Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
Woman Without Womb
Really, human life likes and sorrows alternately. It feels, just now Tama and Anaya are experiencing happiness because they get awareness and also see the Twins who are so healthy and funny. However, just a few hours later, the two were again overwhelmed with sadness.
The fact that placenta accreta is attached to the wall of the uterus and also almost hit the bladder, made the Medical Team decided to do Hysterectomy and also Anaya did not have a chance to get pregnant again. The painful reality and the feeling that Anaya is now just an imperfect woman.
"Sorry Anaya .. your safety and life are more important," said Dr. Indri who also shed tears.
Long enough Doctor Indri was in the room, Doctor Indri also gave reinforcement to Anaya. But Anaya was still very sad there.
After Doctor Indri said goodbye, Tama again sat on the edge of the gurney and hugged his wife.
"I ... woman ... without .. uterus, Mas," said Anaya with trembling lips and a sober cry.
Only tears can represent the pain and pain Anaya is now in. Yes, Anaya feels herself to be a woman without an imperfect uterus. As if there was a sense when to get one happiness, he had to pay dearly for that happiness. There's something to sacrifice. Sicker, because her husband is still in the productive age and it is possible Tama will want another child.
"Patience .. Patience," said Tama by hugging Anaya and closing her eyes.
Tama as a man also felt this was a deep pain for Anaya. It is not easy to accept the fact that a woman has to lose her uterus.
"Honey .. delivered Aunt Indri right, the important thing you survived," he replied.
Anaya still sobbed and hid her face in Tama's chest, tears that continued to wet the shirt worn by her husband. Also with the grip of Anaya's hand on the t-shirt her husband wore.
"I'm not perfect .. I can't .. give another child," she replied sobbing.
Tama then shook her head, "No dear .. I will not ask for any more children. We already have Citra, Charel, and Charla. Three Kiddos at home, and there is Love that always occupies our hearts. Don't cry anymore either" said Tama reassuring Anaya.
"If now you are a woman who has no womb, but behold you have given two very beautiful gifts to me, Citra, and our family. Charel and Charla are the most beautiful gifts from you. I'm more grateful that the organs around your uterus are still fine and functioning to the fullest, with those organs you can still be here, hugging me. Instead of a womb, I have more of your heart, honey. The vital organs that are the source of human life, beating and spurring blood from the brain to the rest of the body, with your heart still beating, you will forever accompany me. The vital organs that make you here and embrace me" Tama said with tears in her eyes.
Perhaps in Tama's mind it is now much better Anaya without a uterus, but her heart and vital organs are still functioning properly and are not damaged. Thus, they can still be together. Although the day they experienced was now clouded and full of tears, but the two could join hands.
“I'm not perfect, Mas,” reply Anaya still with a hiccup and hug Tama there.
Tama shook her head slowly, “In my eyes, you are perfect Dear .. I was lucky to have you. This is proof that a mother sacrificed so incredibly to give birth to her children. Not infrequently lives are at stake. My whole life I will remember your incredible struggle,” Tama said.
Childbirth is a struggle with blood and tears, a struggle that makes a woman feel all her bones being crushed. Maternity pain which is a pain that is very, not infrequently even mothers die after giving birth to their children. This is proof of the great sacrifice of a mother. For Tama, this is not an imperfection, but rather the perfection of Anaya's love when giving birth to Charla and Charel.
When Anaya was still crying, a voice came from outside. The voice of Mama Rina and Citra that came. Anaya was still crying and buried her face in her husband's chest.
“Mama,” greet Citra who looks smiling when looking at her Mama. Last night did not meet Anaya, it feels Citra has been so long with her Mama.
“Kok cry?” Mama Rina asked Anaya until she cried like that. Tama chose to nod her head slowly, of course she will tell her mother waiting for the right moment. There is an image there, so it is better to tell the story later to Mama.
“Mama, Image of kangen ..”
Tama then walked around the gurney and sat Citra on top of the gurney on the side of Anaya.
“Mama also miss you, Darling,” reply Anaya.
It was seen Anaya embracing Citra's shoulder, wanting to hug, but her hand had not been able to move freely as there was still an infusion needle there. So that Anaya's movement is really limited.
“Mama kok nangis?” ask Citra. The little boy looked at Mama and asked her when she came and she cried.
Anaya also forced herself to smile, “It's okay, Kak Citra .. Mama kangen with Papa and kangen you,” reply.
The image that can receive an explanation from his mother nodded her head, “Citra also miss Mama, dear Mama,” reply.
According to Tama, maybe the arrival of Citra this time is so appropriate. So that it can divert Anaya's sadness. There is an image that loves and misses Anaya. Although Tama also knows that psychologically Anaya's heart is still so broken.
“Mama bring food from home. You guys haven't eaten?” ask Mama Rina.
Tama then smiled, “It just so happens Ma. Anaya also only a few hours ago aware,” reply.
Mama Rina then embraces Anaya's shoulder there, “You are great Anaya .. quickly recovered well. Don't think of the image, you recover first. The image in the house is the same as before. Later if Mama is healthy, new bobok at home with Mama,” said Mama Rina.
The image nodded its head, “Capably healed yes Mama .. quickly go home. Later temenin Citra read the book well,” reply.
Anaya nodded her head again, “Iya Darling .. later Mama read the book to Kak Citra. Brother Citra did not see her sister first .. tuh, her baby sister just broke,” said Anaya.
Then Tama held Citra and showed two twins who were still bobbed in the baby box. The image seems to be pointing and smiling.
“Ihh, funny, Pa... baby,” reply.
“The girl is called Charla .. The guy who wears this blue color is called Charel. His sisters Citra,” said Tama.
The image then looked at Mama again, “Thank you Mama for her baby,”.
Anaya smiled with tears, “Sama-sama Citra. Happy growing up to be a sister to Charla and Charel well .. Mama loves you three,” Anaya replied.
Mama Rina who was standing next to Anaya could only smile and shed her tears looking at her daughter-in-law. A smile mixed with tears. Face with sad eyes, but forced to smile to Citra. Really, Mama Rina there's something not good going on. However, it looks so strong Anaya to be able to smile, even though she herself is destroyed.