
After feeding Citra, now Tama, Anaya, and Citra are still playing in the Citra room. Seen the image that was sitting and was pointing at the book in front of him. As if understanding what Citra wants, Tama immediately read the board book Citra carries with it the title "Papa. The book is indeed an activity book between parents and children, where there are only pictures, without any text or story. So it is intended that parents take the initiative and create to assemble the story.
Tama was like that, who preferred to buy a book for Citra, a book that only has pictures and Tama will tell Citra himself. Created and made his own story for his daughter.
"Nih Darling ... Papa ... Papa worked to buy diapers yes for Citra, to save well for his school CITra later. Then, this is Papa coming home to work, take a shower first so that there are no germs attached and after, then Papa play with Citra. Try, Citra can call Papa? Pa ... Pa ... Papa," said Tama, who told him about the book in her own language.
"Aaa .. aaa ...," Reply Citra.
Tama laughed, "Not Aa dong Darling .., but Papa," she replied.
Many times Tama seemed to teach that Citra could imitate herself to call him Papa, but always failed. Not angry, in fact Tama actually laughs, because it looks cute image even the typical speech of the baby is getting louder, the voice of Citra as if up a few octaves.
Anaya who observed the interaction of the two also laughed. "You two are so funny anyway ... already, Tama .. pity it Citra to scream," he replied.
Tama also laughed loudly, "Abis Citra is very funny. I'm the Papa, not the Aa" he replied.
Anaya shook her head at Tama's reply, "You can do it. Tam, may I speak for a while," Anaya asked Tama.
Maybe this is the time for Anaya to have a serious talk with Tama. There Citra is no problem, after all they also often chat while nurturing and accompanying Citra to play together. This time, Anaya had to talk to Tama.
"Can .... what do you want to say?"
Tama responded well because Tama had promised to listen to whatever Anaya wanted to talk about. Tama promised and she was willing to listen to the story from Anaya. For that, Tama will certainly give time and provide both ears to listen to the story of Anaya.
"Look at Tam" said Anaya. However, Anaya looks to hold back her words, and then stares at Tama and Citra's faces in turn.
Honestly, this time it felt so heavy. However, inevitably Anaya must convey all this to Tama.
"Before I apologize if as long as I am here, give ASI, and also take care of Citra, I have a lot of harm. Hmm, you should immediately look for a new Mother Milk, Tam," said Anaya in the end.
Really, Tama became very surprised by what Anaya had just said. During this time, for Tama alone Anaya nurtured Citra very well. There is no blame. Even the affection that Anaya gave to Citra was so sincere, but how could Anaya suddenly ask her to look for a new Mother of Milk.
"Why Ay? Is there a problem? You can tell me everything and I can help you, we find a way out together" Tama replied.
It was Anaya who was smiling, but it was a bitter smile in her heart. Then Anaya shook her head faintly, "I want to go to college again Tam ... to America," she replied.
Tama frowned, looked at Anaya's face and also found out that Anaya was going to college again. Why did Anaya just tell him now? Why is it all so sudden?
"You're not in trouble, are you, Ay? Maybe you have a problem with Reyhan?" ask Tama.
The deg!
Anaya's chest was pounding when Tama talked about Reyhan's figure. It is possible that Tama also knows what happened between herself and Reyhan, but so far Anaya does not share her problems with Tama. The only person who knew of Reyhan's threat was Tendean's father. Then, why did Tama guess that she had a problem with Reyhan?
"Can't it be delayed?" tanya Tama later.
Honestly, looking at Tama's face and seeing her clear eyes Citra made Anaya really sick. Anaya already loves Citra, but indeed she has to go. The way to win the case from Reyhan, indeed Anaya in this week has taken care to go to the United States and there he will continue S2 in the United States.
"Can't be Tama. So, forgive me well .. maybe this will be my last day to give ASI and also take care of Citra" said Anaya.
For Tama herself, it felt so heavy. She wants to keep Anaya by her side and take care of her child. However, Tama also knows that Anaya is a stubborn person and has a strong will. Anaya always did what she wanted.
"Ay, Citra will definitely miss you," Tama replied.
Really, Tama's heart ached when she said that. His face looks sad too. It is not easy for a baby to part with his or her good caregiver. Moreover, according to Tama itself as if there is already an inner bond between Citra and Anaya. They both seem to love each other.
"I'm sorry .. I'm sorry, Tam," Anaya replied.
Anaya herself who listens to Tama's voice and also sees Citra who crawls herself from Tama's place and heads towards her and asks for a hug from Anaya, who is also looking at her, suddenly Anaya felt sad and crying when she opened her hands and hugged Citra.
"I'm sorry Onty Yes Son Beautiful .. only Onty wants to go. Onty wants to go to school first let me pinter like Citra's Papa. Later in the day if Onty returns to Indonesia, Onty will visit Citra well, "reply Anaya who has been crying.
Anaya had no power to hold back her tears. It's just, he has to go. However, indeed Anaya will return and visit Citra on another occasion.
"So yes Tama .. find a new Mother Milk for Citra. If you can give ASI until Citra is 2 years old," Pinta Anaya.
"Is there a Milk Mother as good as you are, Ay?" reply Tama.
Again Anaya felt sad and guilty about it. Tama's speech implied a very deep meaning in her heart. As if Tama is acknowledging that Anaya has become the best Mother of Milk for Citra.
"There must be, Tam ...."
Anaya answered him with tears. Even Tama can only calm her heart and herself. Already got a good Mother Milk and so dear to Citra, but this time Tama had to let Anaya go. It was so painful, even now that Citra who was in Anaya's lap was crying too. Maybe the little baby felt the loss.
"Sstttss ... Why cry, dear? Onty fat well. Smart image really, beautiful, healthy always well," said Anaya by standing and holding Citra.
Tama who also stood could only look at Anaya who was carrying the Citra, then slowly Tama back to voice, "You will leave when to Ay airport? Let me take you," Tama replied.
"Eh, no need Tama .. I'm the same Dad. You are at home with Citra," Anaya replied.
"This time please don't dodge, Ay .. let me take you to the airport, '" said Tama.
"Tama T-Tomorrow .. at 19:00 from home, Tam," Anaya replied.
Quickly, Tama nodded her head, "Alright .. tomorrow I will go to your house. Don't go ahead of me, wait for me" Tama said.