Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Bumil's Insecure
The last weeks leading up to labor have definitely made Khaira unbiased compared to usual. However, his weight gain is still within the normal limit of 12 kilograms.
Khaira has also taken a teaching leave and has been on leave for three months. So that throughout the day, Khaira spent at home sometimes he rearranged baby equipment in Baby A's room, read books, cook, or just lying down.
While Radit begins to feel unsettled at work, the phone is never in silent mode, always ringing. He was afraid that his wife might have contractions and not be home. However, Khaira always encouraged her husband that he would be fine. Work also began to not calm Radit because of thoughts with his wife who was pregnant at home.
This afternoon after her husband came home from work, either anxious because the estimated day of birth is getting closer, or mentally Khaira is anxious, Bumil this one looks anxious and feels like crying.
Radit who had just come out of the bathroom immediately approached his wife. "Why Dear? I look so worried. What's going on here talking to me. Does his stomach feel tight? Does your waist hurt? Here, the story used to be the same for me." asked Radit who immediately hugged his wife's body warmly.
Radit also proved himself to be a husband who is alert, his affection for the wife increased many times.
"I don't know, Mom. Like I was worried, worried, not confident. Kayak insecure. I'm scared sometimes too. It felt like all the flavors were mixed into one" she said as her hands tightly hugged her husband's waist.
Radit rubbed his wife's head slowly. "Why can it be insecure? Did you think of anything? Don't mind heavy, honey, don't stress. Inget said the doctor yesterday, pregnant women should not stress yes later even blood pressure becomes high. If there's any story with me."
Immediately Khaira nodded her head. "I think of maternity pain she said very sick, am I strong, Mas? What if I...."
Not until Khaira continued his words, Radit had covered his wife's mouth with his hand.
"Sstttss ... Don't talk so, dear. I'm sure you can. You're powerful. There is a me who will always support you. Or you want Caesar alone, so as not to be too sick later ask to be prescribed painkillers also let him cure it. I'm not forcing you to give birth to a normal, normal, or Caesar you're still a full and complete mother. You're still a great mother." Say it sincerely.
Khaira was crying in her husband's arms. "I'm sorry if I thought a no-no. I'm honestly scared. However, because Baby A is in the right position and meets the criteria for normal childbirth so I want to try it. What matters is that you always keep me up, huh?"
"Dear Dad, this is normal. Remember me when you're scared. I'll make sure that if I keep you company, we'll both welcome Baby A together. Give positive affirmations to ourselves that we can. Replace the feeling of sadness with a happy feeling because soon we will meet Baby A well." he said who is strengthening his wife who sometimes does feel insecure.
"Thank you very much, my mother, always motivates me and strengthens me. Thankful that I have you." Khaira said sincerely.
Radit kissed the top of his wife's head fondly. "Don't be sad anymore. I once said, instead of being sad, I like to make you happy. You want what? I'll give it, as long as it's not sad anymore. Bumilku Beautiful must be happy, will soon meet Baby A. Made happy yeah...."
Khaira shook her head. "I don't want anything. To be hugged all night with Papa. Hugs from you are enough Mas, already make me smile." he said.
Radit is actually anxious with his wife who is often spoiled during pregnancy. "Without you asking, I'll hold you all night long darling."
"Euhm, thank you Mas." said Khaira as she raised her head to look at her husband's face.
"Mas, if abis gave birth I still ndut and my weight did not return to normal how did Mas?" ask Khaira who is now sitting leaning on the headboard of her bed.
Khaira looked at her husband's face. "Seriously? I'm up 12 kilos this time Mas."
Radit cupped his wife's face with both hands. "You're always beautiful, honey. Not only is your face beautiful, but your heart is also kind and her personality is also beautiful. That's why I hope Baby A will be as beautiful as his mother. Beautiful face, beautiful heart, pinter."
Khaira pursed her lips. "Gombal."
Radit chuckles. "Seriously. I'm not a dreadlocks. You are really beautiful, your heart is good, your personality is good, and you know what is it that makes your beauty multiply?" tanya looked at his wife's face.
"What?" ask Khaira.
"Because you are mine, so in my eyes your beauty multiplies. Tau not darling, the aura of your mother has radiated. Bumilku is beautiful.." he said angrily.
Khaira chuckled amusedly, a few minutes ago when she was feeling anxious and insecure now she could laugh again. Being near her husband actually got the hormone dopamine which made her happy.
"If later I experience postpartum (niphasic period) for 40 days can even be more, you can be patient and hold it right? I can't be held?" khaira asked as she blinked her eyes.
Radit smiled too. "If you want sun and hug what can not be?" tanyakanya.
"Can." Answer Khaira.
Radit nipped his temple. "For that long, dear? Why so long ago."
Khaira nodded her head. "Yes. There are even more than 40 days. How's Mas?"
"If I'm dizzy, how'd you like?" ask her with a face.
"I'm ready to stock the headache medicine yes." he said while rubbing his husband's face that looks clear.
"Well, I have to, baby. Hmm, but no papa. I fast first, later if you can break the fast given a delicious yes?"
Khaira pinched her husband's nose. "You can do it the most... If told to be the most pinter" he said angrily.
"You're pinching your nose, honey. Sick tau." he said as he rubbed his reddened nose.
Khaira laughed happily. "Rasain, it feels like you pinch my nose. It hurts." Even now she laughs so happily pranking her husband.