I'm Just a Figurant
Ch 65 - I Can't Take You Off!!

"Lho, really Khansa huh?" Diana opened the car door and walked up to me.

"Could you happen to meet here, right? New feeling met last week in Malang, now even meet here." Without expecting Diana to hug me. My body is stiff, confused between having to return his embrace or not. In the end I returned it.

"What are you doing here, Sha?"

"Ehh, um..." Diana looked at me from top to bottom, and back to top again.

"You live here? In this house?" Diana pointed at the house behind me. I swear, I'm really confused as to what to answer.

"Yes Ma'am, the madam lives in this house." Suddenly Maam Asih answered that question. Makes me really dead flea. I can't dodge anymore.

"Seriously you live here Sha? It was a coincidence Sha. My house is that." Diana pointed at the house, right next to my house!! We're neighbors!! Even without any break with the other house!!

"Di... Let's hurry." Suddenly someone called out to Diana. From what I saw, it seemed like that person was the manager Diana I had seen on television.

"Sha, I still want to check up. Play home sometime. Or I'll play to your house. Just wait, Alex must be surprised to hear this news. I'm Sha first." Diana hugged me again before getting into the car and waving at me. The car drove, leaving me who was still standing dumbfounded.

I really don't know what to do. The surprise came too long. I met Diana and it was funny that she became my closest neighbor. What does all this mean?!

I'm not in the mood to wait for Alex to come. I limp back into the house and go to the 3rd floor. I lay down my body and cry.

I didn't expect it to be like this. Why would Alex make us close? Was he not afraid of being discovered? Was he intent on getting us caught? What was Alex's motive for doing all this? Alex... Why are you so fucking strong? Are you happy that we both get hurt?

I want to go home. I don't want to be here. I want to go home to Daddy. It's okay Dad's mad at me. I know Dad won't be angry for long. Dad will not bear his daughter. Appeal if I have to be here. Hurt another woman's heart. Not to mention my heart is hurting too.

I gotta get out of here. But how? Alex told everyone in the house to watch over me. I can't go anywhere. Should I and my son be hidden forever from the eyes of the world? Not having status and just being a display?

I cried again while hugging my stomach. Very sorry for the fate of my son. Many times I have apologized to him, for I have brought him into the world in this condition. I'm a really bad mother.

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I wiped my tears and started dressing up again. I have no other way out of this house than to seduce Alex. Only that man is in charge of this house.

After dressing up, I went downstairs and waited for Alex in the living room. I put on a face as sweet as possible. I hope Alex will fulfill my request.

It was past seven in the evening, but Alex never came. I ventured to send a message to Winda, asking where Alex was. According to Winda, Alex was home an hour ago. The sting of pain again pierced my heart. Maybe Alex is still next door. Visiting Diana before visiting here?

I ignored my heartache. This pain is nothing compared to the pain Diana felt when knowing our relationship.

I waited for Alex to subconsciously fall asleep. I woke up when I felt my body floating in the air. I opened my eyes and found Alex holding me.

"Awake? Cup..." A warm kiss landed on my lips. I want to avoid that kiss. I was angry with Alex. I want to scratch that guy's face. But I broke my intention. If I act like that, Alex will lock me up even more. I have to please Alex. Seduce him into letting me out of this house.

"Home home?" I let out a spoiled voice. Trying to please her heart. And evidently, the man immediately kissed me greedily. His kiss looked very lustful.

"Your voice... Just hearing your voice has made me lust baby, give me your body..."

Finished saying that, Alex went back to devouring my lips. I retaliated by not losing her aggressiveness. I hope it makes him happy and his mood is good.

We made love so terribly. I avenge everything he gave me. It made him more excited, until finally We experienced the release together.

Alex grabbed my body and gave me a kiss. I strengthened myself not to sleep. Usually at times like this men in a weak condition and easy to seduce, right?

"Thank you dear. Tumben aggressive?"

"Hu 'um. I did it for you..." My face turned red, but I endured the shame.

"That's smart, cup.. cup..." Alex dyed me. I poked my head against his chest and spoiled. Still trying to make him happy.

"Yes..."

"May I ask you something?"

"Can. Ask what? Whatever your request, I will fulfill."

"Really?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Yes..."

"Yes?"

"Bo-can I go home?"

"Home? This is your house, baby. Where else are you going to go home?"

"Father's House..." I feel Alex's body starting to tighten. His hand hugging on my body grew tighter. It seems that the man did not like my request.

"May I know why?"

"I... I'm lonely here. I want to be close to Mom and Dad. I want to give birth in my town..." Alex's hug tightened, so I felt pain in my back and shoulders. "Awww... It hurts..." I grimaced. Alex loosened his embrace, but hasn't let me off completely.

"I'll take my leave and take you there. Just three days. After that we come back here."

"I can go by myself. You don't have to drive me..."

"Khansa, don't argue with me." Alex's voice sounded cold. I became afraid. Alex took off his arms and started wearing clothes. He got off the bed.

"I'll take your food. Wait here." Alex disappeared behind the door.

I think I want to cry. I didn't manage to seduce him. What am I supposed to do now?

A few minutes later, Alex went back into the room. He carried a tray containing various kinds of food. I missed my dinner because I was waiting for him to come home.

Alex put the tray on the table. Then he picked up my clothes and approached me.

"Wear the shirt first. After that eat." Alex helped me put on clothes. Then the man fed me. I think I want to cry. My eyes started to glaze over.

If I were far away from her, I would definitely miss this attention. But if I am close to him, many hearts will be hurt.

"Are you so lonely?" Alex asked a question. This time his voice became calmer. I nodded my head.

"What if I move your ex-men here? Aren't you going to be lonely?"

"Who?"

"Eitherway. I forgot his name. I'm gonna move him here. As long as you are not lonely. Or, do I need to move Dad, Mom and Fian? I'll bring them all here. All your family gather here. You will not be lonely. How's it?"

I shake my head strongly. It's unthinkable if my family or Sizil saw my miserable life as a second wife. I don't want them to be sad and feel sorry for me. I don't want them to see my life as a second wife!!

"You know what Khansa is?! I can't let you go! Do you understand what I want?!" Alex's voice was high and full of emotion. The man looked frustrated. The surprised me unconsciously began to shed tears.

"I-i... I just met Diana..."

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