Bella's Script
Our past

Tonight was an unsettling night for Ozi. His eyes could not be closed and he just went back and forth in the family room, to the kitchen and then to his room. Her face was filled with anxiety when none of her calls were answered by Bella.

He stood by the living room couch, hoping that the door would open and Bella would come home. But for up to half an hour standing there, there was no sign that Bella was coming.

“Sh*t! I shouldn't be that hard as Bella.” Grunts Ozi while rubbing his face rough.

Tried back to contact Bella, but this time Bella's phone was not active.

“Lo where is the deck?” he murmured with worry.

Then he sat on the sofa, maybe it's good he waited while sitting so that his feelings are better.

One phone ring immediately answered Ozi, “Hallo deck, lo where?” he said in haste.

“This is me, Devan.” Voice over there.

Ozi just exhaled rough breathing while massaging his temples that felt dizzy.

“Iya, how is bro?” tanyanya.

“Bella is in my place.” One sentence Devan managed to make Ozi could sigh in relief.

“Just he doesn't want to go home.” Imbuh Devan who made Ozi floss his hair rough.

For a moment he looked at the face of Bella in the family photo, filler one corner of the family room. Ozi nibbled his fingers while thinking.

“Hem, I get it.” Sahut Ozi while bowing weakly.

He didn't order anything anymore. Choose to close his call and lean weakly on the back of the sofa. Like his body suddenly lost energy with his head throbbing pain. His hand just drooped. After knowing where Bella is, relief and guilt now feel more clearly fill his heart.

“I should be more able to control my emotions.” Grunts Ozi to himself.

She squeezed her own hair while bending over. He regretted remembering how he had fought so hard with Bella.

“Lo where did I need lo?”

“Lo know, at that time only Rangga who was beside me.”

“Lo even thinks that I'm just a liar, who vilified papah for not being able to accept his passing.”

The pieces of Bella's sentence continued to buzz in her ears. He still remembers how disappointed and hurt Bella was at that time. More than that, he could feel how lonely Bella felt when their father died.

“Abang, I saw papah go with women. He said Papah should solve this problem. Papah doesn't want to go home the same. He even said, when the adult adek will understand. Why are you talking the same, bang? Adek only want papah to go home.” raved Bella on the day of her father's death.

Her eyes that were glared from crying and unable to sleep, her pale lips and her raucous voice were again clearly reflected in Ozi's eyes.

“Adekk, adek please already deck... Udaahh.” said Ozi at that time, hugging Bella.

“No bang, No!!” Bella rebels, trying to let go of Ozi's embrace. He was still trying to explain what was on his mind. He looked at Ozi with confidence.

“Papah gone. Papah died after leaving with his girlfriend. See for himself he's carrying a little boy. The boy's even in the adek's favorite loli buyin. She,” with passionate Bella talk

“ADEK STOP!!!!” gertak Ozi's. He let go of his embrace. He held the two bohu Bella tightly.

“You don't have to talk macem-macem! It's just in your mind! That woman's just a papah job, nothing more."

"Don't because you're denying that you've lost your father turn into a liar! Stop Bell, brother please!” Ozi shook Bella's body violently.

“Adek did not lie brother, adek.” his voice was raucous mixed with tears and only part of it he said.

“Abang do not believe the same adek.” He slumped down, drooping in front of Ozi.

This happened about 8 years ago. But Ozi still remembers how Bella tried to convince him. More than that, he still remembers how his attempt to resuscitate Bella if what he saw was not true.

Was that really what Bella said at the time?

“AARGHH **!” Ozi could only snort in annoyance. After the incident Ozi find out the truth of Bella's speech and it turns out he did not find any evidence. But a few hours ago, why did Bella still say the same thing?

With anger and with disappointment. What did the girl know all this time? No, exactly, what did he not know about his parents all this time?

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Still sitting in his place, Rangga seemed to think seriously. With both hands tied together and eyes staring blankly at her picture with Bella, she was deep in thought about what happened a few hours ago.

