Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
It's Like Being a New Parent
Tonight, Papa Tama is still holding Charel. The baby boy was no longer crying, but Tama was still holding him and had not put him to sleep in the cradle. It feels so good to have another baby. Although Tama knows, there is a price that is so expensive to be paid by Anaya to give birth to her baby.
"Charel is the only man between Kak Citra and Charla. So, later if Charel grows up looking after her sister and Charla well. Charel is a great guy. Papa will teach Charel to be a responsible man and also a good character well," Tama murmured softly.
In a family, children will reflect from their parents. Girls will reflect a lot from the figure of his mother, a loving and gentle figure. While a boy will reflect a lot from his father, being a responsible and trustworthy leader. For that, of course Citra and Charla will reflect a lot from the figure of Anaya, while Charel will reflect from the figure of Tama.
After Citra fell asleep, Anaya walked slowly to her room. The woman smiled when she saw Tama holding Charel.
"Charel woke up Mas?" tanyanya.
"Yes, you went to his room Citra earlier, Charel woke up," Tama replied.
"Just put yourself to sleep slowly, Mas .. funny, you used to be like Charel?"
"Cakep Charel looks like it, Yang ...."
Tama replied with a laugh, according to her, Charel, her baby is handsome, her skin is pure white, and her hair is black. While Charla was beautiful, with her reddish cheeks, as pretty as Anaya.
"It feels like I just became a new parent deh Mas .. whereas I have nurtured Citra since long ago. It's just the night and the same baby, just this time," Anaya said.
Indeed, in fact, Anaya was only limited to being a mother of milk for Citra. So he came to Tama's house in the morning, and came home in the evening. Moments with the baby at night like this, he doesn't feel. However, for the skills of taking care of the baby Anaya has mastered because he used to practice when nurturing Citra.
"Enjoy Honey .. later there is a phase of staying up late and the Twins wake up at night, right he still follows the rhythm in the content of his Mama," replied Tama.
"Partra used to like to stay up late, didn't Mas?" anaya asked her husband.
"Like Sweetheart .. 40s that first day, a lot of shocks anyway in me. Had to stay up late, had to rock, and give ASI, besides my mental condition also just lost. Staying up to work and staying up late babysitting when I was a widower was a big difference. More time so widower and stay up late at night with Citra. Eyes are painful, hearts are sore, too" Tama told Anaya.
It was not meant to reveal any bitter memories of the past. It's just, Tama wants to say the phase he passed first is not easy. Mentally shaken, but she has to survive for Citra, for her baby.
Anaya nodded her head, "I used to do it too Mas .. That's why Dad said don't love Citra too much, later if you get married and Citra will have Mama, then I will have a love for her, I'll get hurt again. Thankfully, it didn't happen .. because I became Mama Citra" Anaya replied.
She smiled, "Surely her mother is just you, My Love .. There's no way I'm marrying a woman I don't know. There's no way I'm married to a woman who doesn't love Citra. It's not easy to accept a baby, Yang .. but you did well, you love Citra," Tama replied.
Anaya laid Charel down slowly, and she looked at Charla who was sleeping there.
"If Charla had more bobs, huh Mas?"
"Yes, really funny."
"Charla looks like you're not Yang?" ask Tama to his wife.
"Hmm, what is similar?" ask Anaya.
"The lips are tiny and pink. Beautiful dad," Tama replied.
"So, she is beautiful because her mother is beautiful, Mas" Anaya replied with a slow chuckle.
Tama nodded her head, "Yes, Mama Anaya is the most beautiful. Most sexy," replied Tama.
"Sexy whatan Mas ... still ndut this. Two babies have been born, but the weight after 4 days is still this way. If for example my weight does not recover to a normal position how did Mas?" ask Anaya.
"No problem, Mama Anaya .. My love does not depend on your weight. It's important to love yourself, don't insecure. You know me too, won't turn to anyone, promise!"
This is the promise Tama made to Anaya. The love he had for Anaya exceeded anything. His love does not concern the physical appearance of Anaya.
"Seriously deh Mas .. It feels like I'm a new parent, still need to adapt," Anaya replied.
"Yes My Love .. adaptation was slow. Do not be afraid to babysit, your body and your mental should also be considered. Do not get exposed to post partum depression," replied Tama.
Anaya looked at her husband, "Hopefully not. I was surrounded by people who loved me. In the past, I was exposed to post partum depression after losing Love, now hopefully not anymore" Anaya replied.
In the past, Anaya was depressed and even took anti-depressant drugs to stabilize her heart. Not to be too sad. Because, when the sadness comes, it feels like no one can counter it.
"It's nice to feel the experience of being a new parent?" ask Tama.
"Yes, seneng Mas .. used to nurture Citra in the morning until evening only. If it is now 24 hours straight. Not that I do not love Citra loh Mas .. I just this story is the first experience of 24 hours to take care of the baby" said Anaya.
"Yes-iya My dear .. take it easy," replied Tama.
Tama is grateful because Anaya feels 24 hours dabbling directly to take care of the baby. She used to be Citra's mother, when Citra was 1 year old. This was the first experience for Anaya.