
“Wiihh sakep tuh..” said a teenager named Dimas, when he saw Ibra was looking through a woman's social media account.
“Amara prameswari, as the name implies. Beautiful!” continued Dimas.
“Ck!! What the hell lo!” grunts Ibra. He immediately turned off his phone screen and put it in his pocket.
He continued to wipe the bar table because the cafe would be closed soon.
“That's not an artist on FTV is it?” apparently Dimas was still thinking about the figure of the woman who was on the stalking of Ibra.
“So curious I.” Change Dimas who leaned on the table and pulled out his phone.
“Hah, this was the one the other day here. How can you not talk? I can ask for a photo. Where is so cute again.” Cerocos Dimas who avidly scrolling old social media Amara.
“Cakep doang, but gatel.” Timpal Ibra, sounds sarcastic.
“Not a gatel, but the demands of the profession he appeared open like gini.” Apparently Dimas was looking at one of Amara's photos while making a bikini in Bali.
“Feelings lo jutek very much at that time. Do you ever know what? Or are you fans being ignored?”
Dimas became curious about the unfriendly attitude of Ibra at that time. Should he idolize Amara, of course he will be nice in order to ask for photos for him to show off.
“If you have become an artist, instead of being known by everyone?” timpal Ibra's.
“Iya anyway, I'm aja late nyadar.” Dimas so scratching his own head which is actually not itchy.
Letting Dimas preoccupation with viewing Amara social media sites, Ibra prefers to open its messenger application. He opened his chat with Bella a few days ago.
“College I transferred. Choose a major that not only you like but also useful in the future.” That line of messages that Ibra read in his heart.
“Otak lo like a calculator really until each I chat problems the future let alone the school must lo calculatinin the same money. A lot of money, right? Very easy to transfer fingers.” Reply Ibra with a lazy expression emoticon at the end of his sentence.
“Gue is just trying to understand your needs. Sparing, not a lot of snacks. Your journey is still far. “ reply Bella.
Ibra can imagine how Bella's mature expression was when she wrote the message.
“Gue not because I always need money. My needs are not just about money.” Reply Ibra.
“Yes I know. You also need rest, good food and a comfortable place to live. Sorry I still can't handle it all.”
“It's also still about the money that you discuss Bell. You are so naive. Guys must be very easy benefitsin lo.”
Ibra's reply was no longer to Bella's reply. I don't know which part makes Bella run out of words to not chimed in. He knows enough that Bella is someone who doesn't like to argue. He always wanted to live in a comfortable state but in fact he was never really comfortable without problems.
Seeing Rangga coming with Amara, suddenly there was a sense of annoyance in Ibra's chest. How can the man defended by Bella desperately even be willing to be held in his hand by a woman.
“No need to think macem-macem, Amara also temen me Bella.” That was what Rangga said when they met in the male toilet.
At that time Ibra was deliberately acting annoying in front of Rangga and sure enough the man was lured to give Ibra an explanation without being asked.
“Lo should always be fine with Bell.” Ibra muttered while looking at Bella's profile photo on her contact.
*****
“Lo back.” Ozi said when he saw Devan's arrival.
“Hem. You haven't slept?” he put his jacket on the sofa where he was waiting and picked up the mineral water on the table.
Ozi just shook his head.
Devan looked around and there was no sign of Bella in the room. After meeting with Rangga earlier, Devan was asked to go home first, while Bella intended to resolve her misunderstanding with Rangga.
“Please don't make it difficult for me. I am quite tired today. You can understand, right?” pinta Bella.
Devan finally agrees to go home first and does not tell Ozi that he met with Rangga.
Perhaps this is best, letting Bella solve her problems at once does not add to Ozi's mind burden.
After that he drove Saras and just returned to the hospital now.
“Bella called me, she said she was coming home.” I don't know what Ozi read from Devan's wailing motion like looking for someone.
“Hem,” says Devan.
“Lo need something?” he tried to divert.
“Hem. Help me sit down. My back really pegel sleep on my back.” Pinta Ozi's.
Since arriving at the hospital and unconscious, he was asked to bedrest, but honestly his body even feels sore because it can not freely move. His head still feels dizzy and occasional sharp pain.
Devan immediately raises Ozi's bed to a semi fowler position. Maybe with half a seat he will feel more comfortable.
“Udah, enough bro. Thanks.” Ozi patted the chair beside him as a gesture for Devan to sit beside him.
Devan said he was sitting next to Ozi.
“Lo see, ade I was stubborn. But actually, it's just the way he protects himself.” Suddenly, Ozi talks about Bella.
“Ya everyone needs to hard defend his principle.” Timpal Devan, relax.
“Hem, you really. But, the more stubborn he is, the more afraid I am that I do not have enough time to realize he is the same condition he faces.” Ozi's gaze glared far ahead. I don't know which point he saw.
“Bella, the second person I have to protect so much after the nyokap. But my way is always wrong. He was always sure that his choice was real.” There was a sadness that Ozi kept in his eye sack.
“If I go, you can fill my request to keep Bella?” this time, Ozi looked at Devan. There was a lot of hope in his eyes that he hung on Devan.
“Lo talking what the hell. You haven't done anything yet said you want to go. Inget, you can still treat Zi. Anyway, no matter how bad you get sick, there is no guarantee you will go first. Maybe I was called God first.” Resist Devan trying to dismiss Ozi's bad thoughts.
Ozi gave a small smile, in his aid a deep breath before he exhaled heavily.
“Gue just feel, if my time is not long bro. But I can't go quietly before seeing Bella in the hands of the right person.” From his rough breathing, it was seen that Ozi was harboring great anxiety for his sister.
