I'm Just a Figurant
Ch 83 - Let go of me

"Why, why should I install it?! Put it there yourself!!

"No look yank. Seriously, his condition is not okay. Wanna see?" Alex stood up and got ready to open his pants.

"Stop!! What do you want?"

"For you to see his condition yank. Please, put the ointment on..."

"No. Go there to the dermatologist. Or to the venereal doctor."

"You're willing to see mine with someone else? Please dong yank, put ointment yes..."

Hish, why is he like kocheng now? Where is his fierce attitude? Is this the mode to get my forgiveness?

"Please yes... Please..." Alex put on a hard look. He is really smart at seducing!!

"really bad? How bad is it?"

"Makanya, let me point it out. Want to cook the ointment, huh? Yeah, yeah, huh?"

"Pair the ointment, right? Nothing else?"

"No, dear dong. The doctor said we can't ML first for Alkha. It's not really mode." I became worried.

Alex took my hand and led me to follow her.

"I'm sorry I couldn't carry you. Conditions are not possible" he said with a concerned face. Alex's way of walking is still strange. I really want to laugh at him.

Alex told Mbak Asih to take the P3K box and bring the box to our room.

I was really still angry at the man, but seeing him like that was a pity in my mind.

Alex led me to bed. Then he lay down and opened his pants. I spontaneously turned my face away. It's really embarrassing.

"Yank, look here. Look yank, it's really red." Alex pulled my hand, looking for attention.

"Why do you want to give ointment if you don't see that? Look here dong." Alex sat back down and grabbed my chin. Makes me look at him. "Well, do you want to give ointment? Viewed dong object."

Finally I want to look at Alex's. Actually quite uncomfortable too, because this is the first time I'm staring at that thing without any feelings of lust that we usually wake up to.

Either have to laugh or be concerned to see his current condition. His skin is really flushed. This would really shake his future!! Pffftt! This is truly your karma, polygamist husband!! I laughed wickedly while being satisfied!! Ahahaha!

"Take a doctor anyway."

"No. Try the yank ointment. There are certain parts I can't see."

"Don't look at me. Close your eyes."

"Why?"

"Close it anyway. What ointment do you want?"

"Okay, okay." Alex obeys me. He closed his eyes. After making sure Alex closed his eyes, I looked back at hers.

Wow, what a pity for junior. This consequently has a heartless master, so junior is the one affected.

I took the ointment and started applying the ointment using a cotton bud on her flushed skin. At first the junior was still asleep with the santuy, but as soon as he got a touch of cotton bud and spread the cold ointment, the junior began to wake up dashingly. Stand tall like a flagpole.

"That's all right!" I who was shocked by reflex directly hit the junior with my palm.

"Acqueen!! Ouwww!! Ouchhh!! Ampuun!"

Alex complained while holding hers. "Evil you yank."

"Who's the pervert? Say it won't do anything..."

"Well, this will automatically stand if you get a touch of yank. Not what I want..."

"Oh, go on there yourself. Or if you don't go to the doctor."

"No. You really have my heart to be seen by others."

Halah, yours is also often seen Diana right. What's the difference in seeing one more doctor? Basic perverted men.

"So really don't want to continue?"

"Try here." I told Alex to come closer. The man excitedly approached me. We were sitting on the bed.

I looked at Alex's injured lips. Although I'm very upset with him, but I can't bear to see him hurt like this. I put ointment on Alex's lips that were hurt by my bite. Although this guy likes to bounce my feelings off and then throw them into the deepest abyss, but at least this guy was once very kind to me.

It's not his fault that he can't love me. It was my fault that loved her too much and was carried away by feelings, until I was finally lulled and expected my feelings to be reciprocated. Now I'm really tired. I want to stop this feeling as soon as possible.

"Later if I don't exist don't get hurt as much as this."

"What the hell is that? Weird."

"But it's okay if you want to get hurt, there will be Diana who takes care of you..."

"What the hell are you talking about Khan? Unambiguous. Here hug me." Alex grabbed my body, trying to hold me. I'm shuffling away.

"I..."

"I don't like you calling my name. I'm serious Khan."

"Al... I want to talk seriously."

"I don't like you talking like that Khansa."

"Al... How long have we known each other?"

"I don't like your tone."

"Al... Long time ago High School We were friends, well even though it had to end like that. I didn't expect our relationship to develop like this..."

"Al, you're a good man. Although there are times when you are selfish, indisputable, emotional but overall I consider you a good man..."

"I don't want to listen to your words. Stop talking Khansa!" Alex's tone of voice began to rise.

"Yohan Alexander, my best friend... Until now I still didn't expect you to be my son's father. But, I don't think our relationship could have progressed beyond this..."

"Alex, mate... Alkha's Pap... I can't live with you anymore. It's too painful... I'm not happy. So, let me go...

"I will not break your bond with Alkha. You can meet Alkha to the fullest, but I beg you to release Me from this bond. I'm really not happy..." I refrained from shedding tears. I have conveyed my feelings. There is a feeling of relief as well as heartache. But I suppressed my heartache.

I saw Alex's body shake. The man turned his face away. I can't see his expression. I prepared to accept all the rage of his anger. If we have a fight tonight, let it happen. Hopefully this fight will be the end of our relationship.

"You're really-really unhappy?" Alex's voice seemed to tremble. From his voice, he seemed to be holding a sob, but I'm sure it wasn't because of that. Alex must be holding back his anger.

"Yes, I'm not happy. Let me go yes... I promise it won't make it harder for you to meet Alkha later..."

"Truly unhappy? A second of living with me doesn't make you happy?"

"Yes." Yeah." I looked at Alex's back who was behind me. The man's body still seemed to tremble.

"Is it because of 'him'?" tanyakanya.

She's she? What Alex meant by 'she' must be Diana, right?

"Yes, mostly because of 'him'. But some of it is because of myself."

Alex did not answer again. We both fell silent. Conditions are very awkward. I convinced myself that my decision to talk about this was correct. For the sake of my heart and Alkha, I must immediately release this man.

"Khanza... Are you really unhappy living with me? Not even a minute? A second?"

"Yes, I'm never happy." Lies. There were times I was so happy when I was with him. But the pain caused by it is greater, thus removing the happiness into scattered froths.

We were in a quiet mood. I've prepared my mind to deal with the rampage of his emotions. But it didn't match my prediction. Alex was silent and behind me. I can't read what's on his mind.

Dddrr... Dddrr... Dddrr...

In that silence, Alex's phone suddenly shook. Alex saw who called him. Then he got out of bed and went away. Before he disappeared behind the door, he said.

"I'll answer your question after we meet again." Then Alex left, leaving me alone. Wondering what he meant by his words.

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