Bella's Script
A father's visit

The crying sound of a baby was clearly heard in a treatment room. His loud voice made a boisterous whole room inhabited by four babies in each incubator. One crying and the other baby crying.

“Hey, baby... It’s okay... It's mamih.” Amara's voice was heard softly while rubbing her baby's chest with a pointer. So soft.

“Sstttt... You are not alone, son... Relax yaaa..” He tried again to calm down.

A nurse behind him smiled at the interaction between the mother and baby.

“The baby is getting active mom. Drink more and more milk.” Said the nurse who cleaned the baby's feet affected by his own urine.

“When can I breastfeed him directly sus? Let not be in the pump continue.” Amara was so intensely watching her baby, asking her to smile as the pair of clear eyes stared at her.

“This morning the doctor will visit. Later it must be seen first the suction reflex is good or not. The plan, the doctor will also remove his oxygen hose because his lungs have developed perfectly.”

“Can I bring him home immediately?”

“Can be bu. After everything improved, I could immediately bring her home. After all, the baby's weight has gone up. Even tends to leaps and bounds.”

“Thank God... Good Job mamih's. You're great nak.” Amara smiled at her baby. His index finger was so tightly held by that tiny hand.

Without them knowing, outside the window was a European man looking at Amara and her baby. Only the nurse noticed it and nodded politely at Keith.

“Do you know someone out there?” Ask the nurse to Amara.

Amara's attention was turned to the figure of Keith who was looking at him from behind a glass window. Her lips, which were smiling, now stopped.

“No. Please close the curtains sus.” Pinta Amara firmly.

“Good.”

The nurse immediately moved to close the curtain after previously nodding respectfully at Keith.

And Amara, seeing Keith come to the hospital, somehow her feelings became erratic. It is possible that the man came to plead for him to drop his charges against Nadine. Shitty right?

“Do not let others in and visit my child yes sus.” The message was to the nurse next to him.

“Good bu.” Ideally obeyed.

Amara was again stunned, even though he had forbidden others to come, the anxiety was still in his heart. She was afraid that someone else would be bad to her and her baby.

“Sus, can you not if the baby is treated in my room too? I want to accompany him.” Amara Pinta.

“I consult first yes ma'am. Mother please return first to the room, later I meet mother.”

“Good, thank you.”

With a tricked step Amara returned to her room. He is no longer using a wheelchair because he wants to be able to walk alone and do his activities normally. But on the other hand he had to endure the pain when the scar still felt throbbing pain when he moved a lot.

“Amara!” Call Keith from behind.

Dubs!

Amara's heart was like being hit by a loud punch when she heard the sound. He chose not to look back, let alone stop. He pretended not to hear Keith's call.

“Amara!” Keith immediately approached Amara, blocking his steps in front of Amara.

“I can hear you but I don't care about you.” Timpal Amara is cynical.

“What do you want? Asking forgiveness for Nadine?” Next, don't like it.

“No Amara. Listen to me. I didn't come for Nadine. It’s for us. You and me, and our baby of course.” Keith quickly.

After seeing the figure of the baby, he was increasingly convinced that the baby boy Amara was born was his son.

Amara smiled faintly at Keith's words. He chuckles and laughs until his eyes water.

“Ahahahaha.... You said, us? It's mean you and me Keith?” Amara asked again without stopping her laughter. He faded the pain in his stomach in front of Keith. In front of this man he must look strong so that Keith is not arbitrary.

*“Yes*, Amara. I do it for us.” Keith with great determination.

“Oh, really? It's so sweet Keith Amara's eyes were round looking at Keith with haru. His lips smiled widely.

“But, don't you remember what you said before, Keith?” Amara pointed at Keith's head with her pointy index finger. His lips smiled sinisterly while his eyes turned tapered at Keith.

“If you don’t remember, let me remember you"

"Ehm!” Amara cleared her body.

“Amara, it’s not mine. It’s yours. I have nothing to do with that baby!” Amara spoke decisively, using Keith's accent and expression. It was painful to remember until he shed tears at the end of his sentence.

“Do you remember now, Keith? Hem?” This time Amara looked at Keith with anger.

Just look at his barking eyes wanting to spit out all his anger but he was forced to endure. His body was not that strong to spill all his emotions.

“Amara, please..” Keith was at Amara's feet. He held Amara's hand tightly.

*“Let to fix everything,*Ara.  I promise to do better than before. Please forgive me. I’m really sorry, Ara.” Keith was covered with tears. I pleaded with Amara.

A drop of tears melted on Amara's cheek. He turned his face away from Keith. Keith's apology felt like a stupid game this man was playing to regain his sympathy. The man just wants to make up for his guilt, not show his love.But unfortunately Keith's guilt, currently means nothing to Amara.

*“You must know* Keith, I've been through my most difficult time without you. I once struggled between life and death, without you. Nothing is more difficult than that. And I can get through it, by my self. So what are we for? Hem?” Amara lowered her voice.

Keith was silent.

What Amara said is true. He was not there when Amara needed him so much. He was unaccompanied at a time when Amara was struggling between life and death. All his greatest difficulties Amara had passed alone. And Amara was right, so why are they together?

Slowly Keith let go of his hand. His lunglai hand just fell over both of his groin.

*“You can't answer it,* Keith. So, just let me go..” Tandas Amara with a deep sense of disappointment.

Isn't it true that Keith only came to atone for his sins?

Keith no longer answered. He just bowed lethargic in front of Amara. While Amara, chose to waltz away leaving the man. He rubbed his tears violently. For him he does not have to cry for a man who only makes it a choice without the feeling of love completely.

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