
It could be, this morning is a beautiful morning for Tama. Beautiful not because of the warm greeting of the sun that he now looks at with a smile on his face. But because his heart was also relieved. Whether since when did Tama realize it, who must have returned to get Anaya is her own happiness for Tama. If you are still single, your whole mind is only driven by love and sheer love. However, because of her status as a one-child widower, Tama also admitted one thing that she also needed Anaya.
When Anaya is about to leave, Tama realizes that her legs will no longer be able to tread properly if Anaya leaves. Love and need are so dominating. If he is single, the beauty of love is just a sweet taste that is branded, but because his status is no longer a single man, his status is a widower, does not deny there is a taste other than the love that Tama feels. That is Tama's inability to live alone and Tama's inability to keep Citra away from Anaya. This is a logical thought for those who have failed and lost.
That morning, at 06:00, Tama had woken up and had also taken a shower. Then the young Papa immediately came out of his room and what he was looking for was his mother. Tama wanted to pick up Anaya that morning before she left for work, so Tama wanted to leave Citra to Eyangnya first.
"Mama, Tama titip Citra first yes Ma," he said who asked his mother for help to keep Citra first.
"Where are you going Tam?" ask Mama Rina.
"Tama's gonna pick Anaya up for a second, Ma," she replied.
Here looks surprised Mama Rina. As he recalled yesterday, Tama said goodbye that he was going to the airport to take Anaya to the airport. Anaya wants to continue her studies in the United States. However, why now Tama actually spoke that he wanted to pick Anaya up this early.
"Well, Anaya's not going to America?" ask Mama Rina.
"Not so Ma. Mama will ask Anaya directly. Now Tama must rush to pick up Anaya, so that later Tama will not be late to the office" he replied.
"Yes already. Careful, Tam," Mama Rina replied by shaking her head at her son's increasingly distant back.
In her heart Mama Rina had planned that later Mama RIna should ask Anaya. What really happened until Anaya cancelled her departure to America. Hopefully this time it's a good thing. If it was good, of course Mama Rina would be very happy about it.
Tama immediately drove his car. Mas Duda seemed to be completely in love until along the way, he hummed love songs. The fire in his heart was splashed again this time so several times Tama also smiled to herself. Falling back in love after losing it makes the body actually produce the hormone dopamine which spreads happiness that spread to the heart and brain.
Until not twenty minutes, Tama had arrived at Anaya's house. The man immediately got out of the car and entered the grounds of Anaya's house. Politely Tama knocks on the door and hopes Anaya herself will open the door for her.
"Excuse me" he said by knocking on the door.
Not long after, the door opened. Just as Tama hoped, Anaya herself opened the door.
"Hey, is it coming?" ask Anaya. The woman smiled and looked at Tama who had come to her house that morning. You could say very early because less than 06.30 hours, Tama has arrived at his home.
"Hey .. yes, so that I don't oversleep also to the office. Part yah?" ask Tama.
Anaya quickly shook her head, "Not really .. I say yes to Dad first, well" Anaya replied.
Anaya went back inside to say goodbye to her father, and also with Tama who also said goodbye to her future father-in-law. Tendean's father was welcomed and certainly felt calm because Anaya went to Tama's house. Even Dad Tendean put hope in his heart, may his daughter always be happy with the man of his choice.
"I've had breakfast, Tam .. sorry well," Anaya replied.
"Yes, next time breakfast with yah," replied Tama.
"Hmm, yes" said Anaya.
Tama smiled and slightly glanced towards Anaya. As if he knew that now he was being noticed by Tama, so Anaya also lowered her face. So ashamed of Tama. If it usually is, everything feels normal. Now there is precisely a shy attitude and also looks clumsy for each other. Once upon a time dating was not like this.
"Ay," called Tama while still watching the street in front of her.
"Hmm, what?" sahut Anaya slightly turned towards Tama.
"Nothing. I just want to talk to you, only now I'm confused. Those words disappeared instantly," Tama replied by scratching her head which was actually not itchy at all.
It's like Tama looks stupid. However, what else if he felt that the words he had already strung together in such a way in his brain simply vanished. Only this time did Tama feel lost for her words before Anaya.
Anaya smiled, the woman then chose to avoid eye contact with Tama. If you used to, dating Tama just feels normal. Now that feeling feels more explosive. Happiness in the heart is even more intense. Apparently not only Tama who felt in love again, but Anaya too. He falls in love again to the same person, and that is Tama.
"Well can you sleep, Ay?" ask Tama again.
Actually this is just a question of origin from Tama. Rather than constantly awkward. So, Tama also asked random things to Anaya. At least in the car it won't feel lonely.
"Yes can .. I go straight to sleep. You alone?" reply Anaya.
"I .. uhm, I can't sleep. I want to spend the morning so I can see you again" Tama replied with a smile.
"You could have," Anaya replied.
Tama nodded her head, "Honestly Ay. So this hour can pick you up," Tama replied.
Anaya is like that too. At dawn he had woken up and also immediately took a bath because Anaya also wanted to meet Tama and also Citra of course. His life is colored because of his image. Perhaps this is an expression, "Honey His Son Got His Papa.":D
However, what else if this is what Anaya feels. Starting to be a Mother of Milk who apparently is the baby of her former lover first. Reunited in conditions of both grieving and loss, until it became a habit every day for ten months. Until it continues to develop into a request Tama to him to be his companion and mother for his son. It is remarkable that the Creator outlines the life of every one of His people. There are times when we have to cry and grieve, to enjoy the colorful bow in the sky with its beautiful and matchless color charm.