
It's like there's been a big leap in Bella's life. Where he who was originally silent with the look of his empty eyes now is like trying to return to his previous self.
In front of the mirror he looked at himself.
“Morning Bell,..” say hello to herself.
He smiled trying to encourage his new self. It was within his mind that sometimes one of the maturing processes was to get used to a pretense.
Talking to a psychologist, someone who he thought would make people think that he was crazy, was not true.
Deciding to meet the right person for him to talk to was able to reduce the burden of the mind that had been filling his head.
“Body you have the rights Bell. He needs to sleep when you're sleepy. He needs a mager when he gives you a tired signal. He needs to eat when you feel hungry and many other things you have to do including talking to someone who is competent giving views for your thoughts, feelings and mental.” greeting Devan yesterday turned out to bring Bella in the current condition.
If only he still refused to meet a psychologist, maybe at this time he still wears a strait jacket on his body. He realized, the hardest thing of all processes is to start it. Yes starting.
This morning, it was like coming out of a dark hallway that made him fall several times shocked by the circumstances. Everything in his sight was empty. It is like having to rearrange his thoughts and feelings to face many things in the future.
Who brought him to this point? Psychologist, Devan or even himself?
“Thanks for not bebal Bell.” Finally only that sentence came out of his small smiling mouth. Thanking himself turned out to be necessary because this is a form of appreciation for the bold steps he took.
Coloring this morning, he began by applying a light pink lipstick to his dry, pale lips. Thin powder strokes also make it look fresher. His hair was getting longer, he combed neatly and then he was flattering as usual.
“Welcome home Bell.” he said, welcoming his soul that felt like re-entering his originally empty body.
In the dining room there was already Saras and Ozi waiting for Bella impatiently.
“So he didn't get his room right mah?” asked Ozi, worried about Bella who was still in her room.
After yesterday's incident, he became more worried about Bella when the girl was alone.
“Ngak darling. Madam went into her room, and she took a shower. Long time, not usually. Usually it will be 5 minutes as well so, but it was 10 minutes still not out too.” Terang Saras's.
“Hah, 10 minutes?” ozi's mind immediately guessed to hear old Bella in the bathroom.
He felt he had to check it.
“May mah, bang.” Say hello to Bella when the new Ozi will move on.
Ozi and Saras looked up at Bella who was standing in front of him.
“Pa, gi,” sahut Ozi fast.
He pulled a chair for his sister beside him. He was still surprised to see Bella who was much different from Bella who this morning he brought home from the hospital.
“Where is your morning this morning?” curious if you don't ask.
Ozi put a spoonful of fried rice on Bella's plate.
“Enough.” Bella holds Ozi's hand which will put a bend in two.
The girl looked at Ozi who was worried about her.
“Feel much better.” Legally.
Bella seemed to smile as she sighed deeply and then exhaled slowly.
“Adek likes the smell of fried rice made by mamah.” Her speech.
He took his spoon and put it in his mouth. Chew it slowly and enjoy the mix of mixed flavors in his mouth.
Ozi and Saras just looked at him in disbelief.
“Is she good?” inner Ozi who then glanced at Saras and Saras only returned with a smile.
Of course, the princess was better this morning.
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“Bruukkk!” Some documents fall out of Rini's hand as she sees Bella standing at the mouth of their office door.
His eyes were pinched in disbelief as he rubbed to make sure that what he saw was really Bella.
“Morning Rin,” greet Bella with her distinctive cheerful smile. The warm voice again filled the ear cavity of Rini who was several days lonely.
“Mor-ning.” Rini stammered.
He still could not believe that the woman standing in front of him was really Bella.
“Em, may I know our progress project report?”
Bella immediately approached Rini who was still staring at her desk. Pull up a tapping chair and sit there. With her eyes she asked Rini to sit down.
“I-Iya..” Rini so excited.
He took a document and gave it to Bella.
“Thanks.” Bella Sahut. The girl calmly read the progress of the work she had left a few days ago.
Rini sat down. He looked at Bella with great attention. Trying to read the look on his face, there was no look of despair he saw a few days ago in the video that circulated.
"Is the woman sitting in front of him really Bella?" Inner Rini.
“There is a need for lo samplein?” ask Bella who is aware of herself in the face of her interlocutor.
Rini just shook her head.
Bella gave a small smile and looked at Rini with confidence.
“Gue is ready for our work.” Bella Strictly.
He was well aware, Rini's doubt was the same as the doubt of some people who asked him news from the gate until before he entered this room.
“A few days ago, bang Devan founduin pak Eko.” Rini opened her voice after believing that Bella was ready to run back to catch up on the job.
