
"Truly cranky huh? I said nothing earlier." Alex's hand is still wrapped around my body. "Don't sulk, dear. Husband back home to be dicuekin?"
I continued my cooking until it was over. After that I put the side dish on the plate and took it to the dinner table. Alex tried to take my heart by helping me prepare breakfast. I don't care about his existence.
I filled my plate with rice and a lot of side dishes. I have to eat a lot, so that my baby is healthy.
"I'm bribing ya." Alex sat down next to me and took my plate. He started scooping the rice and side dishes, directing the food at me. "Open your mouth, baby..."
I turned my face away. I took another plate and returned to fill it with rice and side dishes.
I have hands, I can eat by myself. I don't need your attention.
"The khansa? What the hell are you? We haven't seen each other in a long time, why has your attitude become like this?"
"You why? You're angry because of what? Because I didn't call you? I've been really busy this week. I'm sorry, don't be mad anymore..." Alex patted my thighs. I don't care about it. I keep eating voraciously. His presence does not reduce my appetite. After eating, I stood up and cleaned up the dirty dishes.
"Sir, I'm done eating. Please clean the table." I spoke to Mbak Asih who was not far from where We were sitting.
"Good Mistress."
After that I walked out of the kitchen. Alex grabbed my wrist and pulled it. Makes me back in his arms.
"Darling... I'm sorry yes. Don't shut me up." Alex took my body. But I still don't budge. "Don't be angry anymore. Your emotions can affect Alkha."
Every time I heard Alkha's name spoken from her mouth, my emotions were ignited. I am emotional because of your existence! Now I try to be patient with you for Alkha's sake.
Alex, go far away. Go back to Diana. Your absence will make my heart calmer. Let me live with Alkha happily. Don't bother us anymore. Really, I don't care about you anymore.
"Would you forgive me?" Alex holds my shoulder. His look seemed to be seductive. I looked at him with a glare.
"I'm sorry. Where are you going today? I can take you anywhere you want..."
Dddrr... Dddrr... Dddrr...
Alex's phone is vibrating. The man removed his grip on my shoulder and raised the call. I used that opportunity to walk upstairs, to my hiding place.
I don't care who Alex gets a call from. I don't want to find out. Whatever he wants, I don't want to know about his life.
I went to my room and immediately took my phone. Then I went to the bathroom and locked it from the inside.
Today is my check-up schedule. I don't want Alex to know about my condition. How do I keep checking in without Alex's knowledge?
I decided to send a message to Winda.
Me : Willa, today is my gynecological examination schedule. Can you drive me?
Sire: Sorry Mom, not that I'm not willing to drive Mom. As far as I know Mr. Yohan has come home, why did Mom not ask to take her?
Ah, as I thought, Winda can't be expected. I have to face Alex again.
Me: Yes, he has come home. I fought with him. Can you convey this to him?
Says: Well Mom, I'll tell you right away.
As soon as I finished texting Winda, I called my gynecologist. The female doctor was named Afifah, a very motherly middle-aged doctor.
"Yes Ms Khansa, how can I help you?"
"Doctor, today my schedule is checked. Most likely I will be accompanied by My husband. Can I do some requests?"
"Yes Khansa's mother, I'm listening."
"Doctor, my husband does not know the condition of my pregnancy. I don't want to add to the burden. Lately he has had a lot of thoughts. I'm afraid he's stressed. Can the doctor keep my condition a secret from my husband?"
"Mother Khansa, all your conditions should be known to your partner. So when there's nothing, your husband will be on standby..."
"Please Doctor, please keep this a secret to him. I don't want to see him stressed if I know my condition. Now my condition is fine. No amniotic fluid coming out..."
Geck... Geck... Geck...
"The khansa? You inside? Why is the door locked?" I heard Alex's voice from outside. I'm getting more nervous.
"Please, Doctor, please... Maybe soon I'll be at the Doctor's. Please, Mom... Thank you, Doctor..."
"Khanza! What are you doing inside?! Open door!" Alex's voice was heard. I quickly closed the call and opened the bathroom door.
"Ah, I almost broke down the door. Why were you in the bathroom so long? You scared me..." Alex hugged my body. Petting my hair. Maybe I used to believe that this guy was really worried about me, but not anymore.
"Said Winda today there is a check schedule huh? Why not tell me directly? How long are you going to silence me like this Khansa?"
Maybe forever. You can communicate with Vinda, but not with me. What is wrong if I do the same now? Making Sindra as our communication intermediary.
"What should I do to make you forgive me? Answer me Khansa." I remained silent. I broke out of Alex's arms. Then walk into the dressing room. I change my clothes, get ready to go do the checks. I had no choice but to go with the man.
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Along the way, Alex kept trying to get me to talk. He hugged me, kissed me, and stroked my stomach. I wish I could, I would have pushed him violently. Whenever I have such thoughts, I always think of my baby. I can't be too emotional and stressed to not affect my baby.
We finally arrived at the doctor Afifah's office. I hope that Doctor Afifah will grant my request not to tell Alex my true condition.
Doctor Afifah observed the condition of my fetal sac carefully. Check each piece carefully. A bright smile fell on his lips.
"Great conditions. Amount of amniotic fluid is good. Fetal weight and fetal body position are also good. Looks like you're going to give birth according to HPL, Ms. Khansa."
"Did Doc?"
"Yes. Keep your condition now. Don't stress or have too many thoughts. Keep your mindset and diet. Support from your partner is also very much needed." Doctor Afifah glanced at Alex who was beside me. The man was acting so considerate, always holding my hand. I kissed the back of my hand many times and stroked my hair.
"And to avoid the incident repeated again, I suggest for a while avoid first having a husband and wife relationship."
Doctor Afifah's last words were like the winds of heaven to me. I want to feel like I'm jumping around in excitement. At least for the next few months I'll be free of his touch. Hurrah!!
[You're clawed!]
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