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Ramen and Chat
"You sit outside first, Tam .. I moved the ramen into the bowl. Wait well," replied Anaya who asked for the white plastic bag from Tama.
Tama also just nodded her head, while handing the plastic bag to Anaya. After that, Tama calmly chose to sit on a wooden chair that was in front of Anaya's house. The man chose silence and told Mama Rina first that she would be home late. However, Tama also spoke honestly to Mama Rina that she wanted to invite Anaya to eat first.
Approximately five minutes, Anaya out of the house with a tray on top of which there is Ramen and also orange water that he made himself.
"This is the ramen" said Anaya.
"It's still warm, huh?" ask Tama while watching the steam that is still steaming from the ramen bowl.
"Yes, it's still hot" Anaya replied.
"Where do you want, Ay? Choose and take it first .. lady first," said Tama.
"You are the one who chooses, Tama .. you are the one who buys it" Anaya replied.
However, Tama still has her decision. She waited until Anaya chose her ramen. That's because Tama bought Ramen with two different flavors, and this time Tama did not mind if Anaya who chose first.
"Select, Ay ...."
Hearing Tama's words, Anaya finally took one bowl from the two bowls in front of her. "I chose this one yes, Tam ... which is spicy," he replied.
"Yes .. just choose. If less, I'll buy it again" said Tama.
Anaya chose Ramen which is spicy because it can drive away the bad taste and sadness in his heart. While Ramen is not spicy, it is definitely for Tama. Because, whatever Anaya's choice, Tama also does not mind it.
"Take Ay .. might still be hot. Ramen is delicious to eat when it is hot-hot," said Tama who while taking her Ramen bowl which began to use chopsticks to take noodles.
"Yes ... This is really so. I used to, if I was sad and dizzy with a lot of problems, I always ate ramen that is spicy like gini," I Anaya. "If you're your favorite food what's Tam?" anaya asked suddenly.
It feels funny, if Tama has known for a long time even if Anaya really likes Ramen which is one of the typical Japanese food. Yes, what Anaya likes is Japanese Ramen, not Korean Ramyeon who usually has a spicy taste.
"I like goat satay anyway...just I haven't eaten goat satay for a long time," replied Tama.
"Well, same as Dad ... Dad also likes processed goat like Goat Sate and Buntel Sate. Just because of the age factor, Daddy has also reduced a lot of processed goats," Anaya replied.
Tama smiled a little as Anaya told her. "Yes, if you are old, you must take care of food more so that it can be healthy and live longer. Because, it does not deny that we can be healthy and live long one of them is because of food," said Tama.
That's why Anaya is more chatty to his father because it's only his father that he has. Anaya also wants her father to be healthy and be able to accompany her. After all, taking care of food also does not hurt.
"True Ay .. if you can since young gini should have been taking care of food," replied Tama.
Hearing what Tama said, Anaya laughed. "That's so true .. it should be. I am still young, even waiting to be felled by talak. It's really ironic, yeah" Anaya replied.
"While I was young, I was already a widower .. Where ever I thought I would be a widower at this young age," Tama replied.
Yeah, how someone's fate line never knew. Same with Tama who never thought that he would become a widower at the age of 28 years, too young. Maybe another man just decided to get married at this age, stringing love and love with his beloved wife. However, Tama has been widowed.
"What happens in the future we never know, Tam .. we are only His creation and just living" Anaya replied.
Tama nodded her head, and looked back at Tama, "Right .. what happened in the future we never know. Just as we once met, and then can now meet again and it is like sharing a role to nurture Citra. Isn't that all funny?"
"Hmm, yes .. funny. Remembering we were dating, and I shot you" Anaya replied.
The woman laughed too. There were times when Anaya laughed at her own folly in the past. He who felt so fond of Tama in the past, with a careless impression just expressed his feelings. Truly, Anaya seemed to laugh at his stupid and careless attitude in the past.
Tama only smiled and occasionally glanced at Anaya who was sitting not far from her, just the distance with the round table that was between them.
"Oh, for your future, you want to get married again? tanya Tama later.
He was talking and talking about a lot of things. This time, Tama asked Anaya. Tama only wants what Anaya wants to plan in the future.
"Married again is still a long way in my life, Tama .. moreover Reyhan also has not dropped a talak on me. There is still a lot of trauma going through my marriage, pregnancy, and childbirth" Anaya replied honestly.
Now Anaya was stirring Ramen sauce in her bowl, staring at the red noodles and broth. "Dad actually wanted me to move on. It's just that it's not that easy to heal a wound. I still have a lot to finish. There's still a lot I have to deal with with my own mentality and emotions" Anaya replied honestly.
For those who have failed and want to live something the same even at different times it feels heavy. There's still a lot to be done for now. Anaya also feels that her relationship with Reyhan should really end first. In addition, Anaya also felt that I had a trauma to get pregnant and give birth. Being pregnant alone, giving birth alone, and there is also a sense of loss. Makes Anaya seem unable to start a marriage again.
"True Ay .. for those of us who have failed and lost, there is a wound of its own in the heart that must be healed. It's not easy to start something new" Tama replied.
This is what Tama felt. There are wounds and possibly trauma still left in the heart. It is not easy to start something new. There are wounds, there is trauma, but at least there is love that may wash away all the remaining wounds and traumas.