
I pushed Alex's body so hard that he staggered, almost losing his balance.
"Oh, emm... Earlier A-Alex ba-bantuin I ma-masang earrings In..." I was so stammered. I dare not look at Diana's face. I was afraid Diana caught my lie.
"Oh so. The show has started. Come in yuk." Unexpectedly Diana took my hand and led me into the hotel. I saw with the end of my eyes. Alex seemed to be trying to control himself, then he followed us.
We entered the reception hall. As I thought, the presence of Alex and Diana was in the spotlight beyond the bride herself. Many of the guests and friends who were present immediately followed Diana. While the classmates looked to be teasing Alex. I'm back to being the invisible one.
I broke away from them and started following the line to congratulate Dino and his wife.
"Congratulations Dino on her wedding. May the same." I cheered on Dino and his wife.
"Yes khansa? Where's Alex?" Dino turned her head behind me.
"Still ahead, same Diana."
"Oh... By the way thank you for coming. Hope you and your baby are healthy too. May you be happy."
"Yes, thank you Dino." I got off the leach. Brain wonders. Why did Dino not seem surprised by my pregnancy? Did Alex tell you about our wedding? Does that mean Dino knows that I'm Alex's wife?
Thinking like that makes me happy. At least not only my family knows this marriage, but there are some of our friends who also know.
"Eh that's Khansa right? The feeling of reunion yesterday she was not pregnant yet. I am not married either. Look now, his stomach is so distended. I guess it's probably been 6-7 months of pregnancy."
"Either this news is true or not yes, but I have a friend whose house is close to his. My friend said she was pregnant out of wedlock and you know what?!"
"What?! What?!"
"The person who impregnated her is married!! She's pregnant with someone's husband. Therefore he was only married in series. I heard that his family also moved because they couldn't stand the neighbor's talk. Really not expecting, right?! The face alone is pious, but the behavior is like pur*l. Is that not it??"
"Yes, horror. Be careful, actors today are horrified. The actor is no longer identical with a naughty-looking woman, but even a pretentious woman is more frightening. We need to take good care of our husband. Don't let a woman l*cur like she's approaching."
I saw three of my classmates talking about me openly. They deliberately raised their voices so that I might hear their conversation.
A liverache? Of course my heart hurts. But I won't let their words affect. I hugged my stomach. Not letting my son hear those words.
"Don't be horrified on Deck. Rather than dreading unimportant talk, let's just eat yuk." I intentionally raised my voice as well and walked through them.
It's my risk to marry a married man. Especially getting married because of pregnancy. So it's only natural to be the talk of people. I just have to be mentally strong. What I have in mind now are their words about my family. Did my family really move? Why didn't you tell me?
Fathering... Mothers... I really embarrassed you guys. Sorry yes, I'm sorry... Where're you? I miss you guys...
I don't have an appetite anymore. I went to the corner of the quiet room and looked for an empty seat. I sat there myself. No one cares about me. It was as if my presence had no effect. I regretted attending the show.
I saw Diana was still busy being surrounded by people. Many people ask for a photo or signature. There was also the one holding Diana's stomach, looking curious with Diana's pregnancy.
I looked up, but I didn't see Alex in the room. Where is that guy?
"Hey baby, are you here? I've been looking for you everywhere." Suddenly Alex emerged from the side door, close to where I was sitting.
"I'm sorry, kids all of a sudden..."
"It's okay."
"Have you congratulated Dino?"
"It."
"Eat already?" I shook my head.
"I want to go home. Can I have a taxi please? My phone's missing..."
"Later I'll drive you. Now eat first. I'll get it." Alex moved away. Not giving me a chance to refuse.
A few minutes later, the man came back with some food. From heavy food, cakes, fruit and also pudding. Alex took another chair and put the food there.
"Let's eat." Alex scoops in large numbers.
"I can eat by myself..."
"Don't argue. At home, it's usually bribed."
"Shame... Many people saw..."
I looked around. Very afraid when someone notices us. Alex said, Everyone seems busy. Especially after the bride and groom join them and sing. They are overwhelmed with euphoria. I'm glad no one saw us.
"Love a lot of meat."
"Yes. Have you had an appetite?"
"Yes." Yeah." I eat with gourmand. Alex smiled faintly.
"I want to gudeg Mas." I pointed at the food mubukan located not far from Us.
"Wait here." Alex went back to the buffet table to get me the food. Then he returned to bribe me.
As usual, I ate a three-person serving. Not to mention dessert.
I leaned against my body while stroking my full stomach. Alex seemed to laugh at my behavior.
"Happy?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Surely no one wants to eat anymore?"
"Nothing is."
"The same as you Yank. You eat a lot, but why is this all so small?" Alex touched my arms, thighs and calves.
"All my food was taken by him." I pointed at my stomach. Alex's gaze seemed warm. He stroked my stomach gently.
"Huge fast, Papa's son." He said while stroking my stomach. His look looked very dear. Seeing her like that, it felt like I would accept whatever status she gave me as long as my son got affection from her.
"Yes..."
"Hem?"
"I want to go home..."
"What's going home for? At the hotel you're alone, dear."
"I'm worried about Mom and Dad. I heard bad news..."
"Oh, I called Fian. Fian said, Father nganterin Mother returned home. There is no signal there. That's why we can't contact them. Maybe they were there long enough..."
"Why would Fian pick up your phone, but not pick up my phone? Where is the boy now?"
"He slept in his friend's room. So for a while, we'll just stay at the hotel."
"We?"
"Hem."
I don't want to think about Alex. Maybe he said that just to please my heart. I know tonight she's going to go home to her family. So there's no way I can stay with me at the hotel.
I finally went back home with three. Alex drove me to the hotel first, after which he drove Diana.
I went back to my room and broke down. A lot of things are going on in my head. The thing that relieved me the most was knowing the truth about my family. At least I know where my family's going.
The sad thing is to hear people talking about me. I know most of what they say is true. I was pregnant out of wedlock, the man who owned me also had a wife. I also married siri. All of their words were true, but why was my heart still hurting?
Will my child receive this kind of treatment? Will my son be hidden from the eyes of the world? Until when will this pass?
Unknowingly my tears came back. Thinking about my son's fate in the future. Though he already has a father now, but somehow his fate still feels sad?
Ddddrr... Ddddrr... Ddddrr...
My phone's vibrating. I saw who called. Turns out "Mas Alex" was making a video call.
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