I'm Just a Figurant
Ch 18 - I Hate You!!

I opened my eyes in surprise. Alex seems to be crazy. How could he possibly utter such words?!

"Haha... Shocked yes. I'm kidding. Take it easy, I can't possibly date my own friends." Alex patted my shoulder gently.

I'm still silent. Waiting for him to tell her a story and open his voice. Actually my mouth is already itching, want to ask what is the reason he broke up with Diana? But I'm holding him back.

Alex seemed to have decided not to tell her about Diana. He wondered something else. How is my new class? Can I adapt? And talk about the development of the Fian and Alkhans.

"When we go for another walk."

"Yes." Yeah."

"If I'm not busy."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Find me a new boyfriend."

"Yes." Yeah." I looked up, realizing my mouth was wrong. "Eh, I mean not..."

"Hahaha, you promised to find me a girlfriend. Just keep your promise Khans."

"But I have no acquaintances..." I squeaked weakly. Suppose my physical appearance is half Diana's, maybe I've offered to be Alex's girlfriend. But since I'm self-conscious, I can only be silent.

"Handering. Keep studying hard. If there is difficulty in the lesson, do not hesitate to ask me." Alex touched my hair.

It was his attitude like this that made me sometimes misinterpret his attention. Alex may have no intention of doing anything. Whatever Alex does always makes me weak.

We talked about general topics. Alex did not offend Diana at all. When the bell rang, we split up and went into each other's classes.

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Every day I'm back waiting for Alex. But what was waiting for never came. When I started looking around for her whereabouts, I subconsciously saw her with another woman.

They look very familiar. Even the woman hooked her hand on Alex's arm. Is he Alex's new girlfriend?!

Heart melos. That easy as Alex changing girlfriends? Was her feelings for Diana not as deep as I imagined?

Yes, for a young man like Alex, there will be many women waiting in line for him. From all sides he is perfect. So it's no wonder that she quickly gets a boyfriend with just one blink of an eye. Of course the woman he chose was up to his standards. At least beautiful and fashionable, who can physically compensate for it.

I can only breathe heavily. The dilemma of liking the most popular men in school is indeed like this. Must be ready heartache to see him change partners in plain sight.

That day I felt so bored and lonely. When the break came, I went out of class and decided to just take a walk. Though my heart aches, but I still wish I could see Alex's face. Stupid, but what else. My feelings cannot be denied.

I went to Alex's class and to the cafeteria. Wish I could meet him. But I don't see Alex there. Finally I went to my favorite place, which is the back of the school building. In that place I was free to express without fear of being known by my other friends.

I arrived at my hiding place, but I saw someone else there. Two people of different sexes are engrossed in love. Kissing very hot. The man clasped the woman's body while his hands ran the woman's body with lust while the woman put her hands on the man's neck. Their bodies clung very tightly, as if inseparable. They really enjoyed that hot kiss.

Seeing something like that makes my eyes hot. I quickly turned around and walked away. Damn I didn't notice my step and kicked the little tin can that was there.

CLAANGG

My body was momentarily stiff, yet I hurriedly controlled myself and stepped away.

"Khanza..." A familiar voice stopped my steps. I turned around to make sure that the owner of the voice was someone I knew.

I saw Alex and Briana there. They've let each other out hugs. Liptint Briana looks straw, while Alex's lips look reddish pink because of the liptint marks.

"Khanza!" I felt like my arm was being grabbed and pulled to get closer, making me have to go back to face him.

I'm down. I don't want to see Alex. I hate to see Alex with red lips because of another woman's liptint!!

"Le-let go of me." I tried to let go of the hand held by him. But Alex tightened his grip.

"Lexi..." Briana's voice called out.

"Go!" Said Alex. His voice looks cold.

"Oh!" Briana stomped her feet and left the place. We both left in silence.

"Take me off..." My great-grandson is weak. It still clearly reflected in my eyes how they kissed. It doesn't look like a typical teenage kiss. Alex's kiss this time was very different from when she kissed Diana. Alex seems to be a different person. Like a grown man filled with lust. I'm scared of Alex now.

"Khanza... You're shocked, yeah..." Alex pulled my hand until my body hit her. He hugged me and held my head up to his chest. "Forget what you see. Ssh... Forget that..." Maybe I am too stupid, without my tears. I was crying in front of him.

"Huu... Huu... Hicks..." I was the stupid one crying. I hate Alex. I hate Alex. I hate Alex. I put those words in my head.

I beat Alex in the chest and said those words in my heart. Stupid alex! Stupid alex! Stupid alex! I hate!!

"Shhh... Sorry yeah... Don't cry anymore. Excuse me... Excuse me... Shhh..." Alex kept hugging me.

The break bell ended, but Alex still did not let go of his embrace. I shuffled away, but she kept hugging me.

You stupid man! Just now this body, this hand, these lips touched another woman! But right now her body is hugging me! And I foolishly did not reject it!! Who is really stupid here?!

I don't know how long I've been crying. When my tears calmed down, Alex sat me on the grass. He sat next to me breathing. Then he took out a cigarette and lit it up.

"I'm sorry..." Say it while exhaling cigarette smoke. I don't want to answer. I hate it, I hate Alex!

"I've tainted your eyes." Alex looked at me and ruffled my hair. I clasped his hand in annoyance.

"Woo... Woo... Yes upset. Sorry little Adek, Brother has shown a spectacle that you should not see. Sorry yeah..." He ruffled my hair again, again I brushed it off hard.

"Hehe, little boy if angry funny too yeah." Alex mentowel-towel my arm, I threw his hand in a fit of anxiety. I hate!!

Alex sat back against the wall. He took a deep breath. He smoked his cigarette deeply and exhaled into the air. His eyes looked bright. There is sadness in it.

"Why?" I asked unconsciously.

"Huh?" Alex looked at me.

"Why do that?"

"It's like that? Meaning kiss? Yeah, 'cause I like it, hehe. Want to try kissing me?" Suddenly Alex grabbed my body and brought her face closer. He looked me in the eye deeply. My mind seemed to be hypnotized by those eyes. I'm speechless. Little by little Alex's face approached. I almost got lulled. But a moment later I saw her pink lips, Briana's liptint! My anger came back.

With all my might I pushed Alex's body hard. Makes the man fall.

"I hate!! I hate you like this!!" I shouted out loud. I stood up and ran to my class. Tears of annoyance wet my cheeks.

"Alex stupid!! Stupid alex!! Stupid alex!! I hate you!!" I shouted in annoyance.

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