Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
The Papa Lack of Sleep
Practically all night, Tama was completely awake. The man realized fully that his mother also needed time to rest, as well as his father who the next day had to work. So, Tama chose to take care of Citra all night.
"Cup, dear son Papa .. Surely your feet hurt, baby? Growing up is indeed sick, dear .. only Papa is sure by being vaccinated you will be healthy," muttered the young Papa softly.
There are times when Tama fondle Citra, there are times when Tama put Citra to sleep for a moment on her bed, there are times when Tama also invites her little daughter to talk. All power Tama devotes to nurturing Citra at night.
Previously Tama had indeed read an article that the former injection can cause pain and soreness. In addition, the Little One can feel trauma with a syringe even though the pain from the syringe is no longer felt. The trauma is what makes babies still cry even though they are no longer injected.
"Here, carried by Papa yah .. carried a koala, while drinking ASIP from Onty Aya nih," said Tama.
Tama held Citra in front, clinging to her chest. Even if he is not Mom, he is just Dad, but at least Citra can feel calm because it can skin to skin with her Papa. Maybe her sling and hugs are not as warm as a Mom's, but Tama wants to prove that she is very serious about nurturing and caring for Citra.
"I'm sorry Citra, was injected with Uncle Doctor. The injection hurt once, healthy forever. So, let Citra be healthy," muttered Tama softly.
As much as possible Tama creates a conducive atmosphere so that Citra also feels comfortable. Carrying it, giving ASIP, hugging it, everything Tama did in an attempt to calm Citra.
The moon was rising, the night was thick, and Tama's murmur became friends that night to calm Citra. Even Tama also calmed himself, so that Citra could also calm down.
The young Papa's hand moved and gave a gentle swipe at Citra's forehead. Several times too, Tama put a warm kiss on her daughter's forehead. Honestly, at a time like this, Tama felt a great need for Cellia. If Mama Citra still exists, there is certainly a loving hug from a Mother for Citra, there are ASI that can image drinking and provide a safe and comfortable effect for a fussy baby. However, Citra did not have the figure of a mother. So, Tama is the one who has to do all that for Citra.
Not felt, it was past midnight, Citra was slowly asleep. Slowly, Tama put Citra to sleep in the baby box in her room, then Tama also tried to sleep. Letting the night cradle the two in the depths of a beautiful dream.
"Met bobo his daughter Papa ... Papa will take care of you all night. I Love U Always!"
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The next morning, Tama wakes up. The man looked at Citra's baby box. A smile develops at the corner of Tama's lips.
"You're the bobber of pules, honey? Very funny you if you bobok kayak gini. Beautiful, Papa's daughter," she said softly while smiling looking at Citra's face.
Tama then looked at the analog clock that was above the nightstand, "05.00 in the morning, still very early in the morning. Pantesan Citra is still sleeping. Maybe because last night stay up, until 05.00 am Tama still feel so sleepy. So Tama chose to sleep for a moment more.
I don't know how long Tama slept, which Tama must have woke up because it was awakened by Mama Rina. Also, Mama Rina who has carried Citra.
"Tama, get up. Breakfast first," called Mama Rina while patting her child's feet.
"Hmm, please, Ma ... I'm still very sleepy" she complained this morning.
“Yuk, wake up first Tam .. nitip Citra first, Mama want to go to the bathroom.” Back Mama Rina woke Tama up.
Tama finally blinked, her eyes completely opened, and then she immediately got up and carried Citra. Fully Tama thinks that she is a single parent for her baby, therefore as much as possible Tama will also wake up.
“Sini Darling ... follow Papa here,” he said.
“Titip first yes, Mama mules stomach because,” reply Mama Rina again.
“Iya Ma .. let Tama take Citra to sunbathe outside. Let's be healthy,” he added.
With the face of his pillow, and the eyes are slightly reddened because it is lack of sleep. Just to just walk, Tama's head feels so dizzy, but for the beloved child yes Tama will do it wholeheartedly. His commitment to nurture and prioritize Imagery. Although last night stay up late, it is not a problem and does not become a burden on the mind for Tama. A Father's love will truly be given to his daughter.
"Dam first yes Citra, let you be healthy ...."
Tama invites to talk to her daughter while yawning, her eyes until watery. While the one he spoke to looked at him and smiled.
"It's so funny .. today Papa is off. Later carried Papa again well, only now Papa is still sleepy," replied Tama again.
Apparently the sight of Tama who was drying her baby was noticed by Anaya who had just arrived. The woman opened the gate of Tama's house, and was surprised to see Tama with disheveled hair, a pillow face, and still so shabby that it was drying the image outside.
"Morning," Anaya said to the two of them.
"Morning, Ay," Tama replied by nodding her head.
"Every night fussing over his image?" ask Anaya as soon as she arrives.
"Fussy, more than midnight just want to sleep," he replied.
"Oh, therefore ... His father seemed to be sleep deprived. Last night's image was fussy, huh? Uh, pity .. Today Onty has come. Later play with Onty well, carried Onty," said Anaya who smiled.
Then Anaya's eyes turned to Tama, "Here, let me continue to dry the image. You take a shower first, you want to sleep again and nothing, too" Anaya replied.
Little Tama felt overwhelmed. Being able to share this kind of parenting feels so much fun. Unfortunately, the person who now shares the nurture of Citra is not his wife, but a woman who once had a temporary stop in his heart.