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Questions About the Past
"Yes already, I am first yes Tama .. mari Kak," replied Metta why Anaya who called her Brother.
"Yoi, Yes .. be careful," Tama replied.
Tama and Anaya were still staring at Metta who was walking towards the cashier and paying for the groceries she had bought. While Anaya spoke a little and asked Tama.
"Your friend Tam?" ask Anaya.
"Yes, college friends first," replied Tama.
Tama answered truthfully, Metta was his friend when he was studying Educational Technology first. Pretty close to him, and there is one more girlfriend who is quite interesting to Tama, a woman named Khaira.
"What did you buy, Ay? Here, let me pay to the cashier," Tama replied.
Apparently Anaya only bought a few snacks for him. Although Anaya insisted on paying it himself, but Tama also insisted on paying it all to the cashier. So, Anaya let Tama pay for a snack and a chocolate she picked up near the cashier.
"You want to buy some chocolate ice? Your favorite," replied Tama.
However, Anaya quickly shook her head, "No, this is it," she replied.
After paying both, Anaya with Tama and Citra who were in the stroller also returned to walk home. This time, Anaya is pushing Stroller, while Tama is carrying plastic bags containing diapers and other groceries.
After arriving home, apparently Citra was invited by Mama Rina and Papa Budi. While Tama and Anaya choose nyore together in a wooden chair that is in the porch of Tama's house.
"Yes, can I ask you a question?" anaya asked suddenly.
"Okay, what do you want to ask?" reply Tama.
"Euhm, Khaira who is meant by that friend is Khaira who graduated with you is yah?" ask Anaya.
Because, Anaya still remembers when she dated Tama first, Anaya had seen a photo of Tama's graduation with a beautiful girl, and behind the photo was written the name Khaira. At that time, Anaya did not ask, but it felt like the woman named Khaira had once occupied the heart of Tama.
"Oh, Khaira .. Yeah, he's my friend from college. So, I used to, Metta earlier, and another Khaira was pretty close at college," replied Tama.
"That's a friendship?" ask Anaya again.
"Yes, sahabilitation. Just the same position as Metta aja, because I do not know why I used to like it, have a crush on it like Khaira," replied Tama honestly. After all, it's all just the past, so Tama doesn't have to cover it up anymore.
"Continue being?" asked Anaya again who seemed to be questioning Tama.
Tama quickly shook her head, "No, just a crush. Know no, Ay .. Just don't laugh. Yes, the point is that unrequited love" he replied.
Back Anaya frowned, so what was the meaning of unrequited love. Could it be Tama who already said love, but not accepted or vice versa? However, if Anaya wants to ask again, it feels like Anaya is so embarrassed by Tama because Tama can assume that she is too curious about her past.
"I just told this story to you. So ... long ago, I had a crush on my friend. We have one campus, one faculty, his name is Khaira. Just a crush because yes she is beautiful and really cool. Until one day, I gathered all my courage and began to speak my heart to Khaira. It's just, apparently when I said that I like him, it turns out he admitted honestly that he was married. He married because he was married. Yeah, be my first unrequited love back then. His name is first love, want to move on is very difficult. Instead I was more sad, when Khaira got a scholarship S2 to Manchester, England. After a few years, we met again at Metta's wedding with her husband Dimas. That time, accidentally, I hit her husband Khaira. I lost control of my motorcycle and it turned out to be about her husband Khaira, until she broke her leg" Tama told a long story.
Anaya who listened to all the stories from Tama was just listening. A while ago, Tama was already a good listener to him. Now, it was Anaya's turn to be a good listener for Tama.
Finally curious and curious Anaya to the figure of a woman named Khaira whose picture she had seen while still dating Tama was answered already. So, it's just the past and really unrequited love.
"It's really, really," Anaya's response was uttered in the end.
"Obviously, Ay. Losing Cellia, it's more suffocating for me. I hate nights because nights give me wounds in my long memories with Cellia. The night seemed to swallow me up and sow me with various sorrows. It was the most tragic loss and distress in my entire life" I Tama honestly said.
For others, that unrequited first love is stifling, but for Tama it's still okay than having to lose the lover of the heart for good. The bitterness of first love, more bitter when Tama loses Cellia for good. Hearing all of that, Anaya took a quick glance at Tama. At least Anaya also knows how a loss in life.
"Propay ya Tama," Anaya replied with a sigh.
"It's okay, Ay .. Now I'm fighting for myself and Citra. We had to stand up, walk, even run. Just yes there are times when sadness and sorrow come back to me," Tama replied.
"Indeed like that, Tam .. but with patience and perseverance we can deal with it right?" anaya Sahut.
It was as if this time Anaya was recounting the advice Tama had once given him. To treat a wound, you must be willing to be patient and persevere. Slowly the sun of hope will appear and give a smile and a future filled with glorious hope.
"Hey, those are my words" Tama replied.
"That was also my word, Tama .. words that also reminded me to be patient and also be patient" Anaya replied.
"True ... treating a wound alone is not a play. It's just, we don't have anyone to treat it. The best way to heal is to treat it alone," Tama replied again.
"Yes .. agrees. So, you have no feelings for your friend named Khaira?" ask Anaya again.
"Nothing. Even if you don't ask, I won't remember and tell you all about it either" Tama replied.
Then Tama slightly inched so that she could look at Anaya's face, "You ask like this what because you used to want to ask Ay? You used to get jealous when you saw that graduation photo on my desk? Reply Ay," replied Tama suddenly.
Really, hearing what Tama said made Anaya happy. However, isn't that a feeling of jealousy in the past, and not in the present.
"No, just curious" Anaya replied.
"O .. curious, I thought you were jealous. Though, I also have no problem if you are jealous," Tama replied.
"No .. if jealousy is only a few percent, because the rest is purely curious," Anaya replied again.
"When are you about ready to get married?" ask Tama suddenly.
Anaya's chest was pounding when Tama suddenly asked that. There is a question with Tama who suddenly asked when she was ready to get married.
"Why Tam?" ask Anaya.
"No. .. just ask," Tama replied with a smile.
Both seem to be misbehaving. Discuss the past, survive the wounds, and equally look forward to a bright hopeful future in the future. Hopefully, all the sorrows and wounds in the past will both end, and what they hope to be together will truly come true.