which affects us one department. That's why one workplace can't have romance. In part what people say if in our department there are those who collect kebo.” Rini said in a loud voice.

“Hush!” hiss Melisa as Bella and Devan flashed in front of them.

Bella's steps immediately stopped, as well as Devan.

Rini who turned her back to the two still continued to gossip coolly. While Melisa is facing towards Bella and Devan, painstakingly giving the code asks Rini to stop talking. But Rini doesn't seem to understand.

“He already has a guy. Her boyfriend is almost eight years old. Yesterday aja sok alim said ogah see guys casting bare-chested, uh this is tau-taunya even live in the same house office. I don't know how embarrassed. Holy hush! Basic miss center of attention!” cerocos Rini's.

Rini's interlocutor consisting of colleagues in other departments just nodded nodding affirming Rini's words. It does not sound clear what their comments were.

“Sorry, who are you talking to? It's so fun!” Bella pats Rini on the shoulder.

“Gosh!” Rini was immediately shocked.

“Elu anyway!” Melisa hit Rini's shoulder pretty hard.

“Tadi you said what? In our department there are those who gather kebo even though they have a boyfriend and have been dating for 8 years. Mean lo it to me?” exclaimed Bella while staring intently at Rini.

“Emang yes!!! Why, really my talk?!” It is unexpected that Rini pushes Bella's body away from her. What an unexpected response from Rini.

“Lo stay home the same bang Devan, ngaku aja deh lo!” again Rini barked loudly making people approach to see the quarrel of Rini and Bella.

“Heh, you don't know anything about me, so don't be pretentious. Anyway, I'm as interesting as what the heck do you like to take care of my life? It was like a time when you managed my life!” Bella barked back.

I don't know where he and Devan came from. Maybe because he does not take care of personal problems in the office so that he is not too sensitive to the attention of people personally to him. But it seems, the assumption is wrong. His personal problems are noticed by many people.

“Udah Doorbell. Bell already!” Devan tries to hold Bella's hand but firmly Bella flicks it.

“Lo see right, bang Devan very attention to her. See you all?” Rini won't lose. He instigated the people around him.

People whispered with cynical looks at Bella.

“Why, you sirik? You like it the same Devan but do not have the guts and failed to get attention so you lanternsin to me?!” Bella smiled cynically.

“Bellaaa udah Bell.” Devan's still trying to hold back.

“Lo don't have to interfere Devan!” Bella again flicked her hand but this time was held firmly by Devan.

“BELL HOME!!!!” devan's voice this time sounded so loud, leaving everyone stunned and speechless.

“What do you say?” Bella looked at Devan cynically. Again, he shook his hand held firmly by Devan.

“I mean I have to diem so he talks carelessly?”

“Lo see, this girl likes you the same. And because of my deket lo, the reading so carelessly.” Show Bella to Rini.

Rini just rolled her eyes. Feeling innocent provoked Bella's anger. While people do not think that Bella who is calm and focused on her work, can be very angry when her personal problems are nosy.

“If you have a similar feeling affair Devan, please lo bullain the same person. Don't take me.” Bella Excited. At his push Devan approached Rini and Bella left just like that.

Devan rubbed his face rough, he did not expect Bella's attitude. In his eyes Rini sharply, but I don't know what he has to say at this time. The most urgent thing was to face Bella.

“BELLA! BELL!!” call Devan.

Bella doesn't care about it. He chose to leave behind those who looked at him with varying gazes.

*****

The atmosphere of Bella's workspace was quite quiet. There was only the sound of the keyboard being pressed with full force by Rini while occasionally glancing at Bella. His emotions still did not subside after the quarrel with Bella.

5 Minutes to go home, Bella has tidied up her desk. He tried to contact Rangga through his messenger application and it has been more than 1 hour without reply.

"Ga, can we see you?" bella who has not been read by Rangga.

Then he tried to call Rangga, but until several calls, none of them answered.

Huft, what a habit Bella never got used to. He is in need of a friend to talk or just accompany him when he feels alone but unfortunately Rangga can not always be expected existence.

Finally Bella decided to open an online motorcycle taxi application to take her home.

Either go straight home or go somewhere else to calm his mind.

One place he finally chose.

The frenetic sound of music was recorded by a wall 10 cm thick. Inside the 5m x 6m room, Bella chose a list of songs by herself and sang them.

The first song I ever sang was a rock song. The sound of her voice made the sound creak until Bella covered her own ears. He was breathing out of breath. A bottle of mineral water in the drink until it runs out as big as possible.

The second song is chosen, a dangdut song that is usually sung with his department friends first. His friends are busy dancing while he sings although often his voice is false because while laughing. But he enjoyed those days. A time when he could laugh with a teammate, not even a fight like that.

During 6 years working in PH, this time he had a fight with colleagues. I don't know what the reason is so easily Rini said words that are not worth hearing.

It's not like he's singing himself. He played another playlist. Indonesian POP song that he heard very often.

He sat in the middle of the chair, waiting for the screen to display the first sentence for him to sing.

“I can't believe what you've given me anymore

I'm stranded here cornered waiting to die.”

“Why do you suffer when happy is created?

Why is there a black when white is fun?”

