Sharing Love: Winning Without Love
Deep Talk
Khaira held him back until her husband told her. Although at this time she already wanted to ask a lot of things, but her husband seemed reluctant to tell her now. All Khaira can do is be patient. Hopefully tonight her husband will actually tell her about his conversation with Tama.
Right now what Khaira is doing is bringing her husband home soon, Arsyila must also need him at home. It didn't take long, now that Khaira and Radit have arrived home.
"Assalamualaikum Bunda.." said Khaira once entered the house.
Mother Ranti also came out of the house. "Home home? How's the check up?" ask Mommy Ranti.
"Good Bun ... already removed his cast. However, the walk is still using crutches. Also still several times check up and road therapy as well" Radit told the mother.
"Arsyila where's Mother?" ask Khaira to her mother.
"Arsyila just slept in her room." said the Mother. "Sana clean up first, let alone you abis from the Hospital. Clean bath." orders the Mother who told her children to clean first.
Finally, Radit and Khaira took turns to take a bath. Afterwards Khaira immediately went down and approached the mother.
"Wait to be picked up by Dad, right, Mommy?" ask Khaira to her mother.
"Iya Khai. Do you want to use ART like Khai? Aren't you tired?" asked Bunda Ranti while looking at her daughter-in-law's face.
"Asal Mas Radit and Arsyila are healthy, Khaira is not tired of Mother" said Khaira sincerely.
Mother Ranti now holds the hand of her daughter-in-law. "As for Khai, I've been patient with Radit ... Mother knows now this must not be easy for you, Mother can only pray for you strong yes...." The Mother's Message to Khaira.
Khaira nodded her head. "Yes Mother ... Khaira will be patient and strong. Thank you also Mommy for always helping Khaira, keep Arsyila for every time Khaira is busy."
"Of course, darling ... We are not family, Mother can also play with Arsyila. In the past when Radit was little, Mother every day ngasuh him, now Mother can play with Mother's grandchildren" he said while remembering Radit's childhood first.
After that, Wibi's father came to pick up Mother Ranti. Khaira also drove her two in-laws to the front of the gate. "Thank you Dad for helping us" Khaira said thank you sincerely.
Wibi's father patted Khaira on the shoulder. "Yes ... healthy yes Khai. Father and Mother say goodbye first." said Wibi's father.
Then Khaira went back into the room. She saw her husband sitting on the bed and holding his phone. "What's the new Mas?" ask her husband.
"No, look at the cell phone. Mommy Ranti has come home?" tanyakanya.
Khaira nodded her head. "Yes, I just picked up Dad. So the story isn't it?"
Radit patted the bed for his wife. "Here Honey .. sit here first."
"I'm angry, he's the one who hurt you. So at that time I told him to leave and I didn't want any more business with him." Khaira said as if holding back her emotions.
Radit held his wife's hand. "So Tama admitted his mistake to me. He apologized." said Radit and he looked at his wife's face.
"Then?" sahut Khaira quickly.
"I forgive him dear." replied Radit.
Khaira was stunned by the answer given by her husband. Why her husband could be so easy to forgive Tama, but Khaira was so hot in her heart considering how her husband was sprawled at that time on the side of the road with wounds on some parts of her face and arms. Eventually, it ended up in the hospital.
"Why do you forgive him?" khaira asked her husband.
Radit breathed for a moment. "I explained everything to Tama, and I also asked her to forget about you. Miris yes, a husband said that to another man." said Radit with a bitter smile.
Khaira then looked at her husband's face. "Sorry Mommy...." Khaira feels guilty about her husband.
Radit immediately shook his head. "It's okay Honey .. You're not guilty, because you're not trying to play sweetie. I'm just saying, but why does it feel ironic. I'm your husband just asked another man to let go and let you go. Ironic isn't it, honey?" ask Khaira.
"I've told him many times before, Mas .. I don't like this situation. On the one hand I know there is nothing wrong with our feelings because they come from the heart. However, if you are still waiting for a married woman I think is not appropriate, Mas. How do I say it." said Khaira confused because he was too difficult to express what was in his mind.
Radit nodded as well. "Falling in love is not wrong ... Like you said, that feeling comes from the heart. What's wrong is waiting for something that's not ours. I can say this because I'm not in his position, but if I'm in his position I'll still let go of that woman. Because I believe the highest level of love is when we are happy to let go of the person we love without having to have it, as long as that person is happy" Radit said earnestly.
"Love doesn't have to have, does it?" sahut Khairah.
Radit nodded his head. "Yes Dear ... So grateful if our love and feelings are welcome to each other" he said seriously. "Seriously what the hell was Tama the same as you were?" radit asked suddenly.
"I'm not too close to him either, Mas ... Just in the past on campus it often met and interjected each other. And then we saw my sprained leg, her mother was a physiotherapist. He told me to go home from physiotherapy first. I don't know if she shot me, but from the beginning I was honest that I had a husband. Yes even then My husband didn't consider me a wife." Khaira's story while remembering past events.
Radit seemed to be sighing with his pair of eyes that continued to shine on Khaira. "Why haven't you been wanting to like other men? I used to be very happy."
Khaira laughed. "Maybe I'm being too naive, Mom...."
Radit laughed at Khaira's reply. But what his wife said was true, Khaira was indeed a naive girl at that time. "When did you fall in love with me, honey? Before I take you to Manchester or after we live together in Manchester?" tanyakanya.
Khaira laughed because she did not know what to answer to her husband. As a result, Khaira chose to laugh and covered her face with both hands.