Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Life without Taste
Days have changed, now Radit back to live with his parents. His honesty which was indeed late made Father and Mother very angry.
However, Wibi's father and Mother Ranti still allow Radit to stay with them. Radit has also sold a wedding gift house from both of his parents. The money from the sale of the house, he deposited within a period of 2 years. After Khaira's return from Manchester, Radit will buy a house for both of them with the money.
Radit has been living with his parents for weeks, but his busy work does make him always come home at night. Radit's body was almost uprooted due to a huge workload.
"Dit, don't forget to rest. Some days you go home the night away. Take care of his health." Mother Ranti reminded Radit to take care of his health.
"Yes Mother." she answered briefly.
"You're sleep deprived too, your eyes are marsupial, like panda eyes."
"Radit can't sleep, Bun. Radit kangen Khaira's. Did Khaira think of Radit, too, huh Bun?" he said while pinching his temple. "Since Khaira left, Radit couldn't sleep, Bun .. Radit's life was empty. Radit is alive but without taste. Moreover Radit has not apologized to Khaira, Bun." the story is long.
"Keep what are you going to do?" Mother Ranti was filled with her heart to hear the curses of her only son who felt his life was empty and without taste.
"Mayn't Bun, if Radit Susulin Khaira?"
"Don't be rash Dit. What about your work? Besides you're good, you've got a sedentary job. If you live abroad, what do you want to do? The cost of living there must be high."
Radit rubbed his face roughly, "Radit can't live if it continues like this, Bun."
"Try sharing first with Dad. Ask how good it is. And don't be rash, don't be childish either. You are a grown man, long-minded. Think about it, too, did Khaira forgive you? If Khaira doesn't forgive you what will you do? Already, go in that room. Rest first."
With a gontai step, Radit also chose to enter his room. He threw himself into the room and hugged the photo of the two of them while cycling in the Old City.
"Khai, I'm kangen. I miss you, Khai ... You there don't think about me, Khai?" A single tear escaped from the corner of his eye.
That's how Radit was, all night he slept hugging his picture with Khaira. Falling in love with Khaira makes her lose her mind. A deep sense of loss made her cry almost every night. There is no longer a haughty Radit like before, what exists now is a fragile Radit.
"Always healthy there, Khai. I can go completely crazy if you eat me."
Satisfied muttering alone, Radit finally fell asleep. With still carrying the picture frame in his hand.
At approximately 7 pm, Bunda Ranti woke Radit for dinner. Mommy Ranti carefully entered Radit's room.
Mother Ranti was so full to see Radit sleeping curled up by hugging a photo of Khaira. "It's with you, Dit .. but, it's worth the hurt you've given Khaira, Mommy hope you really turn into a good and responsible man, no more hurting women. When you hurt your wife, Mother also hurt." mum muttered Mother while stroking Radit's back.
"Dit, get up Dit .. let's have dinner. I've been waiting under the roof." Mommy Ranti woke Radit.
Slowly Radit opened his eyes, then he took a sitting position. The man's face looked red and his eyes also looked puffy.
Mother who saw her son's face reddened, landed the back of her hand to check Radit's body temperature.
"Dit, you have a fever. Let's go to the hospital." said Mother Ranti panicked.
"No Bun, Radit's okay. It will also heal itself. Just a little fever."
"Neither Bun ... Radit in the house sa ..." had not Radit finished his talk, his stomach suddenly felt nauseous, until he immediately ran to the bathroom.
He immediately vomited his stomach. And, one of his hands was holding onto his stomach which was painful.
Mother Ranti who participated to the bathroom can only massage Radit's back. "Why are you Dit? Why is it suddenly like this?"
"Radit is okay Mother .." answered the strong-ass. His body seemed to be floating.
"Well, Dad.... Well.... Please Dad, Radit's sick." Mother Ranti shouted from Radit's room.
Wibi's father ran up the stairs, to Radit's room.
"Why Bun? What's the matter?"
"Radit, Yeah ... The body has a fever, now it's vomiting in the bathroom" he said in a panic.
"We go directly to the House of Dakit Bun, let the doctor give medical check up all for Radit." Said Wibi's Father.
Wibi's father quickly let Radit into the car, and took his son to the nearest Hospital.
Upon arrival at the Hospital, the Doctor immediately checked Radit's condition.
"Raditya Wibisono's family" said the doctor after examining Radit's condition.
"Yes, we're Doc ...."
"Patients are again experiencing an increase in stomach acid and excess stress. For acid reflux is expected to avoid foods that cause acid reflux such as chocolate, coffee, acidic and spicy foods, and of course alcohol is strictly prohibited. While for the stress suffered makes the patient less sleep, if the pressure experienced excessive can cause depression in the patient."
Father Wibi and Mother Ranti could only sigh heavily at the Doctor's explanation. They do not expect Radit to the level of stress that leads to depression.
The pair of middle-aged couples could only massage their temples to see Radit now lying on top of the hospital gurney. Not to forget Wibi's father also told Radit's condition to his father-in-law, Ammar's father and Mother Dyah.
Not long ago Ammar's father and Mother Dyah also came to see the condition of her daughter-in-law in the hospital.
"How's your son-in-law, Besan?" ask Ammar's father as soon as he arrives.
"Her stomach acid rises and too many thoughts to cause him stress, if the more depressed Radit can be affected by depression."
The heart of Ammar's father who some time ago was so angry with Radit, when his son-in-law came and told all the problems of his household and apologized to Ammar's father and Mother Dyah, seeing the condition Radit is concerned can only stroke the chest. His sense of disappointment is replaced with a sense of worry that might be able to add psychic pressure on Radit.
"I'm sorry, Besan. We failed to educate Radit, until he treated Khaira so badly" Wibi's father said regretfully to his friend and besi.
"Before the pain was at home, Radit just said he felt alive but empty, alive but without feeling, he wanted to resign from his job and follow Khaira abroad. Even Radit was curled up in the room by hugging his photo with Khaira." story of Bunda Ranti to her husband and Besannya.
"Maybe Radit is really sorry this time" said Mother Dyah as she stared at her now weakly exposed son-in-law on top of a gurney with an infusion hose attached to her hand.