Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
Full Haru
I don't think the day has changed with the day. Now, is the weekend anticipated by Tama, because this weekend Tama has planned to invite Anaya to a place. Anaya has also agreed, and this time Tama rushed to immediately pick Anaya up to her house.
"Are you ready?" tama asked who was smiling widely when she saw the face of Anaya who was so beautiful that afternoon.
"Yes is already ... Beautiful in the house, huh?" ask Anaya again.
"Yes, in the same house. I want to take you somewhere, Ay," Tama said in the end.
Anaya does not ask Tama to take her anywhere, only Anaya follows because she is sure that Tama will take her safely. That was enough for Anaya. Anaya seems to believe that Tama will take her somewhere with a certain purpose.
Tama immediately drove his car, and the place to go now there is a suburban area. Anaya was confused when Tama's car stopped at a cemetery. It was Anaya who frowned, and glanced at Tama.
"Cemetery?" tanyanya brief.
"Hmm, yes .. we come here first yes," Tama asked Anaya.
Get off his car, Tama buy sow flowers and also rose water sold by some buyers there. Not forgetting, Tama took a sprig of White Chrysanthemum flowers that she took from her car.
This time, Anaya was silent. However, at least Anaya seems to know where she will be invited by Tama now. Choose to be quiet and of course face it with what is happening there.
Tama walked a little more in front, while Anaya followed Tama. Several times Tama looks doubtful because she herself is afraid of the cemetery area. Moreover, the burial area reminded him of the figure of his dead baby.
Even Anaya was also so careful not to step on the funeral or other headstone. As a form of appreciating those who fall asleep in the ground.
Just like Anaya thought. Now Tama stopped at a gravestone bearing the name "Cellia" there. From the number of years of birth and the number of years of death, the deceased was 25 years old when he died. Really, just standing in front of the navel alone makes Anaya's eyes teary.
Now Tama is crouched on a mound of earth tidied up with a headstone attached there. Tama slightly smiled and rubbed the headstone made from the black marble.
"Hey Cellia, I'm coming again this time" Tama said.
Tama then extended her hand to Anaya, asking Anaya to crouch by her side. Then Tama spoke to Anaya.
"Well, this is Cellia's grave. She was my first wife who did not give birth to Citra" he said, trying to introduce her to Anaya.
"Hey, Cellia .. I'm Anaya," Anaya replied softly.
Tama then sighed, the man read al-Fatihah's letter out loud then started sprinkling flowers and splashing with rose water there.
"Cellia, this time I came to convey that I was about to start a new life. I'm gonna marry Anaya, Cellia. Maybe in heaven you can see it. It was Anaya who took care of Citra, our daughter very well. Anaya is so sincere and patient to take care of Citra every day. So, today I brought Anaya here to tell you that I'm going to marry her, Cell," Tama said.
Yes, Cellia is gone. It's just that Tama feels she has to introduce Anaya to Cellia first. Even in front of him there was only a mound of earth and a tombstone.
"Anaya, in front of Cellia's tomb, I want to convey something. She was my first wife. The person who is present in my life and gives the most beautiful eyes is Citra. He will occupy a separate room in my heart. So Anaya, can you give a little permission in my heart for Cellia's late home?" ask Tama.
Then Anaya also sprinkled flowers in the center of Cellia, Anaya also spoke as if there was Cellia who heard it.
"Stay in Mas Tama's heart with all the memories of you two, Cellia. I will make new memories, without having to close and throw away all the old ones. You're a good woman, Cellia. One day Citra will be very proud when she heard the story of her Mama who died to give birth to Citra in this world" Anaya replied.
Tama was relieved. At least this is what he has to do. Then Tama stood up, she also invited Anaya to stand up.
"Well, Cellia, we say goodbye. Rest in peace" said Tama.
Then Tama stretched out her hand and held Anaya's hand there. Take Anaya home from the cemetery.
"Close to the block next to Mas" Anaya said by showing another block in the public cemetery area.
"To whose place?" tanya Tama later.
"Mother Mama and my baby are buried here as well" Anaya replied.
Tama also did not expect if the people Anaya loved were also buried in this cemetery area. Of course Tama did not reject it. Precisely Tama feel happy to be able to visit the navel at once.
"This is my Mother's grave and this next to her is my baby" said Anaya, who is now also crouching near a gravestone.
"Hello Mother and Little Sister," Tama greeted by crouching beside Anaya.
Both of them were silent, maybe because being in the navel of the person he loved made Anaya cry there. It feels so haru.
"Almarhumah Mother left a few hours after giving birth to me, Mas. The story is similar to that of Almarhumah Cellia. With Mama gone forever, our lives are no longer the same. The grief that has haunted me for years, and I grew up without ever feeling the warmth and touch of a mother's affection. However, Father always tells me who Mother is and how Mother loves me with her love all the time. Until she was nonexistent, I knew I could get to this because of Mother who gave birth to me. Then, she is Love, my baby. A child who never had any luck in his life. Born with a lack of weight to experience complications in his organs. A boy who never knew who his Papa was, even when he was buried in a burrow, his grandfather buried him, Anaya said.
Repeating all those stories made Anaya really cry. The shadow of the greatest grief and loss of his life returns to haunt. Soon Tama embraced Anaya's trembling shoulder, giving a swipe up and down on that shoulder.
"Patience," replied Tama.
"Mother and Baby Sister, Anaya here also wants to introduce Mother and Love to Mas Tama. He is a good man, who will be asking Anaya soon" Anaya said.
Tama nodded her head and still embraced Anaya's shoulder.
"Maybe Mommy never knew and saw my growth, but I live by remembering all the stories Mother told Dad every day. Even so with you Love, now Mama is not alone anymore. There is Om Tama and Citra who will be a new family for Mama" he replied.
"Hello Love is beautiful. You are also my daughter, my dear. Papa loves you too. Papa permission to marry Mama Anaya well. Don't feel alone Dear, you are also the son of Papa," replied Tama by rubbing a headstone bearing the name of Love.
Truly, today is a full day. The day when the shadow of sorrow returns greets. However, today is also a greeting from the two to family members who have passed away.
Happiness will soon be said hello. Those who have died are not to be forgotten, but remembered for their kindness and told their stories to other family members. To start a new chapter of Anaya and Tama's life, at least the two have greeted with warm greetings and sent prayers to their deceased family members.