Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Life of Prospective Parents
The human heart is a place to hide everything. Sometimes the mouth says A, but not in the heart.
Honestly after meeting with Felly again, Khaira felt uneasy. Even throughout the journey of this pregnant woman is more silent. Radit certainly already knew the mood changes that occurred to his wife, but he chose to wait until he arrived home.
The journey did not take long, because now the two had reached their residence. Khaira still turned on silent mode, and was reluctant to speak.
Radit who noticed his wife's every move immediately grabbed Khaira's hand and led her into the room.
"Why have you been in them since? If I'm guilty, tell me where I'm wrong, don't put it on the brakes like this." said the man, landing one hand on the side of Khaira's face.
Khaira quickly shook her head. "No, you're not wrong. I'm just the one with a lot of thoughts."
Radit immediately carried his wife's body in his arms. "Why? Hm. Same story with me."
Reluctant to tell a story, Khaira actually hugged her husband tightly while inhaling the aroma of woody that was so soothing and became Khaira's favorite so far.
"Dear, listen to me. Don't think the no-no. I told you once, like the land of my heart and my life, this right to belong and the right to use is yours. I won't be tempted by anyone. Including the woman we met on purpose at the Mall. There is no longer a gap in my heart for anyone. It's just you" Radit said as he rubbed his wife's back gently.
"Don't you remember the philosophy of the four candles you used to say, darling?" tanyanya and Khaira nodded.
"I always remember what you said. The first candle is peace, this candle can be extinguished because humans can not keep it. The second candle is faith, this candle can be extinguished because keeping the faith is very difficult. The third candle is love, but love can be extinguished because of lack of trust and betrayal. The fourth candle is hope. Hope is the only thing that can live and live the other three candles. You said we could both keep the four candles burning. Faith, love, peace, hope we hold together. I will not extinguish any of them, with you I will keep lighting all four candles." Radit said solemnly.
Khaira outlined her embrace on her husband's body. "I was a bit anxious, especially when she said to be a single mom. But I sincerely say that he is strong to be a Father and a Mother at once. I'm afraid you'll sympathize until you finally get back to him. I'm worried, Mas... Really."
Radit cupped his wife's face with both hands. "Look at my eyes, honey, I would never do that. I promised you, right. Trust me... I do not deny you anxiety and various other thoughts arise, but give me the confidence Dear. Trust me. I can be the man you trust."
"Yes Mas... I believe in you. I'm parnoan, huh Mas? Sorry." said Khaira.
Radit started to smile. "I'm sorry, I hurt you a lot. All because of what I did first. Hmm, but sometimes if you're like this I'm happy because you really love me and don't want to lose me, right?" he said while laughing a little.
Khaira hit her husband's chest. "I love you, Mom... Banget...."
Radit's heart warmed so much to hear a love statement from his own wife. As a man, of course he was happy to get a confession of love from his wife.
"So, let's keep our four candles together, shall we?" radit asked with a slight look on his wife's face.
Without a doubt, Radit also linked his pinky finger to his wife's pinky finger. "I promise you, sweetheart. I really love you. I'm crazy, honey. Don't leave me. You complete me."
Khaira smiles. "Start deh lebai" he said as he pursed his lips.
"I'm not more dear, this is an affirmation of my love for you. Radit is only for Khaira, forever. Until I close my eyes." Radit said it solemnly.
"Believe me, I've loved me this much. Khaira is also only for Mas Radit, forever." he said in earnest.
Indeed, such is the household, sometimes there are pebbles scattered, but every couple needs to throw the pebbles. Facing together with both. There is no perfect household, there is a way to always struggle to build and maintain household harmony.
Even so with Khaira and Radit, when there are pebbles may cause anxiety, worry, but they can actually survive.
"Mas, we continue to arrange the groceries earlier yuk? Let's all be ready in Baby A's room." Take Khaira to her husband.
Radit nodded his head. "Yes, come... You go to Baby Aja's room, honey, let me bring here the groceries. You do not lift heavy, your stomach is getting bigger" said Radit warned his wife who grew bigger stomach because the gestational age is also increasing.
According to. Khaira went straight to Baby A's room which was connected to her bedroom. There she was still observing if there was anything lacking while waiting for her husband to come.
Once her husband had entered Baby A's room, Khaira immediately removed baby items from the paper bag. While Radit was busy assembling boxes for baby beds.
Khaira arranges clothes for the baby in a closet shaped like that storage drawer. Arrange there one storage for one type of item. Sometimes pregnant women smile at themselves imagining the funny Baby A if it is born later.
"Darling, please come here for a moment. This Box is already strong yet anyway? Please help with the check, dear. Just help hold this first, I tighten the hook first." said Radit asked his wife for help
Khaira also walked and held one of the supports and her husband began to strengthen the hook in the form of nuts and bolts using a screwdriver.
"Well, it's strong, baby. Thanks for helping." said Radit while cleaning the baby box.
"You look so good at Mas's art, until you have prepared everything for Baby A" said Khaira while turning to see her husband who looks so excited.
Radit nodded his head. "I am so sweet, darling. I can't wait to see Baby A. I imagine Baby A will be beautiful like you. The fruit of our love both dear, of course I'm very happy" he said while laughing.