
Devan was still silent at his desk, looking at Bella who was in front of his room and still rewinding the teaser that he said he had not been able to feel. He also re-marked a new script part that he will try to estimate which parts will be interesting to make a teaser. It might be from a part whose scene has not been taken.
In front of Devan, there were still two cups of coffee that he had yet to drink a single sip. His mind was still wondering what Bella was talking about with Rangga earlier. He still did not expect that Rangga would approach Bella and invite her to speak at Bella's favorite place. And Bella's expression that was too calm turned out to be more disturbing his mind.
No, more than that He was still thinking, should he guess at this time what Bella was talking about with Rangga? Do you have the right to know?
“Tok tok.” The knock on the door was clear but unable to stop Devan's thoughts about Bella.
A man now sat in front of Devan and sipped the caffeinated drink.
“Udah adem.” Indra said that made Devan stunned.
He immediately straightened his body, clearly visible efforts to shift the focus of his mind from Bella.
"Why lo?" He asked, when he saw Devan's shock.
He turned his head for a moment Bella who was behind him and looked engrossed in work. His lips smiled slightly, then looked at Devan.
“Why?” Devan asked again.
Indra smiled again but his gaze did not move from Devan.in the sip back coffee in a different glass and side by side, it was equally cold.
Devan did not answer, he just shook his head. He pretended not to look at Bella.
“Women who have that trauma, it will be more difficult to approach. He may look open but never think that you can easily get into his heart.” Said Indra who kept looking at Devan.
“What do you mean?” Devan turned his eyes away from Indra.
He picked up the script, he hurriedly opened it for him to read. But Indra immediately seized it from Devan's presence, turning it back and reopening it.
“Lo need more focus to show all attention lo same him.” Indra tapped the script in front of Devan who was opened upside down by Devan.
He smiled at Devan's troubled feelings he was trying to hide.
“Akh shit!” Devan grunted in annoyance. He pulled his hair and raised his head like he was trying to change the focus of his mind. Matanua blinked at the ceiling of the room but Bella's face was still visible there.
“Lo have said that you like him?” Indra again asked.
Devan stared back at Indra.
“Not everything I have to say.” His word. It seemed like he could no longer hide his gala feelings from Indra.
“No! you should just say. Bella probably considers all your attitudes as normal because she does not think about your feelings. You have to talk, so he knows. Don't let the old man go back and win back his position.” Indra firmly with confidence.
He had time to cross paths with Rangga who was going to meet Bella.
Devan did not chim in but from the look of his eyes it was clear that he needed help.
“Hahahaha.. Admit in front of me if you like Bella. I just helped you.” Indra even more excited to tease the chairman of his department.
Devan wastes his rough breath. He put his hands together and stuck each other out. Then looked at Indra sharply.
“Gue likes Bella.” He said firmly.
“Anjirrr... I got goosebumps.” Indra pulled her body away from Devan while rubbing her arm as the fine fur in her hand bristled.
“Lo don't bother me. I need a lot of courage just to say that.” Devan becomes upset at Indra's behavior.
He leaned back on the back of the chair and looked back at Bella from a distance.
So he thought whether his attention to Bella had been considered normal by Bella?
“Yes, I helped you! That's how you kelen! Especially if you have to update the fans bella.” Indra slammed into Devan's desk.
“Where?” Devan was more interested in asking directly. He's resigned. It feels like he almost got mental hearing Indra's words earlier. Saying that the old man might be the winner.
“Sini, I'll tell you!” Indra invites Devan to come closer and subdues his body.
Slowly he whispered his plan to Devan and the resigned man just nodded.
Iiihhh, what the hell is Indra whispering?
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The trip home this time was quiet even though in the car there were two people sitting side by side. They sit together in the same direction but not necessarily in the same mind.
Devan focuses on the streets even though in his mind he still thinks of a curiosity that does not go away. Every now and then he turns to Bella who is also focused on the road but not about what color the car that stops in front of them or what lights are now on.
He was alone and deep enough.
Bella breathed deeply. After repeatedly reading the part script that made the teaser and play the video dozens of times, Bella realizes one thing that is left over from losing someone we love is losing her own self who is leaving.
He lost his ardent feeling when he imagined he got the gaze of the person we love. He lost his sadness when he saw our loved ones slump. He also lost his sense of longing when he was away from the people he loved. All of this was clearly shown in the teaser.
He realized right, that the lost feeling that made him not feel anything from the teaser that he repeatedly watched.
Last afternoon, he asked Inka, “Ka, according to lo, what is less than this teaser? Is Michael's acting the same Minara is indeed lacking?”
That's what Bella asked the Inca.
And Inka replied, “According to me, this is the most in-depth scene they appear in. I get the feeling they are trying to convey. Don't you really know anything about Bell? Seriously?” The Inca looked at him questioningly.
Bella could not answer. As of this moment, he could only grip the cloth of the jacket that covered his left chest. He really felt nothing. But he did not see the two players as Rangga and Amara. Did he really lose all his feelings or maybe his heart went numb? So, does this feel numb?
“We eat first.” Devan's words suddenly awakened Bella from her mind.
The bass makes Bella remember the next Inca question.
