
"Yes already, once at home, the drug is taken yes Citra .. healthy-healthy always. When does Citra play to his house Uncle Doctor .. so that it can play with Kak Aksara and Kak Airlangga tuh at home. Play there during the weekend, let Citra learn to be friends with her Sisters well," said Doctor Bisma.
"Later sometime yes Uncle... later Citra play there," replied Tama with a slight smile.
"Oke Tam .. who is patient. At a time like this it feels like it needs a very female figure, Tam?" ask Doctor Bisma.
Tama quickly nodded her head, "Iya Mas .. when Citra did not feel well like this, I felt very useless. Being a single Papa is not good, Mas. It is like standing on one leg. There are times when I falter, can no longer even stand up. Only, if the beauty of his face Citra, I try to get up even with just one foot," replied Tama.
Doctor Bhishma patted his relative on the shoulder, "Why not get married again? It's okay to marry again to give Mother to Citra" said Bisma.
"Not ready Mas .. has only been almost seven months as well. I don't think I can forget Cellia yet" I'm Tama honestly.
For other people or other men, seven months feels like so long. But not for Tama. In these seven months it feels also not ready to step into the next phase of his life. Tama prefers to work hard and also nurture Citra. Besides, Tama's afraid of losing again. If, until that happens .. I don't know what happened, maybe Tama will not be able to stand up again.
"Don't forget it, but put it in your heart. However Cellia and all her stories will still bloom in your heart. Just try to open the door of your heart for another. It must be a woman who will accept you and also Citra" replied Doctor Bhishma.
"Yes, just pray Mas .. only, even if I remarry what I think is Citra. I hope he'll love Citra. If it can exceed unfortunately to me, "reply Tama.
That sounds cliche. However, Tama also does not want to get a wife later who only loves him, but does not love Citra sincerely. Even now Tama has the criterion that better, his wife later even more affection to Citra than to himself. Because, women who love Citra, will certainly love him. While women who only love him, not necessarily can love to Citra. Because, there are times when marrying a widower just to get his widow and her property, but not with his child.
Tama didn't want all that to happen. For him, if later he is ready, Tama wants the woman who will marry him is a woman who loves the image greater than him. Tama wouldn't hesitate to question a woman like that.
"There must be a Tama .. hopefully soon meet the woman I crave and enter your criteria" replied Doctor Bisma.
“Or maybe the woman is actually already in front of your eyes, but you do not realize it,” said Doctor Bhishma in the heart.
Yes, this is a speech in the heart of the Doctor of Bhishma only, but it is not able to be spoken directly. Because, Doctor Bhishma as a close relative with Tama wants Tama to be able to hear the contents of his heart, sensitive to what is happening around him. Maybe God does put our potential mate not too far from our perspective.
Tama then smiled, the Single Daddy was already standing up and holding a kangaroo style image, bringing his head closer Citra stuck to his chest. Then, Tama said goodbye to Doctor Bhishma.
"Alright Doctor .. I say yes," he said.
"Okay Mas .. ready. Thank you very much" Tama replied.
The young father, who was a widower, then immediately came out of the examination room, paid the examination fee, and also waited for the medicine given by the Doctor of Asthma. "For a moment, dear ... Papa pay first and take the medicine for you well," Tama replied.
While Mama Rina who was waiting outside also immediately approached Tama who was waiting for medicine at the pharmacy which was also inside the clinic.
"Where's Tam?" ask Mama Rina.
"Fever teething, Ma .. thanks not for a serious illness. Hope it heals soon. Pity her body is hot and she's fussy like gini" Tama replied.
"Then, what about later, medicine?" ask Mama Rina again.
"Yes, usually Ma .. paracetamol only for pain relief and fever only. After all, it is also only fever and also swollen gums because they want to grow teeth. Thank goodness Ma .. because it is not a serious illness. It's just possible that later his appetite Citra will go down, Ma," replied Tama.
After the drug according to the prescription has been given, Tama then handed Citra in a sling Mama Rina. He immediately drove the car back to his house. Hopefully all night long the image is not fussy. If Citra is fussy, it is certain Tama feels panic.
"If teething is usually the baby more often ne-nen loh Tama .. how? Usually can be overnight, the baby sucks the source of breast MILK all night. You used to have a baby like that" Mama Rina replied.
Tama let out a heavy sigh, "Where else Ma ... The image of no mother would let her to suck the source of ASI all night. In the morning until the afternoon, she had Anaya as her Mother Susunya, in the evening she had only rubber nipple only from her dodot," replied Tama.
Hearing what Tama said just now made Mama Rina also feel sorry for her son. "Yes, be patient .. or we ask Onty Anaya to stay the night. Mama doesn't matter" replied Mama Rina.
Yes, maybe it can be a solution when Citra is teething and at night will often be fussy and looking for the source of ASI. However, considering that having to spend the night all night, Tama also felt sorry for Anaya.
"Tonight let Tama take care of Ma .. It's okay" Tama replied confidently.
“You sure Tama? If you're sure it's okay. The important thing is that you don't panic. You must be panicking if the baby is fussy especially during the night,” a message from Mama Rina to Tama.
Tama just wanted to not bother Anaya so much. Moreover, from morning until evening, Anaya has been nurturing Anaya and also provide exclusive ASI for Citra, make Tama feel not up to the heart if you have to trouble Anaya at night which might make Anaya stay up late because it is Citra who is feverish and a lot of fuss.