Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
New Family
Actually taking Anaya to Posyandu did not seem the right decision. Tama has just been a widower, there have been no three weeks. While now there are young women who look affectionate with Citra. Therefore, the neighbors also think that Anaya is a prospective daughter-in-law for the family of Mama Rina and Papa Budi.
“Sorry yes Anaya, if various questions from the neighbors had made you uncomfortable,” said Mama Rina.
As a mother, of course Mama Rina knows that Anaya shows an uncomfortable face when neighbors say that she is a prospective daughter-in-law. There were even whispers that the Duda Mas would soon remarry. Sometimes, the image of being a widower is not good. If there is closeness to a woman will be considered as her woman or her future wife, or just a paid woman. In fact, Mama Rina fully knows that Tama still loves Cellia. Tama is still in a mourning mood, and it is not easy to forget Cellia just like that.
As for Anaya herself, Mama Rina also does not know how the background of the woman who became Mother of Milk for Citra. What Mama Rina knows is that Anaya also looks very lost her own baby.
“It's okay, Auntie .. yes because it reduces the neighbor's speech alone, Anaya does not want to make unwanted gossip and ruin Tama's name. The image of the widower in the neighborhood is also not good, Aunt .. especially in a number of online novels where the author always describes widows who are shady and thirsty caresses. Not all dudes are like that. Precisely men if injured it will usually imprint so deeply because men usually like to harbor something themselves,” replied Anaya.
Hearing what Anaya just said, it seems Mama Rina became relieved. Apparently Anaya has his own reasons why he refused to be picked up by Tama. Apparently Anaya also thought about the name and reputation of Tama. Too close to a widower whose wife has just left is certainly not good.
“Thank God, Anaya .. earlier, Auntie thought you were uncomfortable,” she replied.
“Anaya is fine, Aunt .. after all, the purpose of Anaya is to work and provide ASI for Citra. In addition, Anaya also wants a healthier and more stable mentality, Aunt ... to be honest, two days Anaya felt helped by the presence of Citra. Feeling calmer and Anaya's sadness was diverted. It's just that at night, it still feels sad. Anaya seems to hate the night,” he said.
Anaya spoke honestly this time. He wants mental health. Want stability in life that will return, maybe the way through giving ASI and nurturing Image. Materially, Anaya is very well off. His father, who was a doctor, could give anything to him. However, Anaya wants to recover her healthy and stable mentality. Precisely if you can, Anaya wants to look to the future with new hope.
“If Tama can tell a story with Auntie, surely Tama will feel that way .. it's just that Tama harbored it himself,” Mama Rina replied.
“Cuma, Tama looks very strong when it is with Citra. He also looks very fond of Citra,” reply.
“Maybe this image reminds Tama of his wife's passing, so yes as it is. It's just that, Auntie did talk to Tama so that she was strong .. for Citra. However, Citra needs her Papa. Indeed, just two weeks running, Aunt believes the sorrow is still very deep. It's just, Aunt is convinced that Tama needs time. As time goes by, everything will improve.”
Hope from a Mama Rina for Tama. It is not easy to remove suffering and calm the heart. However, slowly time will recover everything. Whether it was, how many months it would take or how many years Mama Rina was certain that her son would soon recover.
“Since getting married, Tama lived here too huh Auntie?” anaya asked suddenly.
“Not ... Tama has had her own home since marriage. It's just that after the departure of his wife, Auntie asked Tama to go home again. Here Aunty can take care of Citra. Therefore, the Aunt prayed that God would grant Aunt with health and long life, so that the Aunt can take care of Citra,” said Mama Rina.
“Amin .. Anaya also prayed for Aunt. Wow, so cool Anaya can chat like this with Auntie .. it feels like Anaya Kayak has a mother so,” reply.
“Mother died giving birth to Anaya .. Her story Dad is similar to Tama, Auntie. We both lost our wives while giving birth to a baby. Hence since childhood, Anaya only get Daddy's love. Without ever feeling the affection of a Mother,” Anaya's story.
Listening to the story from Anaya, Mama Rina was already teary-eyed. Maybe Citra will grow up without knowing the affection of her mother. Remembering that there are no precious moments or memories with the mother.
“Then, Dad didn't marry again?” ask Mama Rina.
“Ne.gak .. said Dad can only love one woman and that is Mom. Can't replace Mom's position in Dad's heart. In addition, Dad is also busy being a Doctor and serving the community. So, yes Dad devoted his life to the first two things raising Anaya yes even with a babysitter, and also to serving the community,” Anaya story again.
“You can call Auntie, Mama if you want Anaya .. Auntie does not mind,” Mama Rina replied.
Really, it feels like Mama Rina's heart was knocked after hearing Anaya's story. It is imagined that his grandson Citra will also grow without ever feeling the affection of a mother. Imagining all that alone makes Mama Rina's chest feel so tight.
“Really? Can?” ask Anaya.
There was a nod of the head from Mama Rina, “Bby .. it's okay,” he replied.
“Mm ... maa .. mama,” said Anaya.
Just to say Mama's word Anaya's lips have been shaking, her tears just glistened. Not expecting at Tama's house, he actually got a new family. Getting the attention and kindness of Aunt Rina, getting the image that seems to be her solace. Mama Rina approaches and hugs Anaya, “Iya .. Call Mama alone is okay. The strong yes Anaya .. You are a great woman. A strong woman. Mama is sure that the rainbow will rise soon after the rain. Rainbows that blush perfectly and exude the charm of color in your life,” said Mama Rina.
Anaya cried until a hiccup in Mama Rina's arms, “Amin .. thanks, Ma. Oh my God, never did Anaya think she could call someone Mama,” he said in awe.
“Sama-sama Citra .. thank you also you have been kind and give ASI to Citra. Mama represents Tama to thank you,” said Mama Rina.
“Anaya sincerely, Ma ... Anaya sincerely provide ASI for Citra. If, every drop of ASI that Anaya has is beneficial for Citra, of course Anaya will be very happy and grateful,” reply with all her heart.
It feels really good to get a new family in the midst of suffering that still envelops the heart. However, that is the destiny as if it had been outlined by the Khalik. He has a thousand ways to fill human life, not always cloudy thick, not always laughing. There will be in the time, in the midst of human excitement and confusion, there is precisely a glimmer of hope that Khalik deliberately scratched in sheet by sheet the story of human life.