Bella already knows her relationship with Amara and of course her heart is very broken. He could see the anger and disappointment of Bella that made him only able to silence.

Bella's right, why would she do this to Bella?

Just as Bella did not understand, she still thought about it. One thing he knew, his feelings for Bella had changed.

She looked at Amara standing in the mirror and changed her clothes. He took off the shirt that wrapped his body casually without feeling uncomfortable because Rangga was in front of him.

“What is this Woman for?” batin Rangga's. In his face with the clingy woman who now shows every curve of her body without hesitation.

He still remembers when 2 years ago, he came to Amara's apartment. At that time Amara said that she was sick. There was no one nearby, including Bella and her manager.

“Gue to there.” Said Rangga after receiving Amara's call.

Arriving at Amara's apartment, he found a dark room with no lights on. Only the lights from the aquarium allowed him to see that the room was very messy.

“Ra,” call Rangga from the entrance.

He walked slowly, turning on the flashlight on his phone to light up the room.

Seen someone wriggling on the sofa when the light of Rangga flashlight hit him. He grimaced as he felt the light of the lamp dazzle his eyes.

“Sorry. That's lo Ra?” rangga immediately lowered the light of his phone.

“Ranggaa..” Amara's voice sounds more like a whine.

“Finally lo dateng also..” this time his voice was accompanied by a smile.

“Lo mabok huh?” Rangga approached Amara and looked at her from a short distance away.

That woman is a mess. He only wore oversized knit sweaters and hot pants to cover his groin.

“Gue sexy too yaaa,,” the girl chuckles to make Rangga turn off the flashlight while turning her face away.

“Gue alone Ga. Everyone is out of my life. Why are all these assholes? They think I'm what? Nothing to them.” Amara again raved unclear. I don't know what this girl is feeling right now.

“Who are you calling? My manager?!” amara exclaimed when she saw Rangga calling someone.

“Bella can take care of lo.” firmly Rangga.

“NGGAK!!” amara protest.

“Lo can't contact him.” At the seizure of Rangga's cell phone which he was using to call.

“Why Bella again Bella again.. My boss heard that name.” grumbled Amara while turning off Rangga's phone completely.

“Ra, lo what the hell?!” rangga protest while seizing his phone.

But quickly Amara moved and approached Rangga. In the darkness Amara kissed Rangga's lips greedily. After being satisfied to kiss Rangga, he put his hand on Rangga's neck.

“Gue is better than Bella?” whispering seduces.

Rangga tried to release Bella from her body, but the woman quickly held Rangga's hand while pulling one. The rubbing of Rangga's hand to his chest, so that Rangga can feel the curves of Amara's beautiful body.

“Lo need not worry, Bella will not know what we do behind her. We can do what you can't do with Bella and of course, just as I can be yourself. You will feel better.” Bella's voice sounded increasingly seductive accompanied by her roaring breath.

Her beautiful hands, rubbing Rangga's stomach erotically, then went down and the girl only smiled when Rangga did not refuse her body she touched.

“Please me Ra!” Rangga shook Amara's hand and immediately moved away. He was looking for a light switch and was lucky to find it.

Can be seen Amara who smiles at her place while twitching her fingers sexy.

“Gue Bella's boyfriend!! And lo, temen Bella. I shouldn't have done this the same to me.” Firm Rangga.

Amara did not respond. He tidied up his messy hair, lowered his knit sweater to the limit of the chest, making Rangga forced to close his eyes.

“What did you get from dating Bella for 6 years? Of happiness? Bullshit!” said Amara with a voice made slowly at the end of his sentence. He deliberately whispered in Rangga's ear with a chuckling smile.

“Gue sure, it's not fun to be under the control of a superior woman like Bella?” the question sounds fishing.

“Lo no need to be pretentious. My feelings for Bella, that's my business. Not lo!” rangga.

