Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
I Need a Mother Figure
When Anaya left Tama's house to talk to Reyhan, it seemed that Citra who was in the room cried. Tama to feel astonished made, not before the baby was asleep, but why now Citra woke up and cried.
With a little hurry, Tama ran up the stairs and headed into the Citra room. The young Papa immediately went in and found a crying image. Tama's hand was stretched out and started holding Citra. Carrying a kangaroo style, where Tama brought the image of the crying close to his chest, so that the baby can feel calm.
"What image is crying? Why Honey? There's Papa here .. carried Papa well. The image in the house with Papa. Uhm, dear Papa Citra. Papa will not leave Citra," said Tama with a soft cry when Citra crying.
The soft words seemed to be a medium to calm the image that suddenly cried. It was carried like a kangaroo, but Citra was still crying. Tama walked slowly to the right and to the left, with a hand that gave a swipe at the head of Citra.
"Don't that image bobok yah? I wake up and cry like this. Cup cup cup, dear ...."
Still holding Citra, Tama then took the ASIP bag from the fridge, then warmed it with an ASIP warmer. Warming for a moment, until the ASIP becomes liquid, then Tama holds the image, and gives the ASIP using a dodot.
"Drink with dodot and Citra ... Onty just left. Hopefully Onty will come back. Hopefully Onty will not be long gone, or tomorrow morning Onty can be here again" said Tama.
Either, it's a speech aimed at Citra, or Tama who has started to need the presence of Anaya. Because Anaya is so good. He treated the image like a child of his own. Even Citra also looks comfortable with Anaya.
Getting a dodot containing ASIP, slowly Citra can calm down. Let go of Tama's feelings.
"Don't cry baby .. If you cry, Papa can't do much for you. Papa can only hold you, calm you down, and give you ASIP. Forgive Papa," Tama replied.
Just talking and doing sounding with Citra alone, Tama felt her chest tight. In his mind still terbesit if only Mama Citra still exists, of course Citra will be happy. There was a figure accompanying his days. A Mother's warm embrace, Mother's milk is always available 24 hours, and also the love of a Mother. At a time like this, in his heart Tama felt that Citra needed her Mama very much.
While Tama herself, she needs a companion figure that complements her life. His companion's figure could calm him down. It had been three months, and there was no longer a figure for him to share, sigh, a figure that could make him love and be loved. In three months, Tama devoted his time and attention to Citra alone and to work.
"Well, it's quiet now his daughter Papa .. It's okay Citra, Papa promised Papa will give you affection. Although there is no Mama, but Papa make sure Papa's love is enough for you," he murmured again by holding the hand of Citra.
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Meanwhile at the residence of Anaya ....
That afternoon, apparently Doctor Tendean went home. So shocked Doctor Tendean when he came home and saw Anaya who was crying on the sofa in the living room. The middle-aged man, too, came to Anaya.
"Yes, why are you? Shouldn't you still be giving ASI to Citra?" ask Tendean's father to his daughter.
Isakan Anaya was getting firmer, the woman was crying with such a bad mood.
Hearing Reyhan's name, Tendean's father approached and hugged his daughter.
"Calm .. Why is Rey here?" tanyakanya.
"Rey came with her family and was about to take Anaya to Singapore. Anaya doesn't want Dad. Anaya wants to be here to accompany Dad" said Anaya.
Hearing Anaya's reply, Tendean's father broke his arms and looked at her son, "You left Dad is okay. You can live your own life" the father replied.
Anaya quickly shook her head, "No Dad .. She went anywhere when Aya was at her lowest point. He went anywhere when Aya was almost crazy. He has no father? So, why did Aya go with him? Aya does not want to," said Anaya confidently.
Yes, for a man who does not accompany him when he is really at the lowest point, when he is really devastated, he said, when she thought there was no hope for her future, Anaya did not want to live with such a man.
"However, Reyhan is entitled to you, Aya .. he's your husband," replied Tendean's father.
Ah, from Tendean's father's answer, it was discovered that Reyhan was Anaya's husband. However, why as a husband, Reyhan just seemed not to accompany Anaya and also did not know with deep sorrow felt by Anaya.
"Tell Reyhan everything .. for your grief" Tendean's father continued.
Anaya seemed to shake her head, "What more sadness can Anaya have for Father? Anaya is comfortable and accepts the current situation without Reyhan .. Even if she can, Aya does not want to see her again. Seeing it actually raises all the wounds in Aya's life," he said.
"That's how Aya's life is .. There are things that make you laugh and happy, but there are also things that make you hurt. It's just, think everything over carefully. Is it really the decision you have made now? Really, I'm okay living alone. It's just, I just ask God that you be happy, son .. seeing you happy just makes Dad grateful and of course feel relieved. In this life of Dad, all I have is you, Aya .. so be happy."
The message uttered by Tendean's father made Anaya indeed have to pursue her happiness. He had been suffering for a long time, until he felt the pain of losing his little baby. For everything that has ever happened, Anaya also wants to feel happy.
"Have not cried ..in almost three months' time I was happy. Your mental condition is healthier, even you do not need anti-depressant drugs anymore. You keep your diet. I'm really happy" said the father who observed the good changes in Anaya.
Anaya then looked at her father, "Dad, it looks like Anaya is starting to love Citra .. Is this right or wrong, Dad?" ask Anaya to her father.
"Not wrong, Anaya .. maybe because it's used to it, so the affection grows by itself. It's just, remind yourself that the image is only a baby that you foster and give breast milk," replied the Father.
Anaya breathed with all her chest. Fully Anaya understood that what her father said was true. For that, indeed Anaya had to convince her that her relationship with Citra was just a mother's milk with the baby she nursed.