Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Final Decision
"I'm a dick, Khai.." The words escaped Radit's mouth. The man rubbed his face rough.
"I've hurt you this deep, I'm just a stupid guy who can't solve all the problems, it ends up getting more and more protracted. I'm sorry, Khai ... The last few months I haven't even told you, it's all because I'm really busy with my work, Khai... I thought you didn't exist too much, with all my busyness that I didn't give you any news at all. I'm sorry Khai...Even the happy day of your graduation I didn't come, I was indeed a heartless husband. But your punishment is too severe, Khai... You even left without saying goodbye to me."
Radit again observed every corner of Khaira's room, the wedding photos that used to be in some corner of this room now no longer exist. Then Radit threw himself on Khaira's bed. "I miss you, Khai... Yes, I miss you, Khaira.." he said softly while curled up on Khaira's bed. Immerse himself on top of Khaira's bed and hope to still get traces of Khaira left on that bed.
It is true that the saying goes, often we really miss the presence of someone valuable in our lives, if that person has gone from our lives.
That is also what Radit felt, he only realized how much he missed Khaira, after Khaira was far away in the other country. After all the opportunities and hopes of meeting him could no longer. Separate Jakarta - England is a very long distance. 11,811 km is the distance between the two. With such a long distance, being in a different continental world could it be that the two would meet again?
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A few days later, Radit chooses to return to his house that he bought for Felly while Radit wants to end his relationship with the woman he has been fighting for quite a long time.
As usual, Felly welcomes Radit home with his spoiled attitude.
"New days come home anyway Ay? Fortunately I also shift at night, if I do not cook at home alone. You are very busy, yes, until two days do not go home" said Felly with full seduction to Radit.
While since meeting Felly, Radit was cold and not so concerned about Felly. The man just wanted to immediately take the final decision to finish everything.
"There's something I need to say to you." Radit sighed for a moment, "I can't continue our relationship anymore."
Radit's words were like lightning in broad daylight to Felly. In fact, he really did not think that Radit would end their relationship.
"I'm yelling. This second you are no longer my wife."
Radit's tongue feels mute when saying the word Talak, but seeing with his own eyes and head how Felly has behaved not every, then Radit took a decision talak. When the talaq is spoken just like that by Radit, which actually makes Felly rise apitam.
"Okay, I don't have a problem either. Besides, I don't love you anymore. You're just me using it all this time. You're just being too naive." Felly who was in the middle of emotions finally admitted that all this time he only used Radit. Yes it's all because Radit always gives what he wants, related to money, Radit will be a royal type of man.
"I am too naive to have believed you all this time, I have struggled even though my little heart knows that you don't want to fight with me." Sahut Radit with his emotions are also no less boiling. "There are other men now who can live you and satisfy your desires, so now go."
Radit stared intently at Felly, "And if he slaps an innocent woman, maybe this hand has already floated up to your face. But I still hold him. A man will not raise his hand on a woman. Remember, Fell... After this I hope we won't see each other again, I don't want to see your face or know anything about you. Now get out of here."
"And, remember I'm so sorry to have pretended to be next to you for such a long time." Felly spoke again and he left Radit.
Radit rubbed his face, "Hmm, so it's true that you've only pretended to stay by my side to get my money. I'm a fool, but I won't do anything stupid after this. I failed, but I won't make the same mistake. Now I know who I deserve and should fight for. I'll risk everything to get back to you, Khai... Wait for me, I'll come Khai... I'll look for you."
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Manchester, England
Meanwhile, Khaira who was already in Manchester, the girl chose to busies herself by arranging her apartment.
Because living in a foreign country with limited transportation, Khaira chose to rent an apartment located not far from the campus.
Khaira chose to rent an apartment with a distance of 2.7 km from the campus, it takes approximately 30 minutes to walk, while at certain hours there will also be a bus that passes from Oldfield Road.
Apartment with a studio concept where there is one bed, kitchen, study area, and one bathroom in it will be a Khaira stopover for 2 years.
After arriving in Manchester, he immediately looked for an apartment with a price that fits in his pocket. Some time he used to rest because it was still jetlag. After that, the girl began to arrange the apartment according to what she wanted. He changed bed linen and bedcovers, cleaned the kitchen, bathroom, arranged his clothes and books. Make the one-room room as comfortable as possible. Do not forget Khaira put her wedding photo frame in several corners of her apartment.
"Hmm, being in this place so far I still remember you" Khaira said as her fingers stroked Radit's face in the photo she held.
"I've gone this far, my brain still thinks of you, my heart still hopes that one day you will come. Although I know, my position has absolutely no meaning in your life, Mas .. let alone to be together, even the sweet memories of when we were little have vanished from your memory, you've forgotten me for years. I'm a fool for choosing to drop my first love for you. We are united in the sacred bond of marriage, but there is no heart bond between us."
Then, Khaira put her wedding photo on the nightstand next to her bed.
"With this photo I will remember you, Mas. Remembering your loveless pinch that managed to snatch away all the happiness in my life." His words were sad and his tears again broke down his father's face.