“Hem, what's the problem?” The girl placed the document on the table with the last page open.
The progress of the work did not go on these two days and he is sure Rini will explain why.
Rini did not answer. He pulled out a business card from his wallet. He looked hesitant, until the tip of his fingers whitened holding the business card firmly.
“Gue never accidentally share link synopsis lo to my group deket temen. Turns out one of my friends was out to open the link before I deleted it. Continues, he tries to nerusin the synopsis to his boss and his boss likes.” Fearfully Rini spoke.
He put the business card on the table, making Bella able to read clearly the name of the owner of the business card and PH listed there. A great PH that many people already know.
Rini still noticed Bella's facial water when she saw the name listed on the business card.
“Producer want to change my script?” Terka Bella took the business card.
“Not.” Rini shook her head weakly.
“Some people including bang Devan, do not agree if the player in this film is them,” Rini uses her finger to make without apostrophe and emphasis on the word “They.”
“The choice is, change the player then the story is further or the player remains and the story is changed.” Rini lowered her voice at the end of the sentence.
He could see the change in Bella's expression that seemed to be seriously thinking.
“Em, I mean this business card is, you can meet him anytime. Lo ngajuin script lo to him has definitely received. He's a great PH and I'm sure in the hands of PH it's probably a movie lo will sell out loud. I didn't mean to do it,”
“Still Rin,,” cut Bella immediately. He understood the true meaning of Bella's talk.
“Lo can work with more valuable PH and not just realize personal benefits doang!” connect Rini quickly. He closed his eyes when he finished the sentence Bella had to hear and opened the two round eyes slowly and hesitantly, peering at Bella's expression.
He looks relieved because his meaning is conveyed entirely.
Bella smiled slightly as she played the business card in her hand. I don't know what changed Rini. The woman who was always upset when she came into contact with him because of this personal matter, had suddenly changed. Is he loving Bella because of yesterday?
“Thanks Rin.” Bella's attention is back on Rini. He put his business card back on the table.
“But not for now.” With her index finger Bella pushed the business card towards Rini.
"Gue had no intention of leaving the house that raised me." Firmly with certainty.
Rini was stunned for a while but then she nodded.
“Okey, so we make progress today.” Bella said as she moved from her place. Carry documents in hand and move to his desk.
“Hemh,” is just that Rini's answer while taking back the business card on the table. Maybe one day either he or Bella, will need it.
Just about to turn on the computer when suddenly just a footstep sounded closer.
“BELSKYYYY exclaim a voice that Bella knows who belongs to.
Just had time to turn around, the Inca had already hugged him tightly.
“Uuuhhhh I miss the same lo Bell Whine with spoiled. He moved his arms to express his longing.
“Gue also misses lo.” said Bella who helped tighten her embrace.
Behind the Inca there were some people approaching the two. Bella waved her hand while smiling at the twins and some of the people who came in. From his tired face, it seemed like they had just finished the morning show.
Inka let go of her embrace and looked at Bella with a haru feeling.
“BELL!” greet Roni who immediately invited Bella tos.
“Bang!” Bella replies and Roni shakes Bella's hand tightly. Pull Bella's body into her arms.
“How are you?” whispers between worry and pleasure.
“As you see, Better lah.” Sahut Bella, light.
Roni just nodded then let go of her embrace. He also looked at Bella who smiled thinly while welcoming the invitation of tos from some artistic children.
“Where are all, smoothly?” bella asked, asking about their work.
“Can I have no lo Bell. Sepiii, desiriiii.. Gabuuuttt.. Nothing can be invited karokean.” Inka complains while resting her head on Bella's shoulder.
Bella just smiled. He misses this kind of atmosphere. It was like a war and coming home warmly welcomed by the people closest to him.
Yes, it was like a war against himself.
It is true that after a slump, the toughest step that must be taken is to move on to leave all the sadness. And he managed to do it.
“Udeehhh kangennya not here. Let's get coffee first!” take Romi, Roni's twin who usually speaks irately.
“Lo want Bell? Not long, I promise.” Take Roni seriously.
Bella gave a small nod, she indeed needed to gather a new mood on her first day of work.
“Gue pinjem first Bella yaaaa.. Later I return.” Roni said to Rini.
“Iya..” sahut Rini.
“Rin, I'm off. If anyone finds me, just call.” Bella.
“Okey Bell...” thumbs up given by Rini.
Bella and her friends leave, leaving Rini who is now looking at Bella who is getting away.
I have to admit, Bella is amazing. Maybe that's the reason why in this PH many love him and envy him. Like her now.
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