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Anaya's Bitter Past

"Wait for Ana, we have to talk" Reyhan said, rebuking Anaya's hand.

It was as if there was so much to pars between the two. A strange story that frames and seems to ensnare both.

"What else to talk about, Rey? Nothing ... no more," said Anaya.

If Reyhan insists that there is so much to talk about between the two, especially with the clarity of their relationship. However, Anaya actually thought the opposite of the man. Anaya felt that there was nothing more to talk about. In fact, Anaya thought everything was done almost a year ago.

"You said there wasn't Ana? Is it because of that guy? That guy just now. Answer Ana!"

Reyhan who looks up blood so furious with Tama. Yes, there is a suspicion that Anaya played simultaneously with Tama. Evident from Anaya's indifferent attitude with him.

"All this has nothing to do with him" Anaya said.

It was as if Anaya herself also did not want to involve Tama in this tangled and strange problem. Because, indeed Tama has nothing to do with all this.

"Then, what reason did you ignore me, Ana? Even my calls are always diverted and the messages from me you never reply. Explain Ana!"

As a man who felt entitled to Anaya's life, Reyhan asked for an explanation from Anaya. Because, indeed the call is always diverted, besides the messages from him are also not reciprocated. For all of Anaya's treatment, Reyhan asked for an explanation at this time.

The commotion that occurred at the door, apparently getting attention from Tendean Father. The father walked closer and seemed to be trying to cool the tension of the two who were up.

"Yes ... Reyhan, it's best to talk about everything. If everything only involves emotions, then there is nothing to parse," the advice of Tendean Father.

Seeing the arrival of Tendean's father, Reyhan lowered the volume of his voice and also tried to cool his own blood that was so boiling. The man seemed to bow his face to Tendean Father.

"Dad," she said, still lowering her face.

"Why are you coming again, Rey?" ask Daddy Tendean.

As a father who also has rights to his daughter, Tendean's father also wants to get an explanation from Reyhan. Because, his daughter-in-law often comes and goes as she pleases. Of course, as a Father, Tendean's father didn't like Reyhan's attitude.

"I'm sorry Reyhan, Dad .. it's just that Reyhan needs to ask for clarity from Anaya for the clarity of our relationship" Reyhan said with confidence.

"Not now" said Anaya, turning her face away.

"Then, when is Ana? Should it linger again?" ask Reyhan.

Tendean's father then looked at his daughter, "Right .. Clear everything," replied Tendean's father.

"Not everything is Dad ... Aya was tired and wanted to rest first," she replied.

With Reyhan in mind, Anaya chose to run and climb the stairs leading into her room. His chest rumbled, so claustrophobic it felt. As if only today Anaya felt happy and could laugh together with Citra, but now she is again shown with a reality that is inversely proportional to her happiness today.

Inside her room, Anaya immediately locked the door of her room. He really doesn't want to meet anyone. The girl sat on the floor with her own knees bent and cried without a sound there. Recollecting the severed past in his life.

***

A year and a half ago ....

"Oh my God, what has happened ...all this?"

So choked it felt, even Anaya sobbed. It felt so sinful because he had broken the trust of his father. Anaya's chest feels so cramped. His premonition said that last night had indeed happened things that he could not control anymore.

When the man squirms, and his face looks how stuck Anaya when he sees the man lying naked is Reyhan who is none other than the Boss where he works.

Hearing Anaya's sobbing, Reyhan apparently woke up. The man shuffled and only covered his groin, and looked at Anaya.

"For Ana" she said in a typical voice of a new person waking up. "Why are you crying?" ask Reyhan.

"This ... all this," Anaya replied with a completely broken cry.

Seeing Anaya crying and also shaken, Reyhan tried to hug Anaya with his trembling body, but Anaya immediately brushed him off.

"Don't touch me!"

Anaya shouted and dodged. Really, Anaya doesn't want to be touched again by Reyhan. It was precisely like Anaya was disgusted with the man.

"In reality .. I touched you last night. Jengkal by jengkal .. inch by inch," Reyhan replied with a grin.

Imagining Reyhan's hand touching her body made Anaya close her eyes. It was painful to know that her honor was taken by force and under circumstances she was completely unaware of.

"Here you go, Ana ..however I have seen it all, and your body is really wow. Even if only once, but it only stuck in my memory" Reyhan said.

While Anaya was even more disgusted with his boss. A man's man took honor from his own employees, and now it's dirty and as if he's harassing him.

"Shut your mouth. Depraved man!"

Anaya cursed because it was beside her now that she found no doubt from a man who desecrated her when she was unconscious. Men who even now speak dirty and humble themselves as a woman.

"It's over .. take it easy, Ana. I'll take responsibility. Yes, even if it's just under the hand. Because, you know for yourself my reputation as CEO of a telecommunications company," said Reyhan.

Anaya cried, not only snatched the crown, but also treated unfairly by her boss. It begins with a party at the company that ends with the loss of his crown at the hands of his own boss. More than that, the man named Reyhan actually behaved and spoke badly which made Anaya really doomed the man. Lost already his sense of reluctance to Reyhan as his superior. All that was left was resentment and disgust for the man.

How long did Anaya cry until her eyes really hurt. And so was his heart that was so hurt. She felt like a completely worthless woman. Even Anaya chose to avoid Reyhan. Yes, returning from the hotel Anaya chose to drive his own car.

In the car, Anaya returned crying to roar. Even Anaya grabbed her own hair. It felt so frustrating, disappointed, and also hurt. However, that one night's doom was completely self-destructive. The crown he had been guarding all this time just disappeared into the hands of the man named Reyhan.

***

Now ....

The cries of even the roaring groans were again felt by Anaya. He cursed the day on which his holiness was taken away. He even regretted the day when he chose to resign from his previous company and join the large telecommunications company. He thought that his superior was a good man, so Anaya was disinclined by him. However, after that Anaya actually wanted to erase the name and even his memory of the figure of the man.

"I don't want to see you again, Rey. You came and reminded me of all the bloodless incisions, but the pain is still felt to this day. Why clarify status? Because it was all so clear to me! It's all done, Rey .. yes, it's done."

Lamentations of Anaya at that time. The woman sat curled up and gave the darkness to fill her room. Let the dark atmosphere hide a little the pain that melts in his sobs and cries. Anaya's bitter past almost makes Anaya lose hope. Anaya's bitter past really put pressure on her physically as well as psychically. Now, the severed past opens again and makes Anaya moan sick because she remembers it all.