
"Would you like to eat?" Lisa's bargain on Amara who has only been looking at the screen of her phone.
"You should take medicine. Your doctor said you have not given painkillers through infusion again so it must be drunk and the effect can make the stomach uncomfortable if you do not eat first." Lisa pushed the portable table that had Amara's food and medicine on it.
Found Amara just speechless, then he slightly peeked at the screen of Amara's phone. It turned out that the woman was watching a teaser posted on Bella's social media account. Many people have seen the teaser of the film and they give a positive appreciation for the film.
“Can't wait another two weeks. Is the pre-order ticket already opened from now on?” Comments from one netizen.
“Acting queen natural really, keep King cold but sweet how it is, make baper aja.” Other audience comments.
“Uuuhhh, I bapeeerrr... Roll mana bolsters…. Want in pelukkk..”
“It looks like the story is exciting, fix should watch.”
Those were the top four comments that other netizens liked. There are still many other positive comments about the film starring Amara. He did not expect that netizens were this enthusiastic. Either to see the acting or curious about the storyline. Movies with stories start to hate so this love is indeed in the gandrungi of many people and very later.
“According to you, who do they idolize? I as a player what is Bella as a script writer?” Asked Amara who was staring blankly at his phone screen.
I don't know how many times the teaser was in play and how many hundred comments he had read.
“You're still just like that, Ra?” Lisa looked at Amara not understanding. He could still compare himself to Bella.
“Why? Can't if I'm like that?” Amara smiled cynically without turning her eyes to Lisa.
Lisa pulls up the chair to sit next to Amara.
“You keep seeing ig Bella and pay attention to how many like Bella's posts, read every comment netizens make Bella then pay attention to how many followers Bella increases. You're not tired of Ra?” Lisa asked with a fixed look at her artist.
“Capek?” Amara scrunched her forehead when she heard Lisa's question.
“Iyaaa.. Are you not tired of always paying attention and worrying about the achievements of others? Why don't you thank the many loyal followers who support you and give you an injection of spirit? Not all public figures have loyal fans as much as you loh Ra.”
“But you're worried about Bella's growing number of followers. That's what makes you tired and frustrated.” Lisa at length.
He was tired of seeing Amara constantly comparing herself to her rivals.
“Ra, you know if many people want to be in your position?” Ask Lisa gently. He tried to touch Amara's rock-hard heart.
“What makes you curious? Do you really want to know my thoughts and feelings?” Amara screeched, she flipped her phone and turned to look at Lisa.
“Yes. I often don't think about all your attitudes. If people knew your position, they would definitely be very envious. Not only do you have fans who are fanatic but you also have enemies who are too good.”
“You realize that the person you hate is actually teaching you many ways to grow? You realize, how many times Bella protects you when she can just fall you with just one snap of a finger?”
Amara did not answer, preferring to turn her face away from Lisa. For some reason, Lisa's words began to feel like a slap. Pain, but not bleeding.
“Because of what Bella did, I always felt that I was always under her. In all respects.”
“He is the sun and I am a towering mountain that is always beneath him. The brighter the light Bella then my shadow gets smaller, not even visible if it's mount.” Said Amara who was smiling crazily.
He still always remembers how Bella who always became the axis in every place. People will be easier to worship him than to go to Amara himself. Many times it sucks for Amara and like hurting her ego. It should be the sun and illuminate those around him.
“If you think you are a mountain, then remain a mountain."
“Do not feel low just because people see your short shadow because the sun is shining hot. Wouldn't the people still worship and admire the mountain for its beauty? Not because the shadow looks like soot?” Lisa looked at Amara fixedly and the girl was just pensive.
“Stay into a mountain. You do not need to look the highest towering by dropping the sun. Because every thing always has its own portion. Including your portions and Bella that will never be the same.”
“Have you ever thought that being the sun wasn't always fun? People tend to protest him when he is too hot or dim. He may often feel alone. He's an energy center, but when night falls, the moon is more accompanied by stars.”
“While the mountain, whether the sun rises or sinks, she will remain adored for her sturdiness and beauty. That is the reason why the mountain should not be envious of the sun.” Resolutely Lisa while giving a sheet of tissue to Amara.
She knew that Amara's sad eyes began to shed tears.
Amara does not chim. He took a tissue from Lisa's hand and rubbed the corner of her watery eyes. I don't know why all of Lisa's words are so easy to understand at the moment and painful at the same time. Maybe because he was calm and no longer excited to always wait for Bella.
“Without you know, many love you Ra. You just need to open your eyes wide and look at it with a different point of view and an open mind. I'm sure you can see it.” Stabbed Lisa while rubbing Amara's head gently.
He felt that he was not entertaining or encouraging his artist but a brother who was unconsciously so dear to him. Until he felt that he would not be able to leave Amara especially in a bad condition.
Amara's heart crispened to hear Lisa's words. His round eyes were getting wet and red. She looked at Lisa beside her. Then said, “Thank you..” With a thin smile full of haru flavor.
Lisa just nodded and smiled. He scoops a spoonful of rice that he has mixed with soup, Amara's favorite food.
“Eat. It is not Amara who can fall like this.” He said, thrusting the spoon into Amara's mouth.
Amara smiled. He opened his mouth and ate the food Lisa had fed him. He chewed the food while holding back the cry. But still the tears were dripping without her being able to hold. With his hand still attached to the infusion he rubbed his tears rough. He held a sigh in his chest while chewing the food in his mouth. Her chest feels so tight. It was like something was breaking into his chest cavity.
Without hesitation Lisa hugged Amara and made her shoulder as a comfortable resting place for Amara.
“Don't be too arrogant and strong-witted. Cry as loudly as possible, if it can make you feel better.” Lirih.
At that moment, Amara was crying. He cried as he grabbed Lisa's shirt. He wants to spill his feelings, feelings that are not necessarily the tip and the base but often make it crowded.
Maybe after this, he'll feel better.
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