Bella's Script
He needs me

In a park near Ozi's former workplace, Bella and Ozi are now. They sit on a bench with their respective positions on the left and right ends. Bella still opened one by one the brown envelopes in her hand and Ozi looked at the sister with mixed feelings.

Shame, sadness, feeling useless and other feelings that make Ozi can only be bowed lethargic.

He saw Bella smiling mutely, he knew his sister was in the midst of disappointment among the shock of knowing that Ozi was no longer working at the company. Not disappointed because Ozi was not working but disappointed because Ozi tried to cover everything.

He cupped his head and ruffled his thin hair in annoyance. Suddenly Ozi approached and took all the files from Bella's hand. This can't be allowed.

“Do not look again.” He said with annoyance.

Bella does not hold him back, she just lets Ozi take the file containing Ozi's cover letter to another company. He deliberately wrote down the address where he worked before so that the reply or return letter did not reach his home. But even the old office is not a safe place to keep all its secrets.

In the tearing of the application letters then he incubated with annoyance while beating his own head. He felt very useless at this moment.

Bella quickly restrains Ozi's hand from beating her head. In his arms the brother without a word. He knows, at this time Ozi is in need as a supporter whatever his decision is not to ask unnecessary things let alone judge him.

Ozi's defense collapsed. He sniffled in Bella's arms. She cried without hiding the slightest bit of sadness from Bella.

“They no longer need me deck. The world doesn't need sick people like me.” He turned his hands full of anger and sadness.

Bella did not chim in, she chose to rub Ozi's back that was getting thinner. He could even feel Ozi's spine beginning to palpate behind the gray shirt he was wearing. Bella breaks into tears, unsuccessfully trying to brace herself next to Ozi.

"Gue is useless. I don't even have enough courage to say that everything is the same, lo and mama. I should have gone as far as possible so as not to trouble many people. Arrgghh shit!" He clenched his hand even more, annoyed with himself.

“SSssttt Brothers..." Bella sizzled softly to calm Ozi down.

He rubbed Ozi's back gently while trying to calm himself.

From Ozi's words, he could conclude that the brother did not resign, but was stopped. Of course this is a big blow to the mental Ozi because he was stopped from a job that he loved so much.

"Gue just as mamah needs a lo bang. And won't let you go just because you're sick again. I'm the same mama will always be next to lo.” Bella was still speaking softly and her voice was trembling.

Her tears kept dripping without her being able to stand it. He could imagine how sad Ozi was feeling right now.

Bella let go of her embrace. He tried to look at the face of the older brother who was bowed before him. On both sides of Ozi's face and the man was still crying. Stare at Bella desperately and tears break.

“Gue is tired of the deck, I'm tired of being a burden on everyone. I am tired of being considered useless when I once made a great contribution to my workplace. But, it turns out my business is only considered an obligation that I have to do for the company. As small as it means my efforts that have brought this company much more advanced.”

“Gue on dump deck, I'm on dump.” Ozi batted himself in the chest as he recalled the tightness he had to endure while receiving a letter of termination notice from his office.

There was no chance given by his management to prove that even though he was ill, he could still do his job well.

“Heeyy.. Ssttt brother hey...” Bella tries to enforce Ozi's body that continues to bend.

His eyes were wet with tears that he could no longer bear.

“They are not lo. I'm sure it's not like that.”

“They,,” Bella sighed deeply for a moment to calm herself down. Now Ozi looked at him, waiting for what Bella would say.

“What?” Ozi's voice sounded raucous.

“What do you want to use to deny that they already threw me?”

“Hah, what? You don't have to dig up them.”

“For them I am not even useful to them. I can't work according to the deadline. I often fall asleep at work after taking medication. I,” It feels like Ozi can't continue his sentence. He was panting between the tightness of sadness and anger mixed in his chest.

“They want you to heal first.” Bella quickly.

Ozi, who had been bowed while squeezing his shirt, now looked back at Bella.

“Yes, they want you to try to heal first. They are afraid of fatigue and getting sick at work. They are not that happy lo hard work for a temporary workplace.” Bella's voice began to tremble.

“They are worried about why bang.” His voice grew hoarse withstanding the cries, with great difficulty he continued his sentence.

"Gue is equally mama, what can we do if you are not around, hemh?” Bella's lips trembled finely withstanding a cry that could break at any moment. He could not even imagine that his words had truly come true.

Now Ozi smiled cynically at Bella's words.

“Lo too naive deck.” He turned his body away from Bella and then looked at whatever nanar in front of her.

“Gue doesn't mean anything to them but you still think there's a positive side to their evil attitude. I'm no use Bella!!!” Ozi exclaimed with barking eyes looking at Bella. If the name is called, this means Ozi is really angry.

“NGGAK!!” Bella replied Ozi did not lose out hard.

“It's up to you if you still want to think they're doing lo. But do not think that you are useless and meaningless. Lo useful and mean to me equally mamah bang.”

“Gue equally mamah have asked you not to work. Not because you feel useless at work, but because I am just as happy that your health is much more important. You should try to recover instead of trying to prove that you are the most meritorious employee at work.”

“And now I am a burden to you equally mama? What do you mean, lo?” Sinis Ozi who now cupped his face with both his arms wide.

Bella could see Ozi's trembling hands.

“There has never been a load in a family bang.” Bella grabs Ozi's hand and holds him tightly.

“When I am in trouble, help me. When we are sad, we entertain. And when I'm down, you're beside me."

"And now, my mom and I want to do the same for you. Trust me, you are never a burden to me. I'm the same mama will always be next to lo.”

“Ngejagain lo, nemenin lo treatment, nemenin lo eat, spend equally more time. Because, you are an important part of my life and mamah.”

“That you should know at this time.” Bella with complete confidence.

He kissed Ozi's hand which he held, then he placed it on his reddish cheek.

“Gue is the same mom, love the same lo and will always be there for you. So don't ever feel that you're alone against everything.” Bella firmly while looking into the eyes of the brother with a fixed.

Ozi tried to smile even though her tears kept dripping.

A second later he grabbed Bella's body for her to hug. He closed his eyes firmly and felt that the presence of Bella was one of the sources of his strength. She is grateful to have Bella and Saras always by her side.

“Gue I lo deck.” Lirih Ozi kissed Bella's head deeply.

“I know. We love and care each other and I feel blessed.” His ideal while patting Ozi's arm coiled around his body.

As bad as he was, he would never leave anyone next to him unless God had called him.

That was the promise Bella made in her heart.

“So, shall we go to eat? That courage needs power support.” Bella's whisper to Ozi.

Ozi simply chuckled without letting go of his embrace. It even tightens it up again. There was only Bella's sentence that made her smile with relief. He looked at a point ahead of him, then kissed Bella's head. Bella was right, when they were together, this was a gift.

“Aahhh brother, I know!!!” Bella complains trying to release his embrace of Ozi who is anxious to her sister.

Ozi just chuckled. His sister this one is a solace.

"Okey, let's eat some fish pepes." Ozi pulls Bella's hand to move.

"The rice is liwet!" Timpal Bella puts his hand on Ozi's arm.

"Why not!" Sahut again.

They left the park bench and let Ozi's cover letter fall scattered. Bella's right, if she wants to recover her focus now is not on finding a job. But gathering mental readiness to deal with medical procedures may be long and daunting.

But right now, he is ready. He is ready for a cure.

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