“Ha ha ha...” Amara is like spelling her laugh while clapping.

“Thank God Bella. In cintain segitnya same lo. But, seriously I nanya, you see what in the future lo same Bella, hemh?”

“Lo became the vocalist of a famous band and Bella became a career woman. You have a lot of kids, you love Bella's family and your family and you live happily ever after, right? Hahahaha..”.

“Lo begok, Ga." He pointed at Rangga temple with his pointy index finger.

"Lo to eat the same story Bella.Lo entered in the script that he made if each story will always be happy ending…"

"Did you forget, until now you don't get the blessing of Bella's parents and brother? Hey, wake up darling.Lo is nothing in Bella's life…. It's hard to walk with him. Happy ending is only for Bella, make lo?” Amara chuckled as she patted Rangga's cheek with anxiety.

Rangga was only fixated, he tried to digest Amara's words. Some of Amara's words are true that he will always be in the shadow of Bella, unable to stand in line.

“What does your talk actually mean? Do you want me to doubt Bella?” only that question was finally raised by Rangga.

Amara gave a small smile, in her eyes Rangga with clingy.

“Lo tau Ga, since a long time ago, I love lo. I always try to look the most beautiful in front of you but you never realize. While standing in front of Bella, your eyes twinkle beautifully, as if your world is just Bella.

"Lo Sampe did not realize that there was something more sparkling than Bella, that is me. Gemes I..” on the rubbing cheek Rangga softly then Amara kisses anxious.

“But don't call me Amara if you can't make you fall in love with me.” At Rangga's collar, then he pulled making the distance of his second nose only a fraction of an inch. Rangga could feel the warm roaring breath of Amara on his face.

“Gue can't!” reject Rangga.

“Lo delay Ra. Lo mabok!” he slightly pushed Amara's body away from him.

“Rangga! Wait!” he grabbed back Rangga's hand for him to hold tightly. The man had intended to leave.

“Gue please don't go Ga, I love you equally. It's all I hope to fill my life.” Said Amara with great sincerity.

“Since long ago, since you liked nitip letters to Bella, I've liked the same lo. I love every candy you give Bella and I can taste it a little. I love every poem you write to Bella and I can keep it in them. I love it every time you take Bella's way and I'm the third person to keep you in the back. I,”

“Enough Ra! You have Niko! What about my ngarepin?!” sela Rangga who did not think.

“Because Niko is just my escape!!! Niko's just my way to get to deket lo. Please Ga, I love the same lo.” explained Amara confidently.

“Lo crazy, I can't.” Reject Rangga.

“Ga, please..” finally Amara bent her knees in front of Rangga, making the man unexpected.

“Ra, lo what the hell?!” Rangga tried to wake Amara but Amara did not budge.

“Gue ready to be your affair. I promise I won't bother you with Bella. I will keep the attitude so that we do not want to. But please, don't stay me Ga. I need lo...” Amara sobbing in front of Rangga.

And to this day, it is clear what decision Rangga took at that time.

“Heeyy, why daydream?” amara's voice was heard in the real world.

The girl sat beside Rangga and leaned her head against Rangga's shoulder.

“Ra,” call Rangga in doubt.

“Hem, By the way.” the girl smiled sweetly.

“What pain does Bella really love you?” ask Rangga suddenly.

Suddenly Amara stopped her smile. He straightened his body and looked at Rangga. Like not expecting that Rangga would ask this.

“Many.. Too manyakkk, until I don't know which part hurts the most.” Lirih Amara's. He looked back at Rangga who was looking at him closely. It was obvious that his eyes twinkled which held a lot of anger.

“You don't need to know, you just have to know now we can be happy together. Yeah, just the two of us.” Lirih Amara while again placing her head on Rangga's shoulders and arms that encircle Rangga's body, hugging him.

Rangga was just speechless, he really could not digest the contents of Amara's thoughts.

Is it really the decision he has made now?

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