Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
A More Beautiful Hope
Now Anaya climbed into her bed slowly. If, the pain after a cesarean before he had felt. Now Anaya has felt it again. However, for Anaya this pain is not as painful as it used to be because her heart was also shaken because of the loss of Love. Now, although sometimes the pain with the stitches in the stomach was painful, but Anaya seemed to be able to hold it.
“Sini Mas .. hug me for a moment,” pinta Anaya.
Yes, since returning from the Hospital, Tama chose to clean up and also more care for Citra. While Anaya was with the Twins in the room. Now, Anaya asked for a hug from her husband.
Tama slowly climbed into the bed, then hugged his wife. The hug was so warm and his hand moved to rub the top of Anaya's head. Both of them were both silent, only focused on such a warm embrace.
“You, Mas,” I'm Anaya honestly.
During their stay in the hospital, they slept separately. Tama sometimes sleeps in a chair next to her safe, or on a sofa in the hospital.
Also at the Hospital, Tama is more focused on being able to care for Anaya. Now, when both of you lie on the bed at home. Anaya wanted to hug her husband.
"I miss you too, dear ... very much," Tama replied.
The same thing Tama felt. He was so confused with his wife. Unfortunately, while at the Hospital, he could not sleep side by side and hugged his wife like this. Now, so satisfied it feels to be in one bed with his wife like this.
"Thank you Mas .. Since you were in the Hospital, you have taken good care of me. Thank you for taking such good care of me" Anaya said, scorching her face on her husband's chest.
"I'll definitely take care of you, honey. You are my wife, the mother of my children. You are in pain like this also because of me," Tama replied.
Slowly Anaya smiled there, "I don't feel you hurt Kok Mas," he replied.
"The fact is you're in pain like this is also because of me. Thank you so much, darling, your struggle to give birth to Charel and Charla is truly incredible. Sorry, also for my fault," Tama replied.
It is still in Tama's mind with guilt with his decision because of the occurrence of Hysterectomy which at the end he knew was the removal of the uterus.
"It's okay, Mas .. thank you, you prioritize my safety," Anaya replied.
Although it still feels sad, it still hurts. However, he fully knew that what Tama preferred was his safety. For that, Anaya can manage the emotions in him, realizing that this is all God has outlined in his life.
"Sorry yes My dear .. I really don't know," Tama replied again.
"Yes Mas .. I will recover and still need time" Anaya replied.
Tama tightened her arms and kissed Anaya's forehead slowly. "What is the pain?" ask Tama.
Anaya nodded her head slowly, "Lumayan Mas .. gilu that," Anaya replied by stroking her stomach.
"You were still sick and alone, honey?" ask Tama.
"Yes, alone .. and also that time I was almost crazy."
"Now there's me, dear .. if there's any similar story to me. Don't hold your own. The place where you complain is your husband" Tama replied.
"Yes Mas .. now I don't need depressant queue drugs because you are an anti depressant for me. Thank you," Anaya replied.
Everything has changed. In the past, there were many sorrows and tears that Anaya experienced. In the past, it was as if, tears were constantly streaming by themselves. But now her life has new hope. Hope to be able to sow a more beautiful and better future with her husband.
"So, now, it's better, right? Not alone to recover after maternity pain?"
This is also the first experience for Tama to take care of the wife who is sick after childbirth. Of course all this is also because in the past, Tama did not have the opportunity to care for his wife after giving birth to Citra. So, indeed Tama will learn a lot now. Anaya is the woman she will take care of first after delivery.
"Where's the pain, honey?" ask Tama again.
"In this stomach alone Mas .. gilu so it feels. Just maybe because my uterus was lifted yes Mas, the same shouldered pain," Anaya replied.
Hearing what Anaya said, slowly Tama's palm was now in his wife's stomach. "Is this the one that's sick?" tanyakanya.
"Yes ... the same pain and pain sometimes Mas. It used to be when after childbirth, indeed a mother must breastfeed so that the stretched uterus can shrink and return to its original condition. But now the womb does not exist. So, yes, more pain," she replied.
There is a sigh from Tama by appearing by itself. Groped the part of his wife's stomach.
"Let's slowly recover, dear. I will always take care of you and stand with you. Believe me, we can recover together. Me and you, too" Tama replied.
This is not just a figment. But they will also recover together. I also feel guilty actually. However, for the sake of his beloved wife, Tama must always be strong.
"Why are you, Mas?" anaya asked her husband.
"That's okay, sometimes I just feel guilty and make you hurt like this. Giving birth is very sick yes dear ..The sacrifice of a mother is extraordinary, really," Tama replied.
"Eatya do not cheat Mas .. remember the wife who struggled while giving birth to children," Anaya replied.
Tama then glanced at his wife, "Surely, darling, will not cheat. Only, you should know .. My heart is now divided a lot. For you, Citra, Charel, and Charla. The only owner is you. His rights on your behalf, "reply Tama.
Anaya also laughed and looked at the husband, "Funny really .. Is there a deed like a land deed for the heart huh Mas?" his reply.
"There, published by Tama Satria Yudha for Anaya," he replied.
Tama then clasped his wife's hand, and spoke solemnly to her. "I hope, this is your last pain yes Dear .. After this you will always be healthy always. It is healthy to continue to accompany me and also healthy to raise our three children. Don't feel like an imperfect woman. But believe me that I am not perfect, you are perfecting me. I, with all my shortcomings, will also perfect you" Tama replied earnestly.
"Yes to Husband ... Thank ye. Thank you for doing your best for me. Yes, I will always be healthy and accompany you, and raise our sons and daughters together" Anaya replied.
There was nothing more they expected than to be able to live a healthy life and also be able to share life together. Mutual nurturing, loving, and honing. Although life is sometimes not good, but they will continue to join hands and also to sow better hope.