“Who will take care of him if he falls after I leave? I don't want to see him destroyed again, just like when the bokap left. And at the moment, I only have lo.”. He still remembers how Bella was hit when their father left for good.
Some days Bella doesn't leave the room. Highlight his empty eyes until he had to be treated in the hospital for a high fever for several days. Ozi doesn't want that to happen again. He does not want to be the reason Bella is sick and down.
“Minds of distance. After all, no one can take care of Bella as well as you. If you want to make sure Bella is in good hands, you have to hold on. Hold on to make sure he's bullied you and pick the right guy."
Ozi smiled back. He lifted his blanket to the chest.
“Gue is the best brother.” I'm with jumawa.
Devan just smiled at the words of his best friend. The two then fell silent to each other. Drowning in each other's minds.
Until then Devan said, “Can I ask for Bella?” number
I don't know why her heart became unsettled at the thought of Bella who hadn't returned.
Without a meaningful expression, Ozi immediately mentioned Bella's number clearly.
“0811628 xx xx” the number stuck perfectly in Ozi's mind and will always be remembered as the number of the person he loved so much.
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It was a new morning for Bella today. He squirms comfortably despite having to sleep on the sofa.
“Alhamdulillahiladzi..” Ozi begins do’a wake up for her sister and Bella's reflexes continue it to completion.
His eyes still pinched withstanding the drowsiness while he had to get up early due to having to finish some work.
“Lo is awake?” ask Bella. He went to Ozi who was sitting on his bed looking at Bella with a line of smiles. Touching Ozi's forehead with the back of his hand.
“Gue not deck fever. All diseases should always check temperature?” ledek Ozi when he saw his sister's worried face right in front of his eyes.
“Isshh was observed and even sneledek.” Decik Bella is upset.
“Hehehehe... Early in the morning. Bangunin Devan gih, brother wants to ask him to help brother pray.” With the corner of his eye Ozi pointed at Devan.
When it was obtained, apparently Devan slept sitting on a chair and one other chair supported both feet. Both of his hands hugged his own body.
Pity to see it too, Bella so feel guilty much trouble this man.
Bella finally approached Devan. He shook his hand in front of Devan's face but the man did not respond.
“Van, Devan..… Banguuuunnn..” call Bella slowly. He did not want to surprise this man.
Slowly Devan's eyes blinked. Then rounded when he saw Bella's face in front of him. Like I can't believe Bella's right in front of him.
“Why lo? I was shocked to wake up.” Bella protest that straightened her body after bowing.
“Em, no kok.” Kilah Devan's. He immediately lowered his legs and shook his head to gather his consciousness.
“Kumpulin first lo consciousness, I went to the bathroom first.” Bella said as she passed away.
Just brush your teeth and ablution that Bella did in the bathroom. He went out and put on his face.
Before long, Devan turns to the bathroom to clean himself up. When he came out he looked fresh.
“Help me also Van.” Pinta Ozi's.
“Iya.” He helps Ozi Tayamum.
Once everything was ready, they prayed together with Devan as his priest. It turns out Devan's voice is very comfortable in the ear when reciting verses qur’an. Just this time Bella saw the warm figure of a cold and indifferent Devan.
After the prayer, Bella approached Ozi and kissed her hand. Ozi gently rubbed the head of Bella and then kissed her.
For a while Bella looked at the sister's face gently. Swiping Ozi's cheeks with affection.
“Gue want you cured bang.” He looked hopeful. She was very afraid of losing Ozi.
Ozi smiled a little, then in Bella's embrace tightly.
“Lo don't be afraid, I'll always be next to you, as long as I can.” Tymphal Ozi. He rubbed Bella's back gently.
Lately, they have been fighting a lot. Who would have thought, the pain of Ozi had actually brought this brother and sister closer together.
Taking off her embrace, Bella looked at Ozi with a page.
“Gue can ask for something?” scythe Bella. Ozi nodded slowly. What he didn't give to his sister.
“Lo want, follow the doctor's advice for op?” pinta Bella carefully.
The look on her face changed, Ozi took off her hand from Bella. He pulled his body away.
“No for that one deck.” His law with certainty.
“But bang, you said you'd last as long as possible for me. You also promised the same papah that you will always take care of me. Why are you now?” cerocos Bella with a bated cry.
“But I can't deck. I'm scared. I'm not ready yet,”
“Lo won't do anything. Doctor says there's still a chance for you to recover.” Bella quickly broke Ozi's pessimistic sentence.
“Doctor will do everything carefully with the best possible. You close your eyes enough and I'll wait for you at the exit of the operating room. You'll heal like before. We will take another walk to Disney land, umrah together mamah like our dream hold us too,”
“What if I come out as a corpse?!” ozi's loud exclaim made Bella silent.
“What if I also come out of the operating room in a paralyzed state?"
"Lo think I'll be all right when I'm just a burden to you and mamah?”
“No bell, I can't!!” yelled Ozi in a loud voice. His hands were trembling and holding his emotions.
“Bang, I,.”
“My messenger,” Ozi directly cupped both sides of Bella's face and looked at her closely.
“Gue will last as long as possible to make you equally mamah. But don't tell me to go into the operating room. Please Bell, I don't know if I can still wriggle lo same mamah or I'll just make you same mamah cry and slumped. The percentage of success is only a few percent. Please Bell, don't force me anymore. I can not.. ” pinta Ozi with full seriousness.
No longer heard Bella's voice as before. The girl was only speechless with tears dripping from both of her cheeks. It turned out to be very difficult to appear tough in front of Ozi.
So, if he also had to lose Ozi, could he?
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