Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
The Sound of a Watered Heart
After enjoying breakfast, Tama apparently took the time to hold Citra for a while before leaving for work. The man appears to have entered Citra's room, having previously knocked on the door first because Tama knew that inside her nursery there was Anaya there.
“Excuse me... Aya, can I come in?” tanya Tama from outside the Citra room.
That thing, Tama said it first because he did not want to carelessly enter and also saw Anaya who was giving breast milk to her baby. Therefore, it is better to knock on the door first. After all, Tama is not a perverted man who wants to see a woman who is not her mahram is giving breast milk to her child.
“In the meantime Tam, I'm still giving ASI. Five more minutes,” shouted Anaya from inside the room.
Tama sighed and then chose to go inside her room first. Waiting first, it is better to stay away from Citra's room, and Tama chooses to go inside her own room. Five minutes passed, apparently Anaya heard knocking on the door of Tama's room.
“Tama, this if you want to hijak Citra,” he said by knocking on the door.
“Ya, briefly,” reply Tama by walking out of her room, and then she smiles to see Citra who is already calm and of course also full because it has gotten ASI.
“Gendong Papa briefly yuk Citra ... before Papa leaves for office,” he said.
The man received Citra in his carrier, and then carried her with one hand. Tama brings Citra into her room, while Anaya chooses to go downstairs, meeting Mama Rina.
“Citra already drink ASI? Well-healthy well his daughter Papa .. carried first well, before Papa left for the office. In a good house well, same Grandma and Onty Aya well. Later in the afternoon if Papa comes home, Papa will hold Citra again,” he said by holding Citra, looking at the baby's face with a gentle gaze, and several times Tama looked to kiss Citra's forehead.
Apparently, Citra was talking, babbling, babbling typical baby babble, and staring at Tama with her two clear eyes.
“As long as Citra grows healthy and happy, Papa is already very grateful. After this, we go down well .. Papa will work first for the future of Citra. Let Citra can get good health services, can go to high school, and also buy toys for you. Papa very dear to you,” said Tama with a chest that feels tight.
Stiff not because he had to work hard, but crowded because he himself had to nurture Citra, giving her the growth and development of her daughter without the figure of Cellia beside her. It feels so bitter, but for Citra, Tama will try to get up. Even if his legs feel shaking, Tama will strengthen both legs to stand and also to step.
After almost ten minutes carrying Citra, Tama now came down from her room, about to hand Citra to Mama Rina or Anaya, because she had to leave for the office immediately. Apparently there was Anaya and Mama Rina who were chatting in the kitchen.
“Mama, I want to go to the office first, Ma,” said Tama to Mama.
At that time, Mama Rina was slicing red onions, garlic, and some chili. So it is impossible to accept Citra with dirty hands and may be spicy because after holding all that. Therefore, Anaya who took the initiative to carry Citra.
“Let Anaya alone, Aunt,” reply Anaya.
The woman immediately walked closer towards Tama and then received the Citra from Tama's hand. Anaya again smiled and looked at Citra who was already in her carriage.
“Ay, nitip Citra well .. thank you very much,” said Tama.
“Iya, equally,” Reply Anaya.
You look so fond of Citra, Tama ….
The affection of a Papa to his son ….
I was moved to see a scene like this ….
Citra, you are very lucky because Papa you love you very much ….
Unlike my own baby father who doesn't know where he is now ….
Welcoming the baby even burying it is not ….
Perhaps, he also did not know if the baby had been born ….
Even if you lost your Mama, but your Papa loves you very much, Citra ….
The love that my baby never got ….
Forgive us, Dik Bayi .. calm down in heaven there to be Little Angel Mother ….
Oh my God, Anaya's chest feels tight. Until his eyes glazed over to see Tama who was kissing Citra and said his words unfortunately to Citra. The voice of his heart that only he could hear and speak for himself, without anyone else ever knowing.
“Mama, I leave first yes Ma .. nitip Citra,” say Tama again to Mama. Then the man looked at Anaya who was standing before him. “I leave first yes Ay .. nitip Citra well, hopefully he is not fussy this time,” said Tama.
Anaya could not answer, but she nodded her head. Of course he will nurture Citra and provide ASI for Citra. So Tama does not need to worry about Citra. For Anaya himself, the presence of Citra seemed to give him a fresh breeze to get excited again. Although his heart is still very cloudy, but seeing Citra, hearing her speech, and giving ASI to Citra at least makes Citra not constantly stay in sadness.
“Just rest, Anaya .. Aunty wants to cook first. Consider it your own home, Citra has also started to sleepy right?” ask Mama Rina.
Apparently the baby Citra yawned several times, and her eyes were also slowly closed. The baby who was about to fall asleep just looked adorable. Until Anaya smiled to herself seeing how cute and adorable Citra was.
“Ya already .. Anaya put to sleep Citra first yes Aunt ... this already want to bobok the baby,” he said.
“Iya .. You go to bed with Citra is okay. No need to help Auntie. Rest,” said Mama Rina.
Anaya nodded her head and smiled pias, “Good Auntie .. thanks. If so, Anaya will accompany Citra yes Aunty. If you need help from Anaya, just say Aunt ... Anaya is ready to help Auntie.”