
After taking a shower, Tama sat pensively on the sofa in the living room. Busy with a cell phone in his hand, and Tama sent a message to some friends and also to the Doctor of Asthma to ask about the ASI Donor.
[Guys, is there any info about ASI donors?]
[If anyone can wapri into me well.]
[Thanks for the help.]
The messages quickly slide into whatsapp groups Tama owns. Hoping it doesn't take long, she will find an ASI donor for Tama.
The ASI donor itself is a mother who gives her ASI to babies who are not her own unborn child. In developed countries, ASI donors are carried out systematically through ASI banks with strict screening before the breastfeeding mother can donate her ASI. In Indonesia alone, ASI donors can be provided with several requirements such as requests from the biological mother or the family of the baby in question, clarity of identity, religion, etc, and the address of the ASI donor is clearly known by the family of the baby who received the ASI.
Not long ago, Tama's relatives, Doctor Bisma, also gave a reply to the message that Tama had just sent.
[To: Tama]
[Tama, was the ASIP from Mbak Naya last night over?]
[Today Mrs Naya will send another ASIP. You can give it to the image first.]
[Later, if I have information on ASI donors I will be notified.]
Reading the message that Doctor Bisma gave, Tama was relieved. For ASIP needs can be calmer. As for ASI donors, Tama must find it.
[To: My Bhishma]
[False the Bhishma.]
[Tell my thanks also to Mbak Naya.]
[Hopefully Mother Milk for Citra will also get it soon Mas. If Mas Bhishma has any info, I'll tell ya too. Thanks Mas]
Tama replied to the message, then she approached Mama Rina. The man who was so young then saw Baby Citra who fell asleep in a baby box that was near the room owned by Mama Rina.
“Let Tama who is fat and take care of Citra later, Ma,” he said this time.
Tama shook her head, “How can Tama eat Ma? It feels, Tama is not hungry at all,” replied honestly.
After losing the saddest that almost destroyed his life, Tama did not feel hungry. Seeing the rice and various vegetables cooked by Mama Rina alone tastes really tasteless. His life was so bitter, even his mouth was bitter and did not want to admit food.
Mama Rina looked at her son with pity, “You must be healthy for Citra ... in this world, the Citra has is her Papa. Do not let you get sick, do not let Citra not get affection from her own parents. Poor Citra, Tama ... a newborn baby only needs three things, namely the warmth of the mother's sling, healthy and high-nutrient food from her mother's pus, and feel safe when the baby knows that his mother is present for him, and breastfeeding is an activity that can suffice all three things. However, everything cannot be felt. His primary need was when he was born, nothing fulfilled. Protests Citra could not do it. So, be healthy for Citra ... rise up for Citra,” advice Mama Rina for Tama.
Yes, the need for a newborn baby is to get the three things mentioned by Mama Rina. However, Citra cannot get all three, not even one of them. It was all because his Mother had to face the Power first. Leaving his own image, even though the baby still desperately needs his mother. If only Citra could talk and express her feelings, she must have longed for a warm embrace in her mother's arms, get enough breast milk, and get affection from a Mother.
Tama closed her eyes, her chest feeling tight. What his mother said was right. It's just, Tama needs time to organize her heart.
“Tama, want to go home, Ma,” said Tama now.
The house that Tama was referring to now was the house that she occupied after marrying Cellia. A house full of memories with Cellia. Tama wants to go back to that house again.
Mama Rina quickly shook her head, “Not. Many memories of Almarhumah there, you can be hurt and more painful. Stay here first, Mama can help you to nurture Citra when the mourning period is over and you return to work later,” said Mama Rina.
“ ... but, Ma,” says Tama.
“Here first ... Can you take care of Citra yourself? You are still convinced that your heart, mind, and life are not okay. Recover yourself, and find an ASI Donor for Citra,” Mama Rina replied.
“Be unable to Ma .. but later Ma'am Kanaya will give his ASIP again for Citra,” reply Tama, Kanye,
“Mbak Kanaya and Mas Bhishma are indeed good people. It's just that, it can not depend on the ASIP giving only. You should find Mother Milk for Image. Poor thing, he needs exclusive ASI for at least two years. Try it,” pinta Mama Rina.
“If given formula milk how Ma?” ask Tama to her mother.
Because, to Tama's knowledge that there is a Formula Milk that is intended for newborn babies with the age of 0 to 6 months. It is possible to replace ASIP with formula milk.
“So, given formula milk only?” ask Mama Rina to Tama.
Shut up, weigh in his heart. “Ya, Tama will find, Ma .. only if in the end it can not, you should give formula milk only for Citra, Ma,” decision this time.