Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
Directory Full of Memories
Staying at Tendean's Dad's house becomes a rewarding experience for Tama. One of those experiences was because this was the first time Tama saw Anaya's room. Previously, Tama never entered Anaya's room. Even when he and his family used to come to propose, Tama chose to chat with Anaya for a moment in the porch of the house. The porch of the house became a familiar room for Tama, remembered when she came with her favorite Ramen Anaya and ate it together in the porch of the house.
"Sana, you rest first, the bag is put in the room first. Citra to play with Opa," said Tendean's father.
Nodding, Anaya and Tama put the bag they were carrying in Anaya's room first. Although it has been a week not occupied, Anaya's room looks so clean and fragrant, it's all because there is ART that cleans Anaya's room every day.
"Masuk Mas .. This is my room" he said.
Tama looks inside and observes side by side inside Anaya's room. A King Size-sized bed, study desk, in-room television, and some photos on the nightstand. There is one photo that caught the attention of Anaya, namely a photo of her when she was once her boyfriend, a photo taken in a photo box inside one of the Mall in Jakarta, apparently still kept by Anaya.
"Our photo?" ask Tama.
"Hmm, yes," Anaya replied.
"You remember that time we just did what?" tanyakanya.
"Let's go for a walk in the Mall. Eat Ramen, even if you look like ogah-ogahan, and then we take this photo before going home" Anaya said.
Tama chuckles amusedly, not expecting Anaya to still remember that much detail the story behind the photobox. When you think of the past, Tama becomes amused himself. Yes, remember how he used to be so ogah-ogahan to Anaya. The relationship that lasted only a few months, then Anaya who chose to decide Tama because she felt that Anaya felt only herself who loved Tama, while Tama did not.
"Why the hell Mas, you used to be reluctant so much me? Is it weird for a woman to express her feelings first?" ask Anaya to Tama.
"Not, it's just .. that time I was heartbroken. I gave up on not falling in love again. Yes, even though I ended up falling in love again" Tama replied.
Anaya was silent, of course, if Tama fell in love again it was not on him, but on the figure of his late wife who he married later. Anaya didn't want to ask, because that must be the answer.
"Why silence? I speak in earnest. At that time, I ran into someone, I was really heartbroken. I don't believe in falling in love anymore. However, apparently I fell in love again," Tama replied.
Anaya shook her head, "Just falling in love again is not the same as me," she replied by trying to accept everything.
Tama looked at Anaya's face, not waiting for a long time, Tama also grasped Anaya's hands, "Indeed ... only, after the heaviest suffering in my life, the heart pounded many times and it was because of you," his reply.
Anaya is still silent, because Anaya also does not know what to respond to Tama's words. So, is it true that the man's heart pounded many times because of it? Is that just a joke?
"Lying" Anaya replied.
"If I lied, I wouldn't marry you and do something crazy to hold you back at the airport. I'm serious, honey. In this life, there may be people who stop by and sow love, but I hope that you will stay in my heart and life for a long time. Come with me until the end of my age, I ask you," Tama replied.
"Seriously?" ask Anaya again.
"Yes, seriously. With me until the end of my age, I pray to God that He will give us both a long life, so that we have time to crochet our love story together" he said.
"This photo is still here, was I the only man you've loved?" ask Tama.
Actually, no need to ask anymore. Because, in fact, Tama is the only man Anaya loves. Never had Anaya been interested in another man, other than Tama.
"Yes, it is you" Anaya replied.
Then Anaya pulled the drawer that was on the nightstand located beside her bed. There, Anaya picks up her old phone, and turns it on. Anaya shows off their old photos and the photos she took candidly to photograph Tama.
"Your photos. It's so fun to be a secret fan. Although at that time I was sure you were so half-hearted to me," Anaya replied again.
Tama really didn't think that Anaya had their pictures. Even photos of her who was seriously working were not spared from the snapshot of Anaya's mobile phone.
"You secretly stole my picture? You look just like paparazzi" he replied.
"I'm sorry, that's the way I liked you. Obsession is possible," Anaya replies. "It's just that it's not an obsession anymore, my feelings are sincere" Anaya continued.
"Yes I believe, what else is there besides this photo?" ask Tama.
Anaya then invites Tama closer to her study desk there, then gives a book to Tama, "Still remember this book?" ask Anaya.
Who does it seem to think whose book it is? Until the man muttered, "Pragmatic Programmer .. why does it feel familiar?"
Anaya smiled, "This is your book that you lent me. Said I had a lot to learn computer programming and software engineering. Just that time, you just told me to read this book," Anaya told me again.
Ah, then Tama remembered with Anaya's story. Really, Tama really did not think that in Anaya's room still stored some things about him. It is seen that Anaya has a loyal memory and always remembers those memories.
"Gosh, you still keep it. Though it has been a few years. Only, until the next few years this book will be very relevant. You can read it over and over again, a programmer must indeed dare to practice and prepare himself with changes," replied Tama.
"Yes .. because of that, I think of school again to deepen IT science. However, these few months the dream shifted and I wanted to learn about children. Yes, hopefully it will go well" Anaya replied.
"Reach your dreams, dear. I'm not gonna get in the way. It's just that if you can study in Jakarta, Citra business let me handle. I'm Papa who can do everything, even since the baby I've nurtured Citra with my own hands, so you don't have to worry" Tama replied.
"Yes Mas .. thanks for the support" Anaya replied.
Now Tama immediately embraced his wife by holding her Pragmatics Programmer book, "I don't think I found many memories of our relationship. Thank you for keeping all these memories," Tama replied.
"Sama-sama Mas .. I have my own directory (folder/storage box) to continue to remember the story between us" said Anaya.
Memories whether sweet or bitter will always be stored in a storage box. There are times when the memory of the memories is open and Anaya is so happy to keep beautiful things with Tama in her directory.