Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
ASI Donor
When morning comes, Mama Marina also sunbathe Baby C. In front of her house, the middle-aged woman began to pass through the clothes Baby C was wearing, only letting her grandson wear diapers, and also put a blindfold on his eyes so that the baby is not glare with sunlight.
“Sun grandson, yes Bu?” greet a neighbor who saw Mama Marina was hanging Baby Citra.
“Iya Ma'am, sun dried to be healthy,” Mama Marina replied.
“Pity well, such a small baby .. his skin is still red, but it has to be separated forever from his mother,” said the neighbor again.
Mama Marina could only be silent, unable to answer the words of her neighbor. After all, where it is, it is certain that many people will feel sorry for Citra because she has to part forever with her Mama. One would consider pity to be ordinary, but Mama Marina was confident that her family and Tama could nurture Citra well. Not going to let the image still red, he could not see the world clearly, but the whole family would devote his affection to the Image.
“May baby sister be healthy well .. so cool the heart of her Papa,” said the neighbor and passed away.
Yes, every child is a heart conditioner for his or her parents. The neighbor also hopes that Citra will be a conditioning for Tama. Removing Tama's grief, with her laughter and smile.
“Amin, thanks,” says Mama Marina.
Hearts that are still overwhelmed with grief, making a little comment from others and neighbors make the heart even more painful. However, Mama Marina tried to be patient and sincere. In front of him now, there is an image that needs more attention and affection. It is true, if Citra is very pityful, but time cannot be rotated. Everything that happened has happened, then man can only sincerely live everything that is in front of his eyes.
Baby Citra is only dried for approximately 15 minutes, after which Mama Marina invites the little baby to enter the house.
“Beringknya already yes Darling .. go into the same Grandma well. Later, if it is, we take a shower. The image of the bath well .. let it be clean, fresh, and fragrant,” mama Marina murmured.
Honestly, every time you talk to Baby Citra makes Mama Marina want to cry. His eyes quickly dew. It's just that, as much as possible Mama Marina tried to hold him back. Although Citra was still a baby and did not fully know, Mama Marina would not cry in front of her granddaughter.
After fifteen minutes after sunbathing, then Mama Marina who returned to bathe her grandson. Waiting for the body temperature Citra is not hot, then bathe her grandson. Like this it feels like Mama Rina is back in time, where she used to take care of Tama who was still a baby. Didn't think now Mama Rina could take care of her grandson with both hands.
“Yuk Baby Citra .. shower with Grandma. Healthy image well .. strong well. It's true what people said just now, so his heart conditioning Papa well. By watching you grow, Grandma is sure that Papa will be strong. Your currently fragile father will regain strength. Papa you still need time to accept everything. Importantly Healthy image, strong, and continue to be happy yes Darling .. This world remains a beautiful place of growth and development for Citra,” said Mama Marina.
A while passed, until Tama had just walked out of her room. The man looks shabby, his eyes are red, it may be the effects of crying, loss, and also lack of sleep. So that his face was so shabby, his hair was disheveled.
“Morning Tam .. how can I sleep last night?” ask Mama Marina.
Visible Tama shook her head and rubbed her face violently, “No Ma .. can not sleep. Miss Cellia,” reply.
When the dark cloudiness lingers in the sky, hoping that it will rain, the wind will fade the dark cloud. However, if dark clouding occurs in the heart, how can it be faded? There's no way. Just hope that time will heal his wounds.removing the dark cloudiness that lingers in his heart.
Mama Marina was very concerned to see the condition of her only son. However, the loss of a lover cannot be described. But life goes on.
“Tama, you must rise, Son. Do you not feel sorry for the image? He also needs the figure of his Papa,” said Mama Marina.
Tama heaved a heavy sigh hearing the words from her Mama, “How can Tama rise up Ma? If in Tama's eyes there is always a figure of Cellia. How Tama can rise if half of Tama's soul is gone forever. All Tama sees now is darkness and sorrow, ” he said honestly. His chest felt tight, but that was his feeling at the moment. As if he had no power to continue his life.
“Look at this daughter of yours .. You are now a father figure .. Citra is the most beautiful gift that Cellia has left you, so get excited and get up for Cellia. If this world gives any reason to grieve, look at Citra .. highlight her clear and hopeful eyes. Rise up for your little daughter,” Mama Marina replied.
It felt impossible, especially when last night passed. However, Tama did have to get up soon for her little daughter. Grief still scratches so deeply in the heart. There is power, but it is helpless. Tama is now alone, with no companion to her life. Given that alone, Tama's chest felt so tight.
“Tama, ASIP given Mbak Naya just a little .. Look for an ASI Donor for Citra. If limited to bathing and nurturing, Mama can do it, but for ASI, Mama can not. Find an ASI Donor first. Giving rewards for the donor is okay,” pinta Mama Marina now.
Taking over Baby C's upbringing completely Mama Marina doesn't mind. Just Mama Marina think is the main and first need Baby C is to acquire ASI. For that, Mama Marina asked Tama to find an ASI Donor.
“Search where Ma?” ask Tama. Tama once again seemed confused, where she could get Mother Milk for Citra.
“Try looking to your friends, or ask Mas Bhisma at the Hospital there is an ASI Donor not. Poor Citra if the needs of ASI are not met. Do not let him get dehydrated,” explained Mama Marina.
Tama nodded her head, “Good Ma,” replied.
Tama chose to take a shower, refreshing herself, after which she will ask the college group or her other friends to get an ASI Donor. Hearts can be sad, souls can grieve, but finding the first source of life for Baby C should Tama do it quickly. Yes, her little baby needs breast milk, hopefully Tama will soon get an breast MILK donor.