Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
A Papa's Hugs
No one wants to be separated from their parents. Just like the little Citra also does not want the misfortune that he feels now. However, the words of Mbak Mina that sounded so evil in the ears. Until Mama Mina said that Citra was fussy and crumpled up to Mama did not want to take care of her.
Tama was so emotional to hear the words of Mother milk as well as a caregiver for the image. Until finally, Tama chose to end the working period of Mbak Mina who only had a few days. There is no longer any apology for Tama for someone who has already cursed her own daughter.
After the death of Mina, with a trembling chest Tama also carried her daughter. Carefully, Tama raised Citra's body slowly, and placed it on the shoulder with the prone position. After that, Tama used one hand to support the head and the other hand to support the lower body of the Image.
With a tight chest and a trembling voice, Tama spoke to her daughter.
“Citra .. his daughter Papa. Image is a good child. It's just that Citra is not as lucky as other children who have Mama. Cup, his daughter Papa .. Papa dear dear to Citra,” he said softly.
Tama's hands moved and gave a so gentle swab on Citra's back. The young papa was walking around in the room, as if fondling the image.
Papa's Love to Citra …
Infinite all the time …
Just give, don't expect to come back …
As the sun shines on the world …
“Citra grows into a healthy, strong, and happy child well .. Mama up there can definitely see Citra. My mom loved Citra too. Good image of the child. Don't listen to the words of anyone who can hurt your heart. Trust me, my dear, Papa loves you very much. The affection that Papa had for the Image was immense, surpassing Papa's love for himself. Papa will try so that Citra can get affection from Papa and Mama at once. The image will not lack affection. The image is surrounded by people who love the same image. There were Papa, Grandpa, Grandma, and also Oma and Opa. Healthy yes daughter Papa,” said Tama again.
Slowly Tama changed her sling, keeping the little one in her arms and hugging her for a moment. Tama anchored her warm kiss on Citra's forehead. Honestly, every time I look at Citra's face, Tama's heart feels very claustrophobic. Cellia's face seemed so dominant in Citra's face. Until every time carrying and talking with Citra can easily make Tama's eyes become dewy.
“Listen to Papa, Citra .. Papa loves you very much. Papa's going to find the other Milk Mother. Meanwhile, the image of drinking ASIP in the fridge first well, and drinking formula milk. Importantly Healthy, strong and happy image. Grow up to be a healthy child and always accompany Papa yes Darling,” Tama said by shedding her tears.
The days that Tama lived as a widower and as a single daddy were very heavy. However, Tama must be strong for Citra. Whatever Tama's gonna do for her little daughter. Especially when Tama often tells the figure of his mother, Tama's heart feels very crowded. Remembering the figure of Cellia and telling it to Citra. However, all of that must always be done so that Citra can know the figure of Mama.
Now, Tama is sitting on the corner of the sofa and holding Citra, the man takes a photo of his pregnant mother. Maternity shoot photo done when the late Cellia pregnant Citra at the age of seven months.
“See Image .. She's your Mama. Your mom is so pretty, right? Just like you, honey. Papa wants to talk to Citra. What Mina said was not true. Papa darling sure that if Mama is still alive, surely Mama is very dear to Citra. Look at Mama's smile, like the image of smiling right? The image has Mama, just that Mama has been with God in heaven there. Your mother was a great woman and risked her own life to give birth to you. It's just a great postpartum hemorrhage, until Mama finally returns to God ahead of both of us. Mama very dear Citra, Papa also .. Papa dear Citra,” he said with a vibrating voice.
The nights with Citra always feel so emotional. Remembering the figure of the wife who had died and told her little baby, Tama's chest felt tight, her voice was hoarse and seemed to waver. However, Tama is also very happy to introduce the figure of his beloved wife to Citra.
“Grow into a healthy, strong, and cheerful child Yes Citra. Papa won't let you lack affection. Papa will give all of Papa's love for you. Papa always loves Citra,” he said with great care.
Maybe there are many unlucky children in this world because they lost one or both parents at once, such as Citra who is still a child and has lost her Mother. Only, Tama promised that she would soon get Mother ASI for Citra. Hopefully, he will get a good and sincere Mother Milk while nurturing Citra.