Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Impact of Loss
There was a slight sense of relief in Radit's heart, even though Khaira had not forgiven him, but tonight he could spend the night in Khaira's apartment.
The stubbornness that he has can actually make him closer to Khaira. Sleeping apart is not a problem for Radit. Being able to be on one roof with Khaira is a joy for him. After all, Radit has determined to fight to the last blood point to get Khaira back.
Satisfied with his own thoughts, Radit finally chose sleep. Standing for several hours in the middle of the winter cold Manchester City is enough to make the waist until his feet feel very sore. Fortunately, Khaira immediately took him in even if the wife was nagging at him for the first time.
While Khaira herself, no matter how angry she was with her husband, as hard as she tried to restrain her heart from ignoring Radit, she was now close to him.
By midnight, Khaira awoke. He caught a glimpse of Radit sleeping on the sofa. Khaira got off her bed, slowly set her foot on the floor, and she took the blanket from the closet. His steps were very slow, then he approached Radit and enveloped the man. The air is very cold even in the room is equipped with heating, of course, blankets are needed in winter as they are today.
"Sleep, it's night. I hope you're healthy after all these hours of standing outside" she murmured inwardly as she looked at her husband's sleeping face.
Khaira returned to her bed. Then, he enveloped himself and coiled under his warm blanket. Rest his heavy mind.
Only a few hours later, Khaira fell asleep when she heard him call his name.
"Khaira ... Churos ... Don't go Khai...."
That voice Khaira heard clearly with her ears. Until he finally woke up, he just remembered that there was Radit who also slept in his apartment. He immediately got off his bed.
Khaira approached Radit who was apparently still asleep, but even sleeping why Radit's face seemed restless and his head shook to the right and left.
"I'm sorry Khaira ..," he said softly, but his eyes were still closed.
Khaira thinks if Radit is having a nightmare, then he immediately wakes Radit up.
"Mas ... Wake up Mas.." he said slowly while patting Radit's arm.
But what was awakened still closed his eyes.
Once again, Khaira will awaken Radit. "Mas ... Build Mas ... Waking up.." he reawakened in a rather loud voice, thus making the man instantly open his eyes slowly.
"Khai, you." he said as he took a sitting position.
"You're the nightmare?" ask Khaira that morning.
"Hmm, why is it?"
"I heard you tell me not to go and call my name, but her eyes were still closed." Khaira told Radit that morning.
Radit also restored his hair and sighed harshly, "Since you left, I've always been like this Khai ... I even went to the hospital for acid reflux and stress symptoms that lead to depression. I'm not lying, you can ask Father and Mother both of us."
Khaira did not expect, did her husband really experience all that? Khaira thinks with him to go far to England, thinking of releasing his first love, mengikhlaskan Radit happy with Felly, it turns out this time Radit actually said he had experienced symptoms of stress that lead to depression.
"What do you mean?" tanyanya took a look and tried to find the truth from her husband.
While Khaira just put up her ears to hear the story of Radit.
"I thought you'd be happy, with me gone." Khaira said briefly.
"No. I'm not happy at all. I lost you, Khai." Radit solemnly explained.
"Why are you unhappy? Hasn't he accompanied your days." Khaira just wants to make sure the truth, isn't there Felly. Why Radit can be unhappy.
"I finally saw with my own eyes that Felly didn't really love me. Seeing his infidelity I don't feel pain. I was in pain when you left me. Just a letter I found on your study table."
"So you already know what Felly's truth is, Mas?" khaira asked Radit.
"Yes, I saw it for myself. Did you know before?" it was Radit's turn to ask Khaira.
Khaira then stood up, taking her phone from the top of the nightstand. He opens in his gallery, one showing a photograph to Radit.
"This." as his hand passed the phone to Radit.
Radit accepts and sees the photos Khaira shows. "So you also know, since when? Why didn't you ever tell me?"
"Indeed, if I told you at that time, you would immediately believe Mas? No. gabe. You won't believe it until you see and hear it for yourself. Because your love for her trumps your own logic, Mas. So I choose silence, let time open up everything."
"Am I that stupid?" ask Radit.
"Rhetorical questions that do not need to be answered Mas, because you yourself already know the answer." replied Khaira. "Yes, since it's morning, I'm going to college this morning."
When Khaira leaves Radit, she goes into the bathroom. It took only 15 minutes, Khaira had prepared to enter the campus.
When he came out of the bathroom, he smelled the smell of tea pouring out into his nose. At first glance he glanced, Radit was struggling in the kitchen.
"Breakfast first Khai...."
"Hmm, yeah. Thanks." Thanks."
In the kitchen island there is warm tea, toast, and scramble egg. Apparently Radit was preparing the breakfast menu. As soon as Khaira got into the bathroom, the man swiftly brewed tea, made toast and also scramble egg.
"Why bother Mas?" khaira asked as soon as she sat in the kitchen island.
"No hassle. From now on let me serve you, Khai .. I have never done anything for you."
Khaira drank a cup of tea that Radit had made, then took the sauce to eat his toast and scramble egg. "I'm used to living alone and taking care of my own needs."
Radit turned to Khaira, "From today I will live with you, Khai. I'll prove that I've changed. I'll prove that I really love you. How many of your room ciphers is Khai? I'll get my stuff that's still in the hotel. After that, let me stay with you. Yeah...."