
If usually Anaya's days are always clouded. It felt reluctant to wake up, and the suffering was still lingering in the heart. This time Anaya woke up with a smile on her face. What the woman does when she wakes up in the morning is to pump the source of her ASI that is already full of ASI. Installing two bottles of pumping on the wood, then Anaya pressed the button on his electric pumping, relaxation movement, and then suction from the electric pumping so that it did not last long, already flowing ASI in a pumping bottle attached to his chest.
Enjoying the time of pumping, as if indeed the ASI that Anaya produces is for her own baby. Finished pumping, Anaya then stored the ASIP bag in the refrigerator first, after which Anaya prepared to take a shower and will soon go to Tama's house.
It only takes 20 minutes to get ready. This time, Anaya was still wearing a black t-shirt and paired with long pants. Anaya just pinched her hair ala ponny tail, so as not to have trouble when giving ASI for Citra later. Her hair also does not interfere with the image that is drinking ASI.
"For Dad," Anaya said, coming down to the dinner table to meet her father.
"For Aya ... how can I sleep last night?" ask Tendean's father to his daughter.
Seen Anaya who again shook her head, "Still not sound, Well. Only Anaya does not take sleeping pills and antidepressants (medications for those who are depressed) so that his ASI is healthy for Citra," Anaya replied.
Because taking medicine while breastfeeding a baby is sometimes a dilemma. The mother may feel worried that the medicine she is taking will have an effect on the breast milk the Little One is taking. Because, almost all drugs consumed by the mother can also enter the ASI. Therefore, last night Anaya did not take her sleeping pills and antidepressant drugs.
"Then, how was her sleep last night?" ask Tendean's father again.
"Aya imagines Citra, Well .. Maybe the image is wrong well, only Aya imagines Citra, and every two hours pumping, thinking that Citra needs ASI from Aya. After that, Aya was able to fall asleep," Anaya replied by lowering her face.
Not intended to replace the position of the baby who has died with Citra. Only, Anaya needs a real figure who also needs him now. After waking up while pumping every two hours, Anaya finally fell asleep.
"It's okay, Ay. Just take care of your health. Get enough sleep," replied Tendean's father.
"Yes Dad .. It's only Father's eleventh day. There are times when Aya feels increasingly heavy to step up and live the day. At night, when she was about to fall asleep, Aya woke up because she remembered Aya's own baby and her weeping softly."
Anaya told all of it with teary eyes, her chest felt so tight as she recalled how she was awake, remembered her own baby, and ringed the sound of a baby.
"Patience .. Everything takes time. Aya, keep you up until when will be wearing black clothes?" ask the Father.
Anaya shook her head, "Come on Dad .. Aya's heart is not fine yet. Aya is still grieving," she replied.
"Alright .. patient and strong well. Dad will always be with you. The strong one," replied Tendean's father again.
In about 15 minutes, Tendean and Anaya's father enjoyed breakfast. After that, Tendean's father who drove Anaya to Tama's house to give ASI for Citra.
"Be careful yeah .. later I pick you up at night after practice well?" said Tendean's father by lowering Anaya in front of the gate of the Tama family residence.
"Yes Father .. thanks Dad," Anaya replied by waving her hand to her Father.
"Excuse me... morning," said Anaya as soon as she arrived at the door.
"Pagi .. enter Anaya. Just come in" replied Mama Rina from inside the house.
"For Aunty ... This is ASIP for Citra, can be drunk later tonight," said Anaya while giving approximately five bags of ASIP from the paper bag he brought.
"Makasih Anaya .. here, let Auntie store it in a special refrigerator first. You have breakfast gih .. it's Om and Tama is breakfast," said Mama Rina who told Anaya to breakfast.
"Anaya had breakfast in the house earlier, Aunt ... is full of this stomach," he said by patting his own stomach.
"Yes already ... sit first, or want to go to his room Citra directly above is also allowed," said Mama Rina.
"Anaya to the top only aunty .. kangen the same Citra," he replied with a smile.
"Yes .. yes, just go in" replied Mama Rina.
Then Anaya has a ride to Citra's nursery which is on the second floor. The woman entered the room which from the door had already smelled a typical baby aroma, a blend of telon oil, and also a soft baby perfume. The image itself from birth also does not wear baby powder, but in the room it feels like baby powder.
The message that Tama got from Pediatrician Specialist who holds Citra is Doctor Bisma, his own relatives advised that the baby does not need talcum powder. Because, the administration of sow powder risks causing inhalation of small particles of powder into the airway and cause respiratory problems, until then. Therefore, Tama does not have powder in her house for Citra.
"Hello Image ... Onty came again," said Anaya softly while smiling at the sleeping image with her legs bent.
"Citra is still sleeping Onty .. earlier tumben he woke up early, so Auntie immediately sun him .. then just wrapped his legs and drank ASIP in the dodot. Uh, even sleeping," Mama Rina's story that apparently also followed Anaya to Citra's room.
"Oh, pantesan .. so the image has been bathing well Auntie?" ask Anaya again.
"Yes ... why would you want to learn to bathe baby well?" mama asked Lina with a smile.
"Ehmm, if possible .. want to learn Aunt. Let me know what it's like to bathe a baby" Anaya replied.
"Yes already, later in the afternoon Aunt Ajarin to bathe Citra well ... The image is very lucky to meet the good Onty Anaya," said Mama Rina.
Anaya smiled and nodded her head. Thankful, this morning it feels Anaya more excited. His sadness was distracted by being a Mother of Milk and at the same time a nanny for Citra. Hopefully, the days of cloudy covers in his life will soon pass.