
Anaya is seen staring at the tiny face of Citra, can hold the baby and smell the typical aroma of a soft baby makes both eyes glazed Anaya. Holding a baby is like this. Ten days ago, Anaya only had time to touch her baby when the Little One did Early Breastfeeding Initiation (IMD). At that time, Anaya also felt why the baby was so small like a baby in general. The baby was born weighing less than 2 kilograms, besides the sound of crying was heard so softly.
“Ten minutes after sunbathing, Image let Aunt bathe first, Anaya .. you relax first is okay. Breakfast first,” said Mama Rina.
“Iya Aunt .. thank you,” replied Anaya by nodding her head.
While Tama looked to observe Anaya who carried Citra. It feels possible that if Cellia were still around, it would look like that. It's just that now Tama chose silence and did not talk much.
“Working time Tam?” ask Mama Rina.
Tama who had been silent, finally blinked and then looked at his mother. “Euhm, soon Ma ... wait for Citra to shower first, abis it Tama to leave for work,” reply.
Mama Rina smiled, “Alright .. Have you met yet? So Anaya, this Citra is Tama's son. The image of being a child less fortunate because his mother died a few hours after giving birth to him,” story Mama Rina.
Anaya who listened to the story from Mama Rina nodded her head faintly, and then looked at Tama for a moment. Actually, Tama is not a new person in Anaya's life. The two met a few years ago. It's just that, it is an introduction and there is a relationship between the two that only runs for a few months.
“ASI you are still out huh Anaya?” ask Mama Rina again.
“Still, Tan ... sometimes Yes Anaya pumping and directly discarded. Three days after giving birth, it was full, Aunt .. Anaya until the fever and swelling. So, the doctor at that time advised to pump and just throw away,” Anaya replied.
“Mastitis well?” ask Mama Rina again.
“Iya, Mastitis Aunt .. when Anaya check it is because of mastitis, which makes pushy swelling due to the ASI channel. Symptoms are painful and also accompanied by fever," he replied.
“Darling well, have abundant ASI and after being pumped continue to be thrown away. Though a bag of ASI is very valuable,” reply Mama Rina.
“Nobody drinks either, Auntie .. so, just to anticipate the occurrence of swelling alone. Only now, the ASI can be drunk Citra. Drink breast milk to be healthy yes Son,” Anaya reply by staring at the image that she still carries with her hands.
“If Aunty can advise, if the night is just pumped, Anaya .. later the next morning his ASIP bag is brought here, can be stored in the refrigerator and can be drunk Citra at night. Later let Tama who will buy ASIP bags for you,” said Mama Rina.
Tama immediately nodded her head, “Iya, later I buy an ASIP bag for you,” reply Tama.
“Still,” sahut Anaya with brief.
Hearing that Citra will soon take a bath, Tama immediately stood up. Without being told, Tama had already entered the bathroom, preparing the baby bucket with warm water. Then he brought together various personal care owned by Citra such as soap, shampoo, and washlap to bathe the baby.
After that, Tama arranged in Citra's baby room, put the perlak and prepare a change of clothes for Citra, complete with telon oil, and floral-scented baby perfume. The young Papa, prepared everything by himself.
“It's ready Ma,” he said once everything is ready.
Mama Rina went upstairs to Citra's room and immediately bathed the little baby. “Tante, Anaya can come? Want to see Aunty mandiin Citra can?” ask Anaya.
“Bby ... here come,” Reply Mama Rina.
Anaya followed Mama Rina up to the second floor. The young woman seemed to notice how to bathe the baby. Seen Mama Rina gives shampoo in the hair Image is black, and gives soap in the body Citra, and, after that, Mama Rina used a washlap like a small towel like gloves to clean all the foam in the body of Citra, then slowly Citra was inserted into the baby bucket. It does not take too long, just a few minutes, Citra has finished bathing, and has been carried by Mama Rina again with a towel.
“Oh, how to bathe a baby like that yes Aunt ... sometime ajarin Anaya yes Aunt,” pinta Anaya.
Anaya did give birth to a baby, but God did not give her the opportunity to care for and nurture her baby. This time, his heart was moved to be able to do various things around baby nurturing. After all, Anaya was convinced that Mama Rina was a good person and was willing to teach her. So that this opportunity is used by Anaya to learn at once.
“Bby ... let's be smart yes Anaya,” reply Mama Rina.
“Just want to learn, Aunt ... Anaya is not a perfect mother. God only allowed Anaya to give birth, but not to take care of Anaya's little baby,” replied.
This time his heart was sad. The fate of life feels so bitter. She only had a few hours with her little baby. Not having time to bathe, pet, and say a variety of good things that will be remembered by the baby. So, on this good occasion, Anaya wants to learn.
After that, Mama Rina also put on clothes and diapers for Citra. Again Anaya seemed to notice how small clothes can be worn by a baby. There are a lot of things Anaya never did.
“Strong Anaya well .. patient ones. The baby has become a little angel in heaven there,” Mama Rina replied.
“Iya, Aunt .. only sometimes Anaya can not forget. If, night falls .. It feels like Anaya heard the sound of a baby crying. Laughing at Anaya's ears, how the baby who cried when he was just born. Almost every night Anaya awake,” I am Anaya honestly.
Mama Rina paused her activity to put on a shirt for Citra, then patted Anaya's shoulder gently. “Anaya is great .. Anaya is already struggling. Aunt pray happiness will soon stop in your life well. A dark day will pass, and the sun will greet with its glorious light.”
Anaya's tears were shed on their own. He is still fragile. The day had already passed and was now stepping on the tenth day, but he seemed to be still imprisoned in endless pain. The pain that Anaya will always remember in her life. The pain that completely changed her life, Anaya's life is no longer the same. Anaya's life has changed completely since the loss of her little baby.