
After Reyhan's death, Anaya honestly felt relieved. Nevertheless, Anaya also shed her tears. Not because she was sad, but because she was relieved to finally be free from the snare of marriage with Reyhan. It is not tears of sorrow, but tears of happiness. After more than a year of enduring marriage under hands that gave absolutely no happiness, and now that the rope that ensnared Anaya has been severed, it feels absolutely incredible.
"Why are you crying Aya?" ask Daddy Tendean.
Anaya seemed to shake her head slowly, "Anaya just felt relieved, Father. There is no connection between Anaya and Reyhan. Actually after six months since she left just like that there was no news, the marriage had already broken down by itself. It's just, Anaya wants talak only as an eye-sensing. Cindera eyes that now Anaya is free," he replied.
Tendean's father put his daughter on the shoulder, "Have, don't cry anymore. Eat first yeah, and get ready .. later in the afternoon I'll take you to the airport" said Tendean's father.
"Dad, this afternoon there is Tama who will deliver Anaya," Anaya replied.
Hearing that Tama took the initiative to deliver Anaya, Tendean's father nodded his head. Absolutely do not mind because actually Tendean's father also believes in Tama. Many times Tendean's father tried to test whether Tama was a good man, and apparently Tama had passed the test from Tendean's father. When keeping Anaya at the Hospital, when every day Anaya actually feels better and happy, and also Anaya who is not touched by Tama. As a Father, of course Tendean's father believed in Tama. In her eyes, Tama was not a shrewd and thirsty caress. Tama can hold back, hold back his desires, although in the heart also who knows. Only, in the eyes of Tendean Father, Tama had already managed to prove himself as a trustworthy man.
"May I go in one car with Tama?" ask Tendean's father later.
"Of course you can, Dad ... Tama is also close to Dad and respects Dad, "Anaya replied.
"Alright .. later Dad will come with Tama's car," he replied.
After that, Anaya packed up. Some large suitcases he prepared. In addition to clothes, books, and shoes, apparently there is a photo of the image he carried in his suitcase and sling bag. Inside her room, Anaya fell silent and looked at the photos of Citra.
"I'm sorry Onty yes Cit .. This time Onty will go first. Two years won't be long. Later, we'll meet again. If calculated, two more years Citra will be 2 years and 10 months old. That means it's been almost 3 years. When that time came, did Citra still remember Onty or only Onty who remembered Citra?"
Anaya talked to herself by looking at the photos of Citra on her phone. Two years is long. Especially for a baby who has partial (temporary) memory. In the next two years, it is possible that Citra will still be able to remember Anaya, or only Anaya who remembers Citra. Also, what is in Anaya's mind now, in the space of two years could Tama have ended his youth?
Oh God, thinking about all that there is actually makes Anaya's heart more bitter. It is true that Father Tendean told him a moment ago that can he accept if Tama gets married and another woman who will become the Mother for Citra? The effect of being too affectionate with Citra does make Anaya seem to think Citra is hers. Sometimes there are times when Anaya really thinks of Citra as her daughter. However, often Anaya had to realize that her relationship with Citra was only limited to Mother Milk and Children Milk only.
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Afternoon ....
"This is the house of Onty Anaya, Citra. We surprised Onty well," said Tama who got off the car by holding Citra.
The young father in the status of widower immediately opened the gate and knocked on the door of Anaya's house. "Excuse me" he said, standing at the door.
Not too long ago, it was seen Tendean's father who opened the door. How surprised Dad Tendean when he saw Tama come and invite Baby Citra. Until Tendean's father was so astonished to make.
"Loh, Tama ... ajakin Citra well?" tanyakanya.
"Yes Doctor .. because Mama and Papa have an event, so that Citra cannot be left behind. In addition, Citra also wants to meet first with Onty Kesayangannya," replied Tama.
Just answering a question from Tendean's father made Tama sigh. This time I felt a strange feeling. Only, that feeling could still be uttered. Tama chose to smile while holding Citra, but in her heart Tama was so restless.
"Hello Citra. This is Opa," replied Tendean's father. Not expecting it turns out that Doctor Tendean also introduced himself as Opa. Of course Citra seemed confused because this was the first time she saw the face of Doctor Tendean. Likewise, babies, they need to observe the face of the person they have seen for the first time so they can get to know him. That is also why babies are not easy to meet new people because they are not familiar with their faces, sounds, and even the smell of perfume.
Babies are sensitive and observe someone. Therefore, Citra seemed to have no reaction when Doctor Tendean greeted her. The image is still so sticky in his Papa sling.
"That Citra ... there is Opa," Tama replied by bringing the tiny little hand of Citra to the hand of Doctor Tendean with the intention to shake hands, giving greetings.
"Uh, pinternya ... Imagery's been eating not yet?" ask Doctor Tendean again.
"Already Opa Doctor ... Citra already mam mam," replied Tama who called the word eat with a word that is often pronounced Citra when eating.
"Do you want me to call Anaya, or just relax?" ask Doctor Tendean.
"Just relax Doctor .. Maybe Anaya still needs to prepare, so that no one is left behind," replied Tama.
Tendean's father then observed Tama. At least Anaya tells him that Tama is a very good Papa. A Papa who can take care of Citra with his own hands. It is clear that Tama devoted such great affection to Citra. Seeing Tama as if Tendean's father reflected on his past. Yes, as a Single Daddy, Tendean Dad did try hard to nurture Anaya and give a touch of his hand even though it was not the maximum. There is a sense of pride in the heart of Tendean Father because Tama is a great Papa figure, but on the one hand Tendean Father feels sorry for Tama. Men who are still in their 20s have been widowed and become a single Papa for their only daughter.