His voice was not hoarse and inaudible. There was only a shriek of tears that made him rub his tears rough. He panted in his tears as his lips slowly recited the line of sentences that were left to pass by.

His voice returned, softly,

“You taught me to be happy

You taught me pain

You show me happy

You show me pain

You give me happiness

You gave me pain.”

And he did not continue with the song. He let the music run without vocals. He rested on his own two arms. He cried softly, why has it been so difficult lately. The sick Ozi, his relationship with Rangga who did not find common ground and is now a problem at work. I think he's tired.

After reflecting on all her problems, Bella tries to think mature. He clenched his hands to strengthen himself.

“Lo can Bell. As before also you can.” Bella told herself.

It was hard when he felt he had no friends to share. But unfortunately, there was no time for him to fall. He should stand up straight as before.

He finally got up. One last song he sang on the AADC soundtrack. He jumped on his own while singing. Tears and he tried to smile widely.

“Lo can bell, LO CANAA!!!!” he screams in the middle of the song.

After the song was finished, he chose to end his karaoke. The time he planned to spend for 2 hours, it turns out he just finished it.

Out of the karaoke room, the feeling was better. He bought a sweet drink to boost his mood.

Holding a soft sweet drink in his hand, he walked on the sidewalk, enjoying the scenery around. Vehicles go back and forth and people pass by, no matter where they go. Clearly, he was no longer alone even though the loneliness was there.

From a distance, he saw someone waiting for him in a car. A gondrong man leaning on his car while playing his phone.

“Ngapain have kids here?” thought Bella. He continued his steps until he passed Devan.

“Ngapain lo here?” cynical Bella.

Devan realized, it turns out Bella was already in front of him.

“Lo don't read my chat?” tanyakanya.

“Ngapain lo nge-chat? I'm not a kid kali. I know the way home. Anyway, I don't want to go home yet. Lo first aja.” he chose to leave Devan.

There is no debate, Devan finally followed the footsteps of Bella who somehow headed to where.

He took out a cigarette that he wanted to carry with a match in his hand.

“Lo can't read?” cynical Bella, while glancing at the writing on the cigarette shell.

Devan smiled slightly as he read the white writing complete with a picture of a broad throat. Finally he stopped lighting a cigarette and throwing it in the trash.

“Sorry if I make you get in trouble.” Devan lirih.

Bella pretended not to hear. He was busy sucking his sweet drink until it reads “Srruuutttt” because it is finished.

“Gue always thought that when I came back here, I would meet the same Ozi, the same aunt Saras and the same Bella Andini Fauziah. But it seems, I was wrong.”

“Gue forgot that there is already a lot that we pass and can make us change.”

Devan widened his steps beyond Bella, then stood right in front of Bella with a fairly close distance.

Bella stops playing the straw in her hand and starts to notice Devan.

“Gue also forgot that now there are many things that we have to take care of, especially from the view of others. And for that, I'm sorry.” Devan said with great determination.

“Keep, what do you want to do now? Keep your distance from me?” timpal Bella's.

Devan smiled knot.

“Lo is not allowed to speak stale.”

“Ctak!!” Devan flicked Bella's forehead with anxiety.

“Adduuuhhhh.. Elo yaa. Not to mention I'm sorry, it's wrong again.” He rubbed his forehead which was painful then pointed his bogem at Devan.

Devan laughed as he ran away from Bella. Bella catches up with him quickly and they run.

Arriving at the bridge, Devan stopped his steps. He's leaning against the bridge fence and so is Bella. His breathing is running out from chasing Devan.

Looking at the exhausted Bella, Devan chuckled.

“Udah missing right angry?” tanyanya mutedek Bella. His face was flushed with exhaustion.

“Resek lo!” timpale.

He did not hit Devan because his breath was almost finished.

They stood side by side, looking ahead. In front of them was a lake. The ripples of the water look beautiful and refreshing when exposed to the light of the lamp.

“Gue has found a home that I can live in.” Said Devan suddenly.

Bella looked at me questioningly.

“Do not be surprised. After I move, you will not be uncomfortable again.” He even smiled, teasing Bella.

“Gue thought, by telling me not to ignore Rini, it means you are not the type of person who cares about other people's words.”

Bella stared fixedly at the face of the man who was looking ahead there. It was obvious that Devan was speaking seriously. He never thought that Devan would take this step.

A pair of natural red lips adorned with thin hair from the sideburns and whiskers were smiling.

“So much I Bell like that.” His word. Looking back at Bella.

“Unfortunately, I don't live in a lo script, where I can ask you to choose which people can be involved in my life or not."

"Gue lives in the real world where I can't control other people's thoughts, but my own thoughts and attitudes.”

“So yes, it should be like gini. But inget, this is not because I am a coward so choose away from the lo.” family said Devan calmly.

Bella didn't respond. He just stared fixedly at Devan, noticing his facial expression which this time did not look flat. This guy seems to be thinking a lot.

"Lo didn't bother my life, it's just that we probably shouldn't be in the same place." Bella's inner voice without her saying.

In the end he did not agree or forbid to leave. I don't know what he's feeling right now. One may indeed have to be self-aware so that the problem does not increase.

*****