
The first day for Anaya to undergo Mother Milk for Citra was so pleasant. Not only can touch skin to skin with Citra, but Mama Rina also becomes a good Mother figure for Anaya. So that from morning, until almost 19:00 at night when his father picked him up, it all felt so fast.
“Good Aunt .. Anaya say goodbye first. Tomorrow Anaya will be here again,” farewell Anaya by kissing the back of Mama Rina's hand.
“Iya, tomorrow morning let Tama pick up first, before Tama leaves for the office,” Mama Rina replied.
However, this time Anaya seemed to shake her head, “Anaya come here alone, Auntie. Before 08.00 am, Anaya will be here. Later ajarin Anaya to bathe Citra ya Aunty,” the door this time.
Mama Rina smiled and nodded her head, “Iya Anaya .. thank you very much. Tomorrow don't forget to come here again well,” Mama Rina replied.
Then Anaya said goodbye to Papa Budi and also to Tama. “Om, I say goodbye first .. Tama, I go home first yeah,” pamitnya.
“Hmm, yes .. thanks a lot well,” Reply Tama.
That night, Tama even drove Anaya to the front gate of her house. Do not forget Tama also thanked Doctor Tendean for allowing Anaya to be the Mother of Milk for Citra.
“Where, all day Aya?” ask the Tendean Doctor to his daughter.
“Good Well .. only if you see Citra, Aya becomes mellow. Remember baby Aya herself,” responded with a few sighs.
It is undeniable that the ten days are still just now, and of course Anaya still feels lost. His heart was still scratched, although it did not bleed, but the wound he felt was very deep. Anaya also admitted that she became mellow because she remembered her own baby.
“So, how? You're going to be the Milk Mother for the baby?” ask Doctor Tendean.
“Iya Yah .. allow Anaya to be the Mother of Milk for the Image Yes Well? It feels like Aya also feels pity and pity for Citra. Small, but abandoned by his mother. Aya knows what it's like to not have a Mother because from birth, Aya also does not have a Mother,” reply.
Looks like Doctor Tendean sighed. What Anaya said was completely true. Since birth, Anaya also did not have a mother because her mother experienced high blood pressure when giving birth to Anaya. So, the doctor gave the option to save the mother or the baby. At that time, Anaya's mother chose to save her baby.
“Pardon Father, Aya .. Father is also powerless. Everything just happens. Forgive Dad, if in your life, you do not feel the affection of a Mother,” replied Doctor Tendean.
An absolute truth, because at that time Anaya entrusted his father to Daycare. While for ASI, there is also Mother Milk who donated her ASI to Anaya. After losing his wife, Doctor Tendean did choose not to marry again. Therefore, Anaya never felt the affection of a mother.
“It's okay, Dad .. see there is a little baby whose destiny is like Aya, it feels like Aya wants to give affection to the baby. Aya has indeed given birth to a baby, but Aya does not have the opportunity to babysit and provide ASI for Aya's own baby,” reply.
Just telling me like that, Anaya also glazed over. She doesn't feel like a perfect mother. Just give birth, but do not participate in the growth and development of the baby. For that, it was as if Anaya did want to heal herself and fill the void in her heart.
“Iya Father, thank you very much,” said Anaya.
Then Dad Tendean glanced at the plastic bag carried by his daughter, “That's what you brought?” ask Dad.
“Oh, this .. ASI booster Dad, was bought with Tama. He said let the breast milk be many and nutritious. So buy an ASI booster and ASIP bag. Now, every night Anaya can do pumping and the next day Anaya bring to his house Citra, Well .. so that can be drunk Citra night-night gini,” Anaya reply.
Hearing Anaya's story, precisely Doctor Tendean remembered the time 26 years ago. The period where he became a young father with a baby that he had to foster, he cared for, and he grew up without a wife figure. In the mind of Doctor Tendean, Tama must have experienced the same thing as him.
“Iya, done Tama is correct,” reply Doctor Tendean.
“Besok Aya to get there again take an online taxi only Yes Well... Aya please if picked up Tama continue,” said Anaya honestly.
Considering Tama had just lost his wife and then had brought a young woman home would make the image of Tama as Duda Muda highlighted by many people. Therefore, to avoid this Anaya chose to come alone to Tama's house.
“Tomorrow to let Daddy take you. No problem,” reply Daddy Tendean.
“There are many Fathers .. sorry yes Well, Aya much trouble Dad,” said Anaya.
“No, no trouble at all. Just as long as I'm alive, I'm happy to be able to do so much for you. Dad will be a very happy Dad can do many things for his only daughter.”
It's very nice, tonight along the way there are many things that Anaya and her father can talk about together. The affection of a Father to his great daughter that makes Dad Tendean willing to do many things for the happiness of Anaya. If only just take Anaya to Tama's house, of course Tendean's father did not mind.
“Thank You Dad .. Daddy was really good with Aya. Father's kindness like this that makes Anaya feel enough with a Father's love. The affection that you give is so great, that it feels like Anaya does not need the affection of a Mother. Thanks so much Dad,” reply.
Not to mean no need, but the outpouring of affection from his father is very large and abundant. It felt until Anaya often forgot that she was also an orphan from birth. Although sometimes there is a time where, Anaya needs her mother.
“You could be .. how can I get married and find a new Mom for you, if Dad's heart is filled by only one name and that's your Mom. How can I get married, if every time Dad looks at your face, what I see is your Mom's face,” said Tendean Father.
After that, both are both quiet. Digesting the contents of the heart, unraveling the sense between Father and Son and the various stories that have stretched between them.
“Therefore, I hope that you will always be happy Aya. If you can, forget everything that has happened in the past. You and Aya will be happy together,” said Tendean's father.
Tears in Anaya's eyes just shed, for the past is bitter and can not be removed, Anaya very sorry. The past made his father very sad and hurt. Given the bitterness of the past, Anaya's heart felt tight. Hopefully in the future there will be no more sadness in his life.