Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Promotion Novel: Muara Kasih Ibu Tunggal
In a villa on a plateau in Tawangmangu, it appears that two lovers are staying together. The place at the foot of Mount Lawu does have a cold and humid air temperature, coupled with the rain that fell that night as if framing the romance between Ervita and Firhan.
"Darling, now well," asked Firhan to the girl he had been dating for about three years.
"Firhan, how am I pregnant?" asked Ervita who was still having discussions with Firhan.
Their clothes were completely removed. Even Firhan had already pierced Ervita's body. However, Ervita's two hands still held Firhan's chest, trying to defend his crown. With a body that is completely already equally plain absolute, it is not easy to dodge. However, to be honest Ervita was afraid that after having a husband and wife relationship with Firhan, she would become pregnant.
Friction of the skin's fused epidermis, Firhan's kiss and fondling that never seemed to come off, even Ervita felt something pressing on her groin. Truly, this was the first time for Ervita as well as Firhan. However, how can both be ignited until all the clothes they wear have been completely removed.
"I'll take responsibility Honey .. I'm not going anywhere from you anyway, either" replied Firhan who again kissed Ervita's lips, peppering her with a more hunting breath.
Oh, God .. could this really be the day Ervita would relinquish her crown with her boyfriend. The logic is still going, Ervita knows that this is a sin. Ervita knows that having a forbidden relationship before marriage can be the cause of various problems that may come into her life. However, the kisses, fondling, even the caress of Firhan's hand on his body really made him intoxicated. Everything the man did over his existing body was precisely igniting particles that produced foreign gelenyar in his body. Ervita was actually on the verge of a ravine that could knock her all the way to the bottom.
Repeatedly Firhan held back, but this time Firhan was unable to hold back. The man opened both of Ervita's thighs, and pushed his hips with a strong and deep pressure. Until several attempts, finally torn the curtain that has been guarded Ervita for 21 years.
"Firhan," Ervita screamed with tears flooding her face.
The feeling of alienation and also the pain as if it dominates today. Until it feels like Ervita is really in pain because of it. Lost was already a precious treasure that he had guarded all this time. The domineering pain and the sense of missing something so precious made Ervita really sob with the roar of tears that kept coming down.
"Ssttss, hold dear .. The pain is only short. After this all that is left is pleasure" Firhan replied.
This time Firhan again made a gesture of being asductive as going out and going in, blasting and stabbing, ignoring the sobs of Ervita who was still the same crying and closing her eyes. If at that time Firhan mende-sah, different from Ervita who was crying that night. There was never a word of pleasure that Ervita could feel. Because, what feels is sick and also feels sinful because of doing forbidden relationships that are actually only allowed to be done by the married couple.
A great struggle really happened that night. The cold air at the foot of Mount Lawu seemed to create an atmosphere that was really warm, even hot inside the villa.
Until finally, the struggle ended, Firhan immediately took Ervita in his arms. Still Firhan heard the sobbing from Ervita. The man sighed and then looked at Ervita.
"Sstts, dong nangisnya already .. I promise, I will be responsible. After all, not necessarily one time to do, also you immediately get pregnant. Don't be so scared, you've got me who will definitely do everything for you" Firhan promised that night.
"Promise?" ask Ervita.
Firhan's hand moved and rubbed the top of the head to Ervita's forehead, "Promise .. I Firhan Maulana promised you. In fact, I'm ready to marry you, if you're pregnant with my child," she said earnestly.
"Have not cried again well .. just now you have enjoyed it, now even cry again," replied Firhan.
"I ... I'm scared, Fir," Ervita replied.
"There's nothing you need to fear. Whatever happens later, I will marry you, take responsibility for you" Firhan said firmly.
"How will you be responsible, if you are still a student and not earning. What will you feed our son with?" ask Ervita.
Yes, in fact Ervita and Firhan are still both Economic and Business students at public universities located in Solo City, Central Java. Both are still students, no one can produce Rupiah. In fact, if until pregnancy occurs, it is certain Firhan will bear the cost of living and pregnancy Ervita right? Can a man who is still a student be responsible for giving a living physically to Ervita? Why does it feel like it's going to get harder.
"I can go to college while I work, honey .. take it easy," Firhan replied again with great confidence.
I don't know how long the conversation between the two happened, but it seems Ervita is still not sure. Could it be that Firhan will be responsible to him after what happened today? By what means and how anyway, Ervita will tell his Father and Mother if later she became pregnant because of dating beyond this limit.
"Father and Mother, forgive Ervi .. forgive Ervi who can not keep Ervita's own honor."
Again, Ervita cried softly and regretted what had just happened. Right, for a moment Ervita was lulled by the conductive movement Firhan made over her. However, gradually and now until midnight all that remained was the fear and guilt that enveloped his heart.
There was one fact that Ervita forgot at that time that the curtain of his crown that had been torn apart could not be embroidered again. The seeds that Firhan had sown on their bodily relations could not be withdrawn anymore. More than that, there was one fact that Firhan did everything without putting on any safety. So, even a bad result could lurk in front of the doorway.
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Dear My Bestie,
The author again greets you with his latest work entitled Muara Kasih Ibu Tunggal. Follow the exciting story of Ervita and Firhan in this heartwarming story. This story will be published every day in Noveltoon. Support and follow the story.
Love U All's,
Kirana