Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
The Tear
The first time Anaya held Citra, the woman felt her chest so tight. If, the baby is still alive it will probably be the same age as Citra. It's just, God said another, and the baby experienced Sudden Infant Death Syndrome so that it was no longer helped the fate of the baby Anaya.
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Ten days ago ….
“The condition of the mother's baby is weak, the mother's amniotic fluid continues to seep, but there are no signs of increasing opening, so it is better to do a caesarean section, so it is better to do a cesarean section,” clear Doctor Aji who became the Obstetrician Anaya at that time.
That was the advice that Doctor Aji gave. Because, it has been 12 hours and Anaya amniotic fluid is still seeped. Doctor Aji says that Anaya has an Early Breaking Amniotic. Because, if the membranes rupture early can increase the risk of chorioamnionitis (infection of the amniotic fluid) by 70%. Corioamnionitis itself is very dangerous both for the mother and also for the fetus. The longer the Premature Amniotic Rupture (KPD) the greater the risk of chorioamnionitis.
"Doing a C-section is okay, Doc," advises Tendean.
Because, the risk is great and harmless for Anaya and her baby is peeping now. Tendean doctor as a neurologist also knows that this type of infection can cause death both for the mother and the baby. Babies born to these infected mothers will also have a higher risk of sepsis and pneumonia (lung inflammation).
"Well, given the condition of Early Breaking Amniotic then we will immediately recommend Caesarean section," replied Dr. Aji again.
Now inside the operating room, Anaya was alone lying on the bed in pain. While his father, Doctor Tendean was waiting outside. Doctor Aji and the medical team entered the operating room. Start a green cloth stretched over Anaya's abdomen. Then the nurse installs a catheter into the bladder to take urine. Intravenous or intravenous needles are also inserted into a vein in the hand to insert intravenous fluids and other medicines.
Start Doctor Aji performing epidural anesthesia (an anesthetic injection injected directly into the spinal sumsun) which will cause numbness from the abdomen to the legs only. While for the stomach up to the head of the patient in ordinary conditions.
"Bismillah, we do the Caesarean procedure now yes Ma'am," said Dr. Aji.
The lying Anaya could only shed her tears. I didn't expect the day to come. The day she meets her baby. Hopefully, the operation this time can run smoothly.
While down there, Dr. Aji began to clean the area of Anaya's abdomen and make vertical incisions starting from below the navel to the bone. Start Doctor Aji opening the abdominal cavity Anaya by making incisions one by one on each layer of the stomach.
Once the abdominal cavity of Anaya is open, a horizontal incision is made at the bottom of the uterus. Slowly the womb opened. Slowly the baby is still wrapped in amniotic fluid and the placenta is visible. Then, Doctor Aji took the part from Anaya's stomach and broke the amniotic fluid outside, after which the cry of the baby's voice was not so tight.
"The baby is a girl, Bu Anaya" said Doctor Aji by lifting the baby so small. There was blood in his mouth and nose.
Anaya could only shed tears. The first time I saw the baby, she had tears. His eyes were dewy so fast. The haru moment that Anaya must experience alone in the operating room.
But happiness doesn't last long. Only three hours after birth, apparently the baby is gone. Doctors say that the baby is affected by Sudden Infant Death Syndrome or the syndrome in which the baby suddenly dies. This is triggered by Early Breaking Amniotic and the baby is born with a low body weight so that the baby has an immature brain, has no control over his breathing and heartbeat.
"Adikc ... Sister ... why did you leave Mama alone!"
The woman sobbed in such a heart-wrenching voice. Losing her baby left Anaya completely devastated. So devastated, from then on until it had been ten days, Anaya always wore black clothes. Clothing with various colors that he has is only limited to sweeteners in his wardrobe. Black means dark, as dark as it is Anaya's life without her little baby.
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Now ….
Holding Citra, Anaya's tears dripped on their own. His eyes were dewy again, with great difficulty he held back so that his tears would not fall, but in vain. Because, the clear hair still wet his cheeks.
“Hai Citra .. you are very beautiful really Nak ... know, I Onty Anaya,” he said introducing himself and holding Citra.
Mama Rina was moved to see Anaya who was crying and holding Citra. Both are in the same position. Anaya loses her baby, while Citra loses her Mama. So Mama Rina sure must be very heavy also for Anaya to carry Citra now.
“Log in first, Anaya .. Cook standing in front of the house continue,” invite Mama Rina.
Anaya sighed and wiped her tears, “Iya Auntie .. forgive Anaya, so this emotional,” said.
“It's okay, Anaya .. Anaya how old is she? Very young,” asked Mama Rina again.
“26 years in two months, Aunt,” reply.
Mama Rina nodded her head, in her heart Mama Rina saw that Anaya was the same age as her late daughter-in-law Cellia. Surely if Cellia is still there, it will be like this too Cellia holds the little one, Citra.
“You drink first?” ask Mama Rina.
“Neither Aunt, later .. This image after this is held Aunty? Sorry, Anaya does not know .. because Anaya only had time to feel the birth, after Anaya did not have the opportunity to hold and care for Anaya's baby,” he said with a sigh.
The woman's voice felt trembling, but Anaya held back as much as possible so that her cries would not break. Mama Rina fully knows how Anaya's heart is feeling and condition right now. Hopefully by giving ASI to Citra, Anaya will also feel healing mentally.