“Lo realized not, if Devan is very sweet with lo?” Ask full of questions.
“Iya I know.” Bella said with certainty.
“Keep the same feeling he how?” Again, the Inca voice asked.
Wait, what does the Inca mean, can he feel the intent of all Devan's attention?
“Need me to help?” Devan asked when he saw Bella was silent.
“Ngak Ka, I don't know anything.” Inner Bella, answered the Inca question in her mind.
Devan's warm gaze didn't even mean anything to her.
“Gue can be alone.” Sahut Bella later.
He released a seatbelt that coiled around his body. Then he opened the door himself and came down and then the door was firmly closed.
Devan, who was still in the car, could only look at Bella who entered the soto stall first. The girl waved her hand to take Devan down. Only then did Devan move on with his uncertain feelings.
“Download all your best efforts for him. Regardless of how later he replies the same lo, it is not your business. Inget he has the right to choose to reciprocate or reject your feelings. It is beyond your power. What you have power to do is, do everything sincerely. Because sincere things will be able to penetrate anything including the human heart.” Indra's speech reverberated in Devan's ear cavity.
He also came down. Right, that all he could do now was show all his efforts sincerely.
“Where are you sitting next?” Devan asked who was next to Bella.
“Decet window time yes.” Choose Bella.
“Okey.” They walked together to the table by the window.
“Lo want chicken soto what is cow soto?”
“Soto chicken only.”
“Okey, you wait here.”
Devan went to order two servings of soto while Bella was still silent in her place and looked out the window. Insects flying around the lamp like describing the contents of his head that do not know where the end of his mind.
Bella feels that at this time she cannot stop thinking, especially about her feelings that she does not understand.
“Then what do I feel now, happy, sad, upset, angry or what?” Bella asks herself but has not been answered.
Devan walked back to his desk slowly. He deliberately slowed his pace to give Bella time.
Unfortunately, the distance between the seat and the seat is not as far as Bella needs.
Bella looks back when she sees Devan back. The man smiled and Bella kept putting on her expressionless face water.
“Gue to toilet first.” Pamphitt. He put the sling bag on the chair and his cell phone on the table. Very quickly he walked.
Not long ago Bella disappeared behind the bathroom door, suddenly Bella's phone lit up. A name was then heard.
“Rangga Price.” The name was heard in the aftermath with the ringing of Bella's phone.
Devan looked at him in shock. How dare this guy call Bella outside of work hours. Wait, Bella didn't block the number?
Devan's breath was like being restrained when he imagined if not this time they just told each other? Aaargghh his mind went awry. He guessed why Rangga contacted Bella this late?
The drying of Bella's phone stopped, making Devan exhale his breath in relief. After he picks up his cell phone, he is suddenly curious about the name Bella used to name her contact.
He decided to call Bella's number. He anxiously waited for the name of what appeared on his phone screen.
“Devan. Devan.” That voice was heard followed by the ringtone of Bella's phone.
Suddenly Devan smiled. After the ringing of the phone was over, he closed Bella's phone screen with a menu book.
There was a different feeling after he noticed the difference in his contact with Rangga's contact on Bella's phone. Rangga was named with his full name and business profile, so no profile photo appeared. While his contact is named after the name he usually calls as a personal contact so that his profile photo is clearly visible. Bella even entered her number into a quick call number to 4.
There is no difference in contact with him and Rangga?
Again Devan smiled ashamed of himself with what he saw. His position with Rangga turned out to be much different. Bella even gave implied marking without the need to make Devan anxious.
But wait, who's the contact number that's on the quick call one through three?
Devan is seriously thinking?
“Why lo?” Ask Bella who's back.
“Hah?” Devan just gawked, looking at Bella who was sitting in front of him.
Bella took her phone and checked it. His forehead was slightly wrinkled as he looked at the display on his phone screen.
"Why? Why is his face so serious? Is it because Rangga called her?" Devan asked himself.
“Ngapain lo call me?” Bella's question made Devan able to sigh in relief. Apparently Bella was surprised not because Rangga contacted her.
“Em,, no earlier.” Devan nodded and scratched his own head. Confused what to answer.
“Aaan?” Seeing the Devan that turned Bella so upset herself.
“So I want it, you want to drink what?” Fortunately his brain was smart enough to make excuses.
“Emang lo did not see me earlier did not bring hp?” Bella was nagging.
“Hehehe... No..” Legally. He turned his face to sigh a little relief, as Bella believed.
“Sometimes you like unclear anyway Van.” Cetus Bella with a smile.
Hey, why is it so sweet? The girl even propped up her chin with her hands and looked at Devan. Look at his slightly red face.
“My favorite drink is still the same. Tomato juice. So you don't need it anymore.” Bella's voice sounded low. Either because of tiredness or because of something else.
“Hem, Okay. Later the servant here we pesen drink.” Sahut Devan who still feels his heart beating is not careless.
“Cik!! I think I want to retire now.” Again Bella smiled amusedly at Devan's words.
“Haha.. Ha ha ha...” Devan so laugh chimed in Bella. It is shame to remember his own behavior.
"Bell, this time don't realize if I'm wrong." Whisper Devan